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Official Saturday feels thread.
Share your feels, anon.
>tfw no gf
>tfw stalling on OHP
>tfw fapped 4 times yesterday
>tfw had to miss gym session because felt drained
>tfw finals week
W-we are all gonna make it, brahs
>Tfw its one of the biggest holidays in sweden right now and everyone is out drinking
>And im here pulling 4pl8 deadlifts
>alone
>fukin makin it brahs im going home and eating tuna alone while sven is busy at the BBQ lel fukin beta pleb sven
>>36982975
>tfw when I have a ton of things to do
>I can't get myself to get out of bed
;_;
>>36982975
>talking to grill
>things get hot and heavy
>weeks later
>she tells me, "have a ton on my plate, but i'll never take you for granted"
>still talks to me on occasion, but not really
>tired of things being one sided, so stop initiating contact
>she doesn't try at all
Welp, at least that clears things up and i can move on brehs. ;_;
>>36983114
Why weren't you the one that kept trying? If you did, what did you think you did wrong?
>send a facebook message to this girl I've been on several dates with and talk to every day
>trying to be funny
>probably made me look clingy in retrospect because she read into it
>she hasn't responded
This might be a blessing in disguise, though. I don't like this girl all that much so it's not a big deal but my lack of experience in dating is def frustrating and it sucks that it looks like it's going to end this way
>>36982975
I'm in love with a girl who has a boyfriend
send help
>have this weird thing with a woman that needed to get me a job or atleast help me with it
>didn't get a job
>she kept in slight contact with me
>she fell in love with me
>decide it's a fucked up relationship and ended contact
>she goes berserk and starts stalking me online and via somebody she knows that does something at a school I started taking a course
>finally find an internship
>she finds out where
>it's not so far from where she works
>walk out the door one day and see her car parked there, I knew because of the logo of the company
think nothing of it because it's a city and parking is hard to find
>the day after I walk out of the building with a female colleague and she's waiting rushes me screams "you're such an asshole" and throws cafe late on me
wew lad
>>36982997
He's probably getting fucked or cucked by an immigrant.
No need to be sad.
>move away from hometown
>girl i knew immediately adds me on facebook
>persistent, sends me her number
>start talking, she wants to meet up and says she's been attracted to me since we met
>except she has a boyfriend
>and no job, and lives 2 hours away
>i'm not even that attracted to her
>but she high test, boner raging
>mfw the entire time
>>36983277
Sounds like she wants you to fuck her because she's bored. I would desu fampai
>>36982975
>guy at the gym complements my traps
>squatting
>see girl looking at my ass
>girl tells me I am the only big guy that squats at my gym
>she asks me to check her form from time to time
>asked me how she can get an ass like me
>gymnast girl usually comes with her bf
>bf isnt there
>she strikes up a conversation
>she is so damn cute, I keep smiling during our conversation
>she keeps smiling
>gymbro comments that I look like vegeta from DBZ with all my veins and retracted hairline
>another gymbro tells him he looks like krillin because he is so short
>laughinginternally
all in all pretty comfy feeling at the moment
>deleted all social media for 2 weeks because heading to cocoon mode
>been blowing off Oneitis at the gym with short answers and such when she approaches me
>she acts weird as shit yesterday kept looking at me like she doesn't know who I am
>decide to ignore her since she's probably just looking for attention
>decide to reactivate snap chat to see if anyone has snapped me while I've been gone
>oneitis has snapped me two times in two weeks
fug, do I keep ignoring her and go into cocoon or try talking to her again.
>>36983292
She's broken up with the guy a few times and gotten back together, but I ain't cucking him and I'm not getting involved with her just because of her tits.
Can't I just try to find Tinder qts to cure my autism?
Blogging thread?
>love of my life, went out together through college
>religious catholic family, when we met she hasn't had a single drop of alcohol, was also a virgin
>we break up, been ignoring her since
>years later we met again through old friends, realize I still like her
>we got to talk for hours, and she blames me for 'changing' her
>???? changing?
>check all her social media accounts
>she turned into a turboslut
Did I dodge a bullet? Or could she have avoided turning into a cockscabbard if I stayed with her and lived happily ever after?
>>36983358
its the typical "the grass is always greener on the other side" "I want to do everything" "you are holding me back" slut
you definitely dodged a bullet
>>36983246
Me too breh ;_;
Literally have more girls interested in me than ever before but I cant stop thinking about her
>>36983305
Just talk to her you fuck
I approached mine oneitis and got rejected, it sucked but I'm happier than if I did nothing
>tfw started from skelly, 6'2 130 lbs
>tfw gained about 70 lbs since i started coming to /fit/ about 50 of which has been muscle
>tfw running 4 day texas method and making steady strength gainz
>tfw acquired first GF last year and it was nice until she started making me miserable with gaslighting and shit
>tfw she would accuse me of looking and talking to other girls while i wasn't, and then started flipping out when i called her out for ACTUALLY hanging out with other dudes late at night while i'm sleeping
>tfw broke up with her, been single since mid-November
i'll just keep lifting until somebody loves me
>>36983781
Sounds like a low trust relationship. This is as much a problem for you, as much as it is coming from her. In a good relationship, ideally you want to emphasize the fact that you two trust each other. That it is important that you convey to her that you know she won't do you wrong and that the same standard is applied to you. You should say little comments about that here and there, and that it is the basis of the relationship. Once you start accusing each other, or conveying to each other that you don't trust one another, then it shows low expectations and will likely make her think about cheating. Same goes for you.
Anyways, it looks like it's over. What are you doing now to find new love, brother?
>>36983664
Me too, I'm forcing myself to hit on other girls because logically I know it's best to get over her but I still feel the feel.
>tfw content with no gf
>tfw about 1 month away from 10%bf from 30%
>tfw rewatching Fate/Zero
>its no longer summer
>constantly sick because its cold
>>36983885
what a bunch of malarkey.
>>36983885
>What are you doing now to find new love, brother?
Im not that guy but ive been in the same position and im telling you its nearly impossible to find new love so its best to stick to your guns and tough it out in the current relationship
I wish i had fought harder when i still had mine but i for some fucking reason didnt think it would be so hard to find a new girl, probably because a friend told me id be better off finding a new gf instead of sticking to someone who was as abusing as my ex
>>36983781
>i'll just keep lifting until somebody loves me
i'll surely get a gf at 2/3/4/5 right?
>Lifting 4x a week for the last 9 weeks
>Finally hit old rep PRs yesterday, pretty happy.
>Wake up today with the flu, feel like I go hit by a truck
>Have to wait a little while to try for 1RM PRs again.
>Just getting out of bed in a struggle
>>36983999
If you go that far you'll be receiving a bf I'm afraid.
>>36983781
Girls are slags.
Fuck bar sluts to keep your sex drive satisfied, wait til you meet a genuinely nice girl before you go down the GF path again.
>>36982975
>fapped 4 times yesterday
>missed gym session because felt drained
there's your problem
>>36983358
Dodged a bullet.
There's a reason girls have daddy issues. If they don't have a good (normal) upbringing they crave the things absent.
>>36984058
will he love me (like a brother)?
>>36983885
I started reading red pill material about halfway thru the relationship and it really made me question everything i'd been told growing up and shattered my fairy tale dreams, but what really set it off was discovering she was doing exactly what she accused me of.
I was using tinder before i met her and was somehow pretty good at it (had a lot of pics of me playing guitar onstage, got a few lays) even though i was skinny, beta, and always opened with compliments and shit. Retrying in the past few months and it's completely different being slightly more muscular and way more forward. Girls want nothing to do with you on online dating unless you're literally in the top 5% of looks and it's depressing. I've talked to some other girls i knew suggesting we catch up, and they'd show interest followed by not responding after i suggest a time/place. So i just started cutting contact with all of them. It's discouraging so i'm just gonna focus on my lifts.
>>36983999
Nice trips. I'm almost at 1.5/2/3/4 for maxes so I couldn't tell you
>>36982997
Haha same here in finland. 3pl8 squats today tho
>>36982975
>tfw i realised i've become a fat fuck
>tfw friendzoned by girl in a fucking terrible way and she'll never have feelings for me
>tfw no gf
>tfw ohp won't progress
>tfw biceps won't grow
>tfw no friends
>tfw drowning in uni work
>>36984084
Like a Father and a Brother
These comforts men offer each other
This manly love shall come to pass
When you're coming in his ass
Dunno m8's, I don't have any grill problems at the time but I'm seriously wondering if I'm screwing up my life
>graduate school
>work in tech ~2 years
>hate desk jockeying, quit yob to work on app startup
>team goes to hell, leave startup
>basically NEETing
>don't want to get desk jockey job
>not sure what I want to do with my life
>all I like to do is lift (which I'm not fantastic at, 375 diddly, 295 squat, 235 bench) and read
>literally lost and clueless
What do?
>>36982975
>think about qt that started convo with me in my dorm elevator a year ago
>too autistic to visit her room sometime like she asked me to
>doesn't bother me much, i have many memories like this
>go to gym today fresh off a prime high test thread
>agreeableemotions.jpg
>the same qt starts doing squats right behind my bench on my last set of dumbell press
>glance at her and imagine talking to her for rest of workout
i don't think i could've become more maladjusted to society if i had tried, familino
>go on ski season
>finally break dry spell
>9 girls in 5 months
>feeling awesome
>get home, find a cock wart
one of the girls is coming to stay tonight, and I don't wanna tell her, but she's gonna expect to have sex.
what do?
>inb4 killureself
>>36984227
Work is always better then no work.
>>36984227
>What do?
What would you like to do for a living if i might ask?
>>36984396
>what do?
Use a condom? jesus christ, you humblebragging or just dumb?
>>36984396
Tell her you're sick, cancel, wait a couple weeks.
Now listen up cunt, I'm gunna learn you a thing or two.
>Go grab some apple cider vinegar, the legit shit, no dilutions or any BS.
>Make a little toilet paper folded square slightly larger than the wart
>Soak that badboy in apple cider vinegar
>Apply with a bandaid, change with fresh TP/ACV every 4-6 hours for 36 hours
>Wart will turn white then black
>After 36 hours just keep the area covered, it's now a wound
>Recovery time is about 2 weeks, just scabs up and falls off like any other scab
Work wonders for me and 2 I got on my groin from having unprotected sex, they haven't come back.
INB4 'hurr durr don't listen to advice from 4chan'
Google this shit nigga, it deadset works.
>>36983246
Similar story, though in my case she is literally >10/10 would wife for me. Now she went for a year abroad on uni exchange program without her bf. I started lifting the same month she left. Anyway I need your advice, how do I cuck somebody?
>mfw she is coming back in two months and I am nowhere near looking big
>>36984543
You have plans on seeing her? Show ur dick
>>36984446
I realise that in hindsight, not dumb, just drunk.
>>36984466
Can't really do this, the warts under the foreskin.
looks like I'm off to the clinic on monday.
>>36984652
Well good luck in any case and dw, warts can be removed aparently
Know that id trade with you if i could, but living in celibacy has its perks too i guess
>>36984672
Cost of doing business man
>>36984543
The first thing you do is to realize that you have led your emotions take you in an unhealthy set of thoughts and behaviors that are not conducive to the betterment of your being. You do that by having a deep introspective analysis of the motives that led you to have such thoughts, if those motives themselves are reasonable and focused on getting what you want out of life. Do you know what you want out of life? Do you see yourself as an old man, dying somewhere and looking back at your life and seeing what you did? What do you think you'll be most happy about when you look back? What are some of the things that will make you feel like you've fulfilled or led a satisfying life? Identify those things and realize how your current behavior and thoughts will lead you towards those things. If doing that (cucking) to somebody is something that you feel is right and will lead you to feel satisfied in life overall, well then I would hope you put yourself in the other man's place and have empathy and respect. If not, then do what is right and really try to find more purposeful goals. The things is, sometimes we find it hard to create and follow the right path. It is not meant to be easy. But you should always strive to. Find what you love, what you're passionate about, find those things that make you happiest and follow them. Become diligent at it. Live your life through good principles of community and of good social benefit and you will see that it will reciprocate. It will feel right, and you will feel more satisfied, and it will allow you to find those other things in life that make life worth living.
tl;dr don't be dick, have respect. find more meaningful things to lead your life, and you will most likely find your 10/10 in a more satisfying way than cucking some guy.
>tfw diagnosed with latent tuberculosis
>tfw have to take meds that will fuck me up
>been lifting for over a month
>first time in my life that i had been doing it consistantly
>begin to notice results, gain weight in muscle
>gf notices
>get flu
>no meds nor flu shot, fuck me amirite
>bedridden for 5 days
>can hardly keep anything down
>hurts to move
>flu ends
>feels a bit harder to go down stairs
>go check on the scale
>lost 10 fucking pounds
>look like complete skellington
>5 days undid over a month of work
not gonna quit, but damn. you guys talk about sugary foods, girls, and other shit, but the flu is the real gainz goblin.
>>36984427
That's a good question. The thing is I'm not 100% certain myself. Presently I'd like to end up in some form of leadership role - I figured having the balls to start my own business would prove something, but I'm not sure how to leverage it to my advantage.
Part of the problem is I simply don't feel like doing anything. Just the thought of going back to desk jockey land makes me resent it. Literally being chained to a desk feeling like I have narcolepsy all day every day isn't appealing.
>>36984678
I was essentially celibate before season, you might not want to take advice off a man with a wart, but I put my recent change of situation down to not being able to watch any porn, and the confidence boost you get from doing something adrenaline fueled. In my case freestyle skiing. Gym is a great hobby, but action sports give you more self esteem than heavy deadlifts, trust.
>>36984543
Grow up. There are lots of dolphins in the sea, stop chasing an octopus.
>>36983685
What did you say/ask her senpai?
>seeing a girl since October
>get text from her in February I should get tested for chlamydia
>haven't seen her since
>still haven't gotten tested
>hoping it kills me
>>36984754
Maybe you should look into becoming a project manager or some shit like that, a consultant would also fit into the general desk jockey theme but youre not chained to a desk
>>36984758
I do martial arts so i got hobbies and its not a confidence thing its a lack of women thing
Last girl i met i asked out but she flaked out every single time, she was all into it and flirty as hell but same old girl thing as soon as i wanted to get serious she flaked and broke contact so i cant be bothered chasing after her teasing ass.
I appreciate your advice and its not worth less because you scored dude, get meds and keep on trucking
>>36984228
My man. Ask yourself this: Why do you think you get nervous about talking to her? What is it about the mere act of interacting with her that makes you feel like a little cuck boi? I will tell you. You fear the outcome of the situation. What if you talk with her and you stutter? say the wrong thing? act like a pussy? will she think you're weird? OH GOODNESS SHE MIGHT THINK YOU'RE A CREEP! You see what your biggest problem is, my man? Is that you are scared of the outcome. As long as you keep thinking about it, thinking about what to say, thinking about what will happen, the more likely you will convey this to her, and she WILL READ YOU, and SHE WILL KNOW that you are too much in your head, too concerned with how you think she might think of you, and she will back away. She doesn't want somebody who's emotional well being is dependent on what others think of him. BUT THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU"RE CONVEYING. You need to simply relax, breath, and not care about outcome. Seriously. Think this way "I know what I want, I am going for what I want. I know that this is the right thing to do, and if it works out, it works out, if not then life goes on". When you talk with her convey to her that what your well being depends on,is you doing what you think is right in life. An obdurate confidence who's deep core is at the essence of you being you. Be happy, because you are doing what you think is right and let the chips fall where they may.
There are people who are naturally good at conveying this, and have done it naturally for most of their lives they don't even know they're doing it. Use your autismo to your advantage and develop this framework of looking at the world, and trust me, my boy, it will get you what you want out of life in a more satisfying an happiest manner.
>seeing this girl
>just got out of a relationship
>not looking for a new one
>just want to get my dick wet
>sleep with this new girl
>things going well
>can tell shes catching feelings
>let her know how i feel about the situation
>she dsnt want to be fuck buddies
>ex got her hair dyed the color i like and set me a picture of it
>shes been a little flirty recently
>id love to go back 6 months ago and prevent the breakup
>but since we already broke up, not sure id take her back
>i say i wouldnt, but deep down, i might
>all my lifts went up by 5 lbs today
>and im on a cut
>so at least theres that
>best friend and his band playing at a bar tonight
>im going and hes brining all his hot single nurse friends
>>36983222
live and learn, we're all gonna make it… one day, somehow.
>>36983664
iktf
>>36984672
Oooh copped it cunt.
Rough times, at least you'll still be able to get it removed.
>>36984714
Thank you for that post, I wasnt really planing on cucking anybody, though. Girl who would cheat on her bf wouldnt interest me at all. Perhaps I am just not fit to become a Chad... Anyway now I am sort of benefiting from this situation, because prospect of her coming back gives me that motivation needed in the last set.
>>36984750
It's water weight m8 + maybe little bit of fat, it takes 2 weeks for muscles to atrophy
>haven't been to the gym in 6 days
>haven't squatted in almost 6 months due to bad knees
>I'm not going to make it
>everyone is out partying since its a may day
>im inside studying so I can get my worthless ass in uni
>bought a small bag of candy to celebrate may day
>candy tastes like shit and makes my head hurt
>>36984911
You should read this other post I wrote
>>36984813
Don't put your well being on this ideal that you've brainwashed yourself into (or by society, romantic movies, etc). Find that happiness within yourself, or just a sense of inner peace with you and the world. Focus your motivation on doing the right thing. That inner peace, on your diligence, ultimately on following that purpose in life.
>hurr durr there is no real purpose in life
This is true in a way, but that is the point. We are still humans with a brain who's structure is outside our influence, and we must work with it to create of our life experience the best and most fulfilling. Find these purposes in life, make yourself THINK that they will make you happy, and work at it hard, because they lead to that sense of satisfaction and pride at the end. It is up to you to be a sad faggot "living by" or to take life by the horns. It is not easy, you will fail, but you will get better, you will know yourself better.
That's all I got to say, gotta hit the gym and study for finals now. Love you, my brothers.
When I joined /fit/ I was a 19yo virgin who was looking for a 12kg dumbbell routine.
Now I'm a 23yo virgin with a 265 Sinclair and 155kg fs.
>>36984995
By 'ideal' I mean this idea that you need the girl to feel happy. That if only you had her, you will feel complete. Fight those urges and focus on more important things.
I'm out.
> mfalways
>bump up carbs
>maintain deficit
>feel 10x stronger on lifts
whoever suggested low carb was a good idea is a faggot
-stronger
-more vascular
-muscles look better
>>36985019
>Fight those urges
Im not that guy and i wish you luck on your studies but those urges are hard to fight
How does one fight the sex drive? damnit, its too strong
>>36985057
when you are single for a long time eventually you stop caring
I dont even care about fapping. dick still works, but im not using it so whatever.
>>36985075
Single for a year and thirsty as fuck, school is going to shit since all i can focus on is the problem of getting laid
Cant fap either, start doing it and get sad because feels like its all im gonna get
>>36985057
They are always there. It's part of human nature. It is weird, but if you convey to a girl that you don't need her to feel happy, she will become more attracted to you, even if in your mind all you want to do is ravage her clothes and do her right on the table, in front of her family, in thanksgiving. You still have to show intent, that you're interested in her, but that what makes you happy is your structured well being. You gotta remember that women are insane in the head emotionally and they crave stability from a man. They don't want somebody to put them on a pedestal, or worship her, and that he will cry if she leaves. She's searching for confidence, somebody who can manipulate her emotions, someone who knows their self-worth. You see what I mean? It's not that you should not be interested in the girl at all. It's about how you carry yourself.
>Opened my ex-gf's (it has been 1.75 years) Snapchat story for the first time after actively avoiding it
>She is cuddled up with a guy
>Can't tell if new boyfriend or beta orbiter
>She looks so happy
>That was the face she used to make at me
>Tfw have been alone every day since her
God fucking dammit bros. I didn't ask for this. Yeah, she was a bit of an attention whore so she was surrounded by guys every moment of every day, so I should have expected this.
I just want a qtpigf who I can cuddle with and pound into oblivion. At least my gym manager mired me and said I had put on some weight. And I caught up in weight with the guy who first taught me how to deadlift. H-hold me, /fit/.
>>36985034
For the first time ever I'm actually losing weight because of low carb. Also keto/low carb shit is strictly for losing weight not for putting mass. Your lifts aren't going to go up...I just need to flatten my chest asap.
>>36985034
Nigga if you're bulking you should have already been ingesting carbs. No/Low carb faggots are cutting
>>36985116
you shouldve deleted her bro.
>be with girl for 2 years
>she breaks up with me 3 months ago
>shed snap me stuff every now and then
>notice shed be wearing a hat or some shit she didnt own
>i can put 2 and 2 together and tell that it was some guys hat that she was hanging out with but conveniently he wasnt in the snaps
>after about a month see her snap story and its her hanging out with a guy at a bar and they are way too close to be jsut friends
>delete her off snapchat that night
>get a text a day later "so youre just going to delete me then?"
>respond "ya, im not a big fan of looking at my ex hanging on guys"
>"its not like that blah blah blah"
>best thing ive ever done. Mood got a little better a few days after i deleted her
>>36985107
a lot of people say you'll get lucky when you stop giving a shit
this is partly true, the only problem is putting yourself in situations to be noticed: and for me the gym isnt that place (im there to train)
>>36985161
>"maintain defecit"
Hes not bulking
>>36985161
im cutting
but I feel/look better with more carbs, and im still in a deficit, just adjusted my macros a bit
>>36984466
I was doing it on one I had for years on my finger. Took a couple weeks both times I had to apply it but it seems to have went away. There's now a bump there but not a visible wart a couple months later so debating if I should reapply.
Did it overnight every night. It was really embedded
>>36985113
I understand this and thats whats so fucked up because im doing exactly this (although here i spaz out toally) but its gotten me nowhere
Out there in the real world i act cool about stuff and its fun to see people get nervous around me and ask me how i do shit, compare themselves to me and congratulate me on shit but all i really want is a cute gf to sit at home naked on the couch with and watch game of thrones
>>36985116
>H-hold me, /fit/.
I know these feels brother, all too well
>>36985186
Does it notify them if you delete them? I don't want to look like a little bitch.
>>36985200
i can agree with this. Everytime ive gotten a gf its been when i didnt care. i just kinda fell into it. Definitely gotta be in the right settings tho. Hang out with friends who have gfs in places where they bring their girls around. Go to bars. Shit like that
>>36985229
no. but if she goes to send you a snap and your names not there, she can tell.
>>36985217
>>36985204
Sorry senpai, didn't read that. Good on you.
>>36985231
id like to go to bars but by myself it would suck
friends dont want to do shit cause they are with the gf
>>36982975
>got a huge infection on the eyelid, do not want to witness the horror of getting it removed again
>have to go and make my routine medical checkup again, always extremely tense in the week where I wait for results
>university pretty much swallowed every part of my life
>get all my job applications handed back to me
>have not seen any friend for two months now
>terrible insomnia
>tfw no gf seems like a stupid feel to care about at this point, like being sad about the non-existance of Santa
>wake up half dead today, decide I want to get shit done at university
>drive along main road, already feel like shit and regret my decision
>space out and nearly kill some dude on a red light
>just get into a parking spot and pull out a book, try to calm myself
>bitch tears keep welling up, can not concentrate
>just stare into the sky for half an hour and think of better times
>drive back home afterwards
I am so tired guys.
Everything else is manageable, but the exhaustion just kills me
>>36985247
Don't give a fuck about that anymore. All I know is that I am at risk for falling into a hole I can't climb out of.
I have been making good progress in the gym and good progress in school (medfag). I need to get swoler so when I go to the hospital I can bang as many nurses as possible. That will get me out of >tfwnogf for sure.
>>36985228
Sounds like you're not doing much to meet girls. If you have the mindset right, then you should not have much problem trying to meet girls. I mean it. Try asking girls out, force yourself to talk to them, remember to not care about the outcome of a situation, convey that you're authentic, etc. Sounds like you need to put yourself in social situations in general. Force yourself to do it. Don't care about consequences. Think in terms of abundance, that you already have what you need to feel self-worth and that you don't show neediness.
>>36985304
Anon, I'm so sorry you life blows right now.
Sometimes life bes like that. But, you're doing it, you'll get through it. No matter how fucking bad you feel. Take those moments to pause and recoup. Shit's rough, but you're alive.
Seriously get that eyelid checked out though, man. It's easier to manage being miserable when you're not also sick/weak.
>>36985342
not him but
>ask girls out
I feel this only works when they are already interested
>tfw the guy you trained and taught everything he knows about being alpha and lifting things up, takes your gf
I feel cucked and proud at the same time.
Took antibiotics for strep throat and now I have the runs. Pic related
>>36985368
Create the interest. Create an appeal about your persona. Be intriguing. Show that you are the one person that can show her excitement and the change she desires. Point to her insecurities. Create a connection, as if you both know something about the world that others don't. Show intent, but not neediness. Stop looking for excuses. You're obviously not doing something right. Be honest with yourself. Don't be afraid to be introspective and change certain behaviors. Create a bubble of comfort between the two of you. Have a strong reality, she will be drawn to it. Trust yourself. Trust your abilities. Don't be judgemental, but appreciative of her. There's so much you can do to instill attraction from girls that doesn't involve directly talking with them. Create this aura and then attack. Don't be so self-defeating. Grow a pair, faggot.
>>36985370
That's a confusing feel, anon. I think I'd also feel more proud than upset at loss of gf. Especially if he was a weenie to start out with.
>>36985427
but girls decide within 5 seconds if they like you or not
if you dont look physically appealing on first glance, it doesnt matter what you say.
>>36985437
Lol I've even jacked it at the thought of them doing it.
>>36985381
>literal shitposting
>>36985342
These are all good tips anon and i thank you for it but lately ive gotten a bit of a jokster attitude towards asking girls out since the last girl i asked out flaked totally
Funny story
>Working together
>she is younger than me
>talk regularly, everything good and happy
>one day stands infront of me with her back to me and rubs her ass on me
>i smile and put my arms around her and playfully ask when she gets off
>shit like this happens often, play around alot
>everytime i try to set a date she says yes and then stops responding to texts
I mentioned at my other place of work what im gonna be earning when im done with school because someone asked what im studying etc etc and one girl said loudly "Well, ive always wanted a rich guy so this is nice"
I have no idea what to make of it but all i feel is empty since none of these people have anything i want/need
Somedays its pure sexual desire but its mostly someone to enjoy life with and build a home along with
Problems, everywhere i look just problems
Sorry mate, im a downer
>get fit
>people seem interested
>dont even want to look at girls cause im bitter
help
idk why but it makes me mad that people only show interest cause I got fit
>My best friends who were going to college in my town all finished this week and went back home
>Missed gym cause I'm sick
>I can't quit junk food
>Making sweet n00b gainz but still weak as shit
>Zyzz is still dead
>Chestbrah is still alive
>Still no gf
>>36985347
Thats certainly true, when you are healthy and are a somewhat presentable person in terms of looks and behaviour life atleast does not suck at such a rock bottom level and there is only this abstract kind of suffering that can be ignored at times.
>>36985450
That's what guys do. We are more physically attracted to girls. It takes a while to build attraction from a girl. Don't listen to FRAME, FACE and WIDTH guy. Creating attraction from girls is very psychological. It is for guys too, but we are definitely more physically oriented.
Think of this: Guys in general prefer to sleep with a hot chick, no matter the setting or environment. If she's incredibly hot, no excuses, well do it. For girls, they prefer to be spanked, they seek that environment high, girls prefer being with a guy that play with their emotions, rather than the perfect Brad Pitt. If Brad Pitt looked the same and was a huge beta cuck who stutters, can't look a girl in the eyes, is super shy, he wouldn't be considered as attractive. For guys, if the girl looks like the 10/10 azn gf, we could not care so much about her personality.
>>36985455
that's fine. Know that you can change. Create new neural pathways. You can be more appreciative of the present, not worry about what has happened to you in the past, or the worries of the future. It takes a while, specially if you have build the wrong thoughts over the years, but simply knowing that you can change that, it should make it worth it. Never worry about things you can't change. Enjoy the moment. Have that sense of happiness come from you, your essence, the fact that you do what you think is right. It makes it easier to "be yourself" when you're constantly looking to better yourself, when you're developing happiness from being in the present. You can't change the past. You can't control the entirety of your future. Learn to love the moment, learn to be more positive. Know that you can change. That it'll take a while and it'll take work.
>everyone is getting drunk tonight
>I dont feel like getting drunk
>there is noone Im looking forward to meet
>fuck this
>staying home
I know I should leave my house and be social but I dont see why
>>36985601
Thanks for the peptalk bro, time to leave my shitty past behind me
>>36985520
To put it in another way.
I guarantee you that a woman would rather sleep with Adrien Brody, than some regular guy that looks like Brad Pitt. Think about this. It's that social status that he has. Create that social status with your environment. Make girls intrigued by you, like you have something to offer them rather than you seeking her validation.
>>36984446
>Use a condom?
Stupid, thats not how genital warts work. Its a virus that spreads with skin-to-skin contact. Even if he gets rid of the wart he is going to carry the virus
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>>36985451
>>36985710
The condom prevents him from infecting her
>>36985370
Now take him back down.
>tfw was lifting every other day
>doing cardio in between
>literally active 6 - 7 days a week
>cut going very well
>down 10lbs in two months
>living alone, in control of my life
>Then I get on a plane to spend time with family and work for the summer
>Family and friends always cooking up fattening food, drinking beer all the time
>Nothing else to eat unless I lift my nose at what they cook and go get something else for myself
>Rural area
>Have no vehicle now to go to gym
>Have to wait around for hours to see if no ones using a vehicle so I can borrow it to drive to the gym
>Lost my routine and my solitude and privacy.
>Parents being over parenting
>can't go to the gym as frequently now, been once in a week
I feel like I've lost control of my god damn life once again and its annoying as fuck.
Time to square the fuck up.
>>36985934
fuck going home man, Iktf so much
>>36983305
well, explain you cunt... Why would be better to avoid contact?have you already tried, did she say you should only be friends?
otherwise id go balls in
yesterday lad at the gym asked if im on steroids and told me i look big for my age
felt good brehs
not sure if not homo tho
>don't get enough sleep
>binge on fast food
>fap 4 times in one day
>miss 2 lift days
>come back to gym in shame
>go up 5lbs in all my lifts
Not sure how to feel, bros
>>36982975
>tfw you skipped fiber for two weeks and you just had the most painful backed up diarrhea in your life
>>36987125
good lord. that feeling after when you know it's all over though. gonna hop in the shower and was out my muddy ass.
>tfw in economic difficulties for the first time in two years
At least the tattoo looks great...
>>36987365
What are you doing with your life, bro?
>lifting and running are the only things that make you feel good
>>36985651
same here
>>36987635
Things are mostly fine. I just lost track for a little bit and now I'm living paycheck to paycheck for a few months. All my bills are paid though. Biggest problem is that I'm gonna be eating a lot of oats for the next week.
>Been writing bachelor thesis on depression for the past 10 weeks
>Pretty sure I've developed depression
Well at least I know I'll never work in psych.
>>36987746
What had triggered depression, anon?
Went to Buffalo Wild Wings yesterday and my waitress was a drop-dead gorgeous Negress.
She kept touching me on the shoulder when she would bring drinks to our table. Got a bit of a chubby when she squeezed my freshly pumped shoulder.
>Accidentally reveal power level to friends when I say, "That Negress is beautiful."
>The two Hispanic lesbians' jaws hit the floor.
>Others look at me like I'm literally Hitler.
Just remember folks, you can't lift the Autism away.
>>36987771
*what has triggered your depression, anon?
Freaking autocorrect
>>36983222
dude the lack of experience shit is overrated when you get older. People don't really care about 'dating' they just want to get out and do things in general.
>>36987035
i know this feel
>go to gym consistently
>friend comes up one friday night
>drink 15 beers
>wake up
>drive down to his college
>decide to stay and hang out with him
>have around 20 drinks that day
>stay out until 3am going to a bunch of different bars
>wake up twice in the middle of the night because of charlie horses
>super dehydrated
>leave and come home
>chill and go to bed
>next day
>go to lift
>bench went up 5 lbs and it felt stupid easy
>so did OHP
>binge drinking causes gains apparently
>>36987035
today I had way easier lifts, only thing that changed is I had lots of carbs yesterday
fuck the low carb meme, pay attention to cals but dont neglect carbs
>>36987771
I think it was an empathetic reaction. My partner has gone through a lot of personal stuff and also just got news she had discovered some "bumbs" in one of her breasts. One day she broke down and I comforted her, but when I got home that evening I didn't want to do anything and I've been feeling apathetic to everything for almost two weeks now. I've also spent ten week reading case studies on people with depression and coupled with the stress of actually writing this 10000 word document with the strictest guidelines has really stressed me out. Also since I'm graduating I need to find a new place to live which I really don't want to deal with right now. I've got a job lined up though, but I'm probably gonna start two weeks before I'm authorized (nursing student) and I'm not sure that's quite legal despite my boss saying it's alright. The literature states that a highly stressful situation can trigger depression and I've definitely experienced stress for the past two months.
>>36984227
desk jockey at a startup where you're allowed to do w/e the fuck you want. they exist
>>36987828
Also my lifts have all stalled or gone down due to illness last week.
>>36985034
dude i feel the exact same way - carbs are lift fuel ( glyco stores likely ) and high fat after carb heavy days makes me even weaker than i was just high fat. high-fat = running day
>>36987779
>"That Negress is beautiful."
Gotta own that shit.
>>36987890
Own the Negress? I don't think we're allowed to do that anymore.
>>36987828
Well, know you're doing a lot more than the regular person. Know that you're doing what you think is right, and that you have a purpose which one you'll look back upon with pride and satisfaction. Don't neglect your relationship. Appreciate what you do have and what you can do. Don't look at the hardships for the temporary stress it brings you, but at the finishing of them which will stay forever with you. Keep up the good work, and don't let your state of being on the way to doing what you think is right, brother.
>>36983781
>I'll just keep lifting until somebody loves me
Right. In. The. Feels.
>>36987947
Yeah I know. I'm done on wednesday and hopefully I'll feel some relief.
>>36987991
You should relief now.
>have a big exam coming up in two weeks
>if i fuck up ill have to wait a year to try again
>can't sleep so spend my time on a mongolian waterart exhibit site
Living the dream
>>36988018
*feel
>>36988018
But anon I can't hand in the paper now. I'm not done editing yet. ;)
>>36984714
I see you too have read The Meditations of Marcus Aurelius
>>36988036
Then you missed my point, or didn't agree with it.
>Broke off engagement 5 months ago
>It drove me to go hardcore with my lifting and MMA training
>Making incredible progress in short time, mainly because of muscle memory because I used to lift and then I stopped
>Physically, I'm getting there
>Women checking me out on the street, today I went to buy some Vitamin C and this girl and her friend grabbed my ass on my way home (must've been 16 at most, fucking degenerates)
>Mentally I'm a mess, can barely talk to my friends anymore because I have a lot to say but no will to say it
Is there a reason to keep lifting and training once you've accepted that sooner or later you'll bite a bullet and end it all? Or should I just quit that too? I have literally no reason to keep doing it.
>>36988107
>Is there a reason to keep lifting and training once you've accepted that sooner or later you'll bite a bullet and end it all? Or should I just quit that too? I have literally no reason to keep doing it.
Well that escalated quickly. I have to wonder anon, you are over the whole engagement already? Were you feeling this way before?
>>36988107
>Or should I just quit that too?
Stick with it. If I could advise you anything it would be never to skip your routine even the day you decide to bite that bullet as you've put it. It's a matter of principle at this point, if you've started, don't stop.
I've been chronically depressed for something close to 6 years now and I haven't stopped. Every day I think about killing myself but I don't skip the lifting part.
>gf gets me to try a pot cookie, never been high before
>already incredibly paranoid and anxious when sober
>she is having problems in her life but won't tell me
>it hits me all at once
>mind racing
>brain is going like ten sentences a second
>mouth too slow to keep up, can't talk
>can't say anything to help her out with her own shit
>nausea hitting
>felt like I was gonna die
>fall asleep for four hours
>wake up, have sex but still anxious
>have to go to work for 1/2 hour
>need to get this off my chest, rich piano forum seems like the place to do it
It was like the matrix just streaming across my eyes when I was at my worst
>>36988120
Nah, I was always a sad fuck, but I coped. Through sleeping around, booze, drugs and lifting. Then I met my ex and I cleansed up. Found a reason to live through her and stopped being sad, realised I wanted a family and kids and that pushed me further.
But then we broke up and I have literally no reason to go on. All I wanted was a kid and a wife, but knowing how the world is and how rotten people are (I used to mingle with them before), that's not going down.
>>36988132
You're right. It's pointless as fuck, I should just lay in a corner and wait for the day when I can't anymore, but you're right.
It's a matter of principle indeed. Cheers, lad.
>>36988134
What do you think is bothering your gf, bro?
>>36988134
weed isn't for everyone. my brother can't smoke cause he asks just like you. super anxious, one time we got him high and he was like "guys I'm sorry". we were like wtf? "guys I'm sorry I'm ruining everyones time". Matt... calm down, take a nap, you're cool dude.
felt bad for him.
>>36988161
She kind of told me, but they don't seem like issues major enough to cause the distance I was feeling. That could just have been the paranoia, though.
>>36988161
She's cheating on him with Chad, feels a little guilty about it, but doesn't want to ruin her relationship with OP's money.
>>36988160
Sounds like you're not over the break up and still have feelings for her. You said it's been 5 months since you broke it off?
Relax, man. Sometimes these things take as much as a year and a half or more to get out of your system. Just be patient.
>>36988107
>>36988160
geez, man
it's been 5 months, take it easy
it took me a full year to get over one of my ex's, just focus on your lifting
seriously if you don't keep making moves you'll be even worse off, keep it up
time heals everything
All you dumb faggots thinking of giving up, never do it. Remember where you came from and never stop trying to achieve greatness. With obesity at an all time high only the top tiers will get the hotties and thats you. Get shredded, get fuarkin shredded bros.
Why is life so hard, bros?
>>36988209
this was right before he died
I think God struck him down before any more pics of him with that horrendous second pec tattoo could come out
> tfw I'm constantly underperforming due to depression
> parents losing faith in me
> I dont know what my grades will look like
> finals are hell
> I just want to go to summer school to avoid my parents and try to fix my gpa
Not to mention no gf, but at least my lifts are going up. Why is my relationship with my parents so shitty
>>36988448
I think it was the coke and sauna desu
>>36988463
nonsense, let's be real
>>36988456
What do you think makes your parents act towards you the way they do?
>>36988209
It's kinda funny how all these years spend browsing /fit/ and lifting weights changes the way how you see others. 200kg deadlift is nothing and Zyzz is starting to look kinda small on all his pictures to me, in 10 years I'll be looking at Klokov calling him dyel
>>36983297
This is just cringe
>>36983305
>>36983685
>>36986079
Update brahs. Decided to take your advice and just talk to her.
>saw her stretching at our usual spot
>decide to approach her
>she's being quiet and not talking or saying much
>I've been known to have a really nice smile so I break it out every now and then while cracking some jokes to ease the tension
>she's full on talking, maybe even a little too much
>she tells me I should join her on the treadmill
>I say hell no and tell her I'm doing the stair mill for cardio but she's welcomed to join me
>she ends up joining me after 10 minutes
>we talk for 30 minutes while doing cardio
>she's telling me she's got this and that left for cardio
>tell her I'm going to go crush some abs
>she ends up ditching her cardio and joining me for abs about 15 minutes later.
>we do a whole >ab workout for a little over an hour
>she tells me she's got some other things to do
>tell her I'm done and I'm going to go stretch out
>she follows me to the stretching room and we talk for another 45 minutes
>she tells me she's hanging out with some of her friends from work tonight
>we end up parting ways because I feel like she would have said no if I asked to hang out
Fuck
>>36988600
dropped the ball
going out with her and her friends would have been the best move, non committal, easygoing time for her to see you
go make plans one day then ask her to join you
>>36988623
I'm not someone who enjoys going out with big groups of people. No anxiety or anything I just fucking hate it. I understand it's for the girl but it's just not my thing.
I'll prbably get over it and do it tho.
>>36988600
Wow holy shit how did you fuck that up anon, that's the closest a girl is ever gonna come to asking you out
>>36988638
you win some you completely fuck up some.
as they say.
>be me
>be valet driver
>boss tells me not to show up for work for the weekend since its slow
>have 5 dollars in checking account
>have 3 bills due on the 1st
>I just ran out of protein
>currently at the gym tryna forget how broke I am and how fucked I'll be tomorrow
>>36988600
Looks you're starting something. I think it's best you didn't do anything, at least you won't be coming off as needy. Make some moves next time and make it come out natural. Good work, bro.
>don't even care about gf
>i just want a friend /fit/
>a fucking friend
>>36988652
We'll see. I'm planning on not talking to her for a few days.
>>36988655
Terve.
>>36988655
i get you man. sometimes the loneliness hits so hard i just want someone to care that i exist.
we're all gonna make it one day
>>36984750
The number on the scale means fuck all. What matters is that you're getting stronger and looking better
>>36982975
I have not touched a woman in 25 years... you want to talk about feels?
>come to /fit/
>waste time complaining about my problems
>realize I could be out fixing my life
>do nothing about it
>>36988821
You forgot
>keep complaining
>22
>6'2
>dick is big but not huge
>virgin
>skinny fat
>low self-esteem
>still live with parents because they convinced that working while going to school will just make things harder
>get noticeable cyst on the side of my face 3 years ago
>don't pursue girls that are interested because of combination of previous 5
There's also this thing with my shoulders, apparently they're raised when I walk and people think I'm constantly nervous. But that's all gonna change starting tomorrow. I'll post my progress at this time 8 months from now on December 30th.
>YouTube channel that uploads some of my favorite pieces of music has been shut down
>april 30th, 2015
>im a 24 year old virgin with no hope of ever getting rid of my virginity
>april 30th, 2016
>made my first girlfriend cry by telling her that i love her because she makes me happy. Also, I've been fucking her consistently for the past three months
Feels bizarre, 2bh
>>36988827
Complaining is saying that you don't take responsibility for your reality. We only have the inescapable present and complaining is a way of saying that you are not happy with something you cannot change. Be appreciative of what you have now. Realize that this moment right now is unique and you will never experience it again, so enjoy it. Now, what you can change is your future to some extent. Find the things that are under your control which can lead to a desirable future and act. Be at peace with the world, accept it for what it is, embrace it, and take right action. Put the responsibility of remedying your situation in your hands, and you will be proactive and never complain.
>>36988802
What has stopped you from meeting women?
>friend texts me one day, says lets go to banff
>him, his wife, me, our female friend, his wife's friend
>go, his wife's friend is a qt
>talk to her a bit
>go for a picnic the next week
>she tells his wife that she thinks im cute
>get her number
>go on date
>kinda weird but went ok
>go on more dates
>all similar
>go on date yesterday
>realize I like her
Feels weird bros. She korean and only here until september
>tfw never had a gf before
When do I ask her to be my gf?
>>36988909
why did she cry exactly?
>>36988947
Cuz women can't control their emotions, she wanted to know she wasn't just anons fuck buddy
My girlfriend always says shit like "you're a nerd" or "I'm you're an asshole" and when I told her I applied for graduate school at Harvard she was like "why do you need to go there? Wtf is her problem
>>36988950
You never ask her to be your girlfriend. It's mutual, you hang out more, make moves I.e arm over the shoulder -> hugs -> first kiss -> cuddling -> so forth
Then, if you really are concerned if she doesn't feel the same way about you, you can ask if you're a thing, but I wouldn't recommend it, that's high school shit. When you become adults you realize times running out to find a mate and have that mutual connection
Good luck with that Korean tooshie brah ;)
>>36988998
Sounds like she doesn't support you, sounds like you need to drop her.
>>36988998
You make her feel dumb. Get a smart girl
>>36988988
Of course you blame something else other than yourself. Just like the Roge "If only the world wasn't the way it is..."
It's called being a man and realize that we don't chose our world. If we want something from it, we have to work with it. Stop rationalizing your failures and work on yourself. Not just physically, but bettering who you are as a person. Give up comfort. Give up complacency. Embrace action, introspection and self-honesty. There's a lot that the world has to offer you, and most importantly, what you can offer yourself.
>>36988998
I actually just watched a thing on this. I can find the link if you want, kinda long video. She basically wants to keep you as hers, so she doesn't want you to leave. Its the same thing when girls say its ok if you get fat, they don't want you looking good for other women, then you get fat and they go fuck Chad. She's afraid of you leaving bro.
>>36988988
actually she wanted a baby and I suggested we wait till we had a more reliable income.
At the time we were managing a self storage facility in San Antonio Texas which gave us $2,000/mo and a furnished apartment rent free but I sensed it was not soemthing on which we could rely..
A few weeks after my turning her requesst to get her pregnant a man came into the office, introduced himself saying he had bought the facility from the current owner, was hiring his own staff ,l was changing the locks on the door between the apartment and office and we had two weeks to get out.
If I had knocked her up as she wanted we'd have been homeless and pregnant.
As it turned out one of her divorced friends offered her a place to stay to the exclusion of yours truly..
The fact she was so willing and able to separate from me surprised me and I returned to my childhood home up in New England.
We stayed in touch over the phone and I expected we would upon settling on some new living situation re connect probably in California.
One day I called and she had moved.. I called her father who said she went to Oregon and gave me her number..
She had gotten with some other dude she'd know a few years before and that was that.
I threw myself into work and never found time to make another relationship happen.. I was 27 at the time which is really pretty much the end of ones useful youth and if you're not married by then whatever comes after will just be desperation and I find that foolish.
I have since seen her on fagbook and see I actually dodged a bullet. she's still with the same dude but struggles for money, is a cosmic hippy weirdo Buddhist deadhead dudeweed type who looks a lot worse for the wear than when I had her in her prime from age 20 to 27
>>36989119
What are you doing now in terms of meeting women? How old are you now?
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>>36989119
> and if you're not married by
>27
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
>>36988998
>>36984714
thanks for this post anon.
>>36989114
Jesus fucking Christ why are women so god damn insecure?
>>36989256
You went through a lot of effort to rek me m8. It was bretty funny tho. Good on you
>>36984714
is good post
Fuck Im sitting infront of my PC all day long and im 23 and still living at home. These last 3 years has felt like nothing. Fuuck
>>36989256
Kek
>>36982975
>been living in solitude for too long
>feel like I'm slipping into psychosis
>often get sleep paralysis
>literally hear screaming demons when stuck in this state
>can't move
>my life has no direction
>lost libido entirely
>dont even know how to end this post
>met up with a girl from Tinder for a drink
>we got on well so had more drinks
>ended up going back to her place and fucking
>had a great time
>kiss good bye in the morning
I thought she wanted to meet again but she has stopped responding to my messages. Did I just get used? Is this how women feel about being pumped and dumped? I actually thought she was a nice girl.
>>36989365
get out in the sunshine and eat alot of oily fish.. in a few months you'll feel much better I guarantee it
also no computer screen and smart devices at night the Blue Light destroys natural melatonin.. get plenty of restful sleep and drink ample spring water..
>>36989378
Lol I meant read>>36988933
Brothers, I'm feeling real down.
I've been cutting since October, down 80 pounds but I still have 60+ to go - the loose skin is already a holocaust. Life is nothing but work and lifting and running and cutting. I came out of a deep psychosis a little more than a year ago and I just feel lost and alone. My friends from before I fell into the rabbit hole all moved on. I earned a solid degree but I haven't touched anything concerning the subject for 4 years. Working on saving enough cash to get back to community college come fall for another degree.
I hope you dudes are having a nice night.
>>36984721
Sorry to hear that friend
>>36988474
they think I'm lazy and think I don't care about my future
>>36982975
>driving acquaintance's girlfriend home
>QT grill desu
>she whines and complains that her BF is all drama, and cheater on her.
>She complimented me on my gains
>"why cant there be more men like you anon"
BITCH IM RIGHT FUCKING HER HAVE A GO AT ME AND GET WAHT YOU WANT THEN CANT MAKE THIS SHIT UP REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>36989450
Are they right?
Also, what do you think they expect from you? And why?
>>36989452
Thanks, bro. The feels are just coming on heavy.
>>36988998
>>36989256
>>36989315
>>36989358
why the fuck not
>>36989472
you were supposed to make a move you fucking idiot
you had a chance to cuck somebody and forever be able to call other people cucks and you blew it you fucking dumbass.
in all seriousness read the big post above and see why else you're an idiot
>>36989491
Fug anon you're right. I fucked up, but its a huge relief to know im attractive to SOME people. But maybe it was just in that moment of distress that she would want someone like me ;_;
>want to bang coworker im closing with tonight
>cant build up the courage make a move
>tfw prob go home and pass out after jacking off. Just like last friday. And the one before that
>>36989477
they're right about me being lazy. But I do care about my future, just not as much as they do. Problem is i haven't been trying like i could have. They expect better grades and i think they're right to expect that, but i just wish it was easier to talk to them.
I feel like every time i interact with them there's some feeling of resentment coming from them about me not having better grades. I'm seeing now that i should have taken a gap year before university so i could have seen for myself exactly what i want to get before i just dive right into school again. And the worst part is i hate school and my mom knows it. She kept asking me why i dont quit but i dont want to quit because im afraid of leaving school just because i "dont like it" but im not doing my best because i "dont like it."
I just need to get through finals and go straight to summer school so i can bring my gpa up. And stop worrying about what my parents will think of me and just try my best.
I fucked a whore at a bar two nights ago. She was a 6/10. Woke up couldn't find my pants/wallet/phone. It was a mess. I'm a piece of shit.
>>36989518
Not tonight. Don't care about outcome. Just do it. Don't care if it doesn't work. It's what you want, so go with the flow. Don't think a step ahead. Don't overthink, bro. Just naturally do it. Be happy with who you are, and do what feels right.
>>36989576
Thanks bro. Youre right. H-here i go
Posted the lowest male total at a mock meet today
Made a lot of friends though
>>36989610
Be happy with who you are, and do what you think is right.
>>36989556
probably get genital herpes too. wtg
>>36989556
probably get GENITAL HERPES too.. WTG.
>>36982975
>saw my ex while I was out with friends
>porked up while we were dating, but got even fatter since the last time I saw him
>still NEET
> feel compelled to go home and shower because overcome with disgust that I ever had sex with that
We were engaged at one point. Dodged a fucking bullet.
>go on house party today
>some qt3.14 around
>great food around
>end up eating the food
I wish I was lying but I literally ended up just eating . there was so much great food. There were like 7 girls and 3 ugly guys. I could probably bone some of the bitches but I just kept eating the delicious food.. it was so good
>>36989681
>>36989637
>>36989556
my dick has been dribbling cum since this morning wtf is this from the whore?
>>36984200
Snuggley
>>36989815
yah maybe not herpes that'll come later on... this sounds like gonorrhea or chlamydia , a bacterial infection of the testes.. her poison is infesting your balls ..
>>36984227
Review books
>>36989840
man I really hope you're fucking with me right now I'm going to look it up. I was wearing a condom wtf.
>>36989861
I would get to a doctor asap and get some antibiotics..
>Girl I'm involved with says she loves me
>Says she will do anything for me
>I leave and fuck someone else
>She's in an induced coma
>She hanged herself
>Was dead on the scene
>Her mum blames me
>She blamed me
I'm all kind of fucked up right now. I don't know what to do.
Hell if she fucking dies I won't even be able to go to her funeral because her family will murder me.
>>36989922
the sin is hers
/fit/, I need your help.
> be me
> 6'5"
> 'made it' a few months ago
> attention from girls all over
> playing football on campus park earlier this week, evening, sun is setting, quite warm
> notice guy sat under nearby tree, appears to be studying, but occasionally glances to watch
> ball hits my head
> "Come on faggot" my friend shouts at me
> "Who's the fucking nerd under the three?" another says
> "I-I don't know" I tell them
> continue to play football and occasionally glance and see him get up to leave after about 30 minutes
> I watch him walk away as we coincidentally get our stuff together to head back to halls
> try not to stare at don't want to creep
> I don't know what these feels are
Later that evening:
> laid in bed awake
> w-why d-did I find this guy attractive
> /fit/ is just fucking with me, I'm no homo
> h-he's probably not even gay
> w-what am I saying to myself
> can't sleep
> tell myself this is fucking ridiculous, spoon my pillow, and eventually sleep
The following day:
> eating in campus lunch hall/cafeteria with friends
> typical banter
> eyes casually glance across hall
> notice guy again, reading, whole table of his own
> feel bad, what if he has no friends?
> what would /fit/ do?
> can't tell if I'm being a turbo autist right now
> return to eating my lunch
> hall begins to empty, almost time for classes to resume
> he remains seated
> friends get up
> "Come on dude, we're going to be late" my friend tells me
> "H-Hold on" I say, packing my bag as I try not to make it obvious I'm staring
> he looks back at me
> heart sinks
> [autism activated]
> don't know what to do
01/?
the 5 tinder girls I was messaging didnt want to meet up this weekend, just went no contact
How do you find girls who will actually go out and dont just want the attention boost and guys messaging them?
>>36989950
you made it just to find out your a homo? man that is rough.. I would try some of that gay conversion therapy before it gets out of hand.
http://www.exodusglobalalliance.org/
>>36989950
Go on.
>>36989950
> he glances back at his book temporarily
> looks back at me
> "Hurry the fuck up dude, we have class" another friend tells me
> "Just leave him, we're going to be fucking late" another says
> "I'm coming, hold up faggots" I tell them
> zip my bag up
> get up from chair
> he looks back at me
> contact maintained
> can't tell if I'm blushing
> he's just a skelly
> I'm not even gay
> the fuck has /fit/ done to me
Fast forward a bit, during class:
> friend says "hey guys, want a game tonight?"
> "I can't bro, I've got to study for finals"
> "Me too", two friends say
> "I can, I'm more or less done with assignments" I tell him
> "Great. I'll message you later then, probably around seven" he tells me
> confirm it's okay
Fast forward to that evening:
> can't help but look around campus as I walk to the park we play on
> looking for this guy
> tell myself to stop
> this isn't who I am
> try to ignore it
> focus on football
> kicking ball back and forth with my friend, doing tricks
> head back to halls later
> lay in bed
> fuck this man
> it'll disappear eventually
Today:
> studying in room
> listening to music
> get hungry
> message friends in group chat; 'anyone want to hang out for lunch?'
> suddenly hits me that we could go to the lunch hall and I might see him again
> message again 'I want to go and chill in the lunch hall for a bit, and we can study for a bit in there too'
> two agree
> we go
> sit there
> force myself not to look around
> eat pizza (cheat day)
> talk to friends about studies
> we finish eating
> one leaves
> study in quietness with friend
> lunch hall pretty empty
> get distracted every few minutes by the thought of him walking in
> get frustrated with myself, this isn't right
02/?
>>36990055
>>36990099
Dubs don't lie. Story isn't over yet though brahs.
>supposed to see local bands tonight
>wake up with migraine
>3rd day in a row, already missed a day of work
>can't go to gym, head hurts too much
>not even that hungry, still need to eat as under 1000 calories right now
>all I've done last 3 days is play xbox and sleep intermittently
At least I managed to squat 1pl8 for first time yesterday and broke my bench PR before the headache kicked in.
Completely off-topic but whatever, I like this board's attitude
>starting to make it
>finally found a girl I actually like who likes me back a lot
>she wants to do stuff with me, we clearly have chemistry
>however she is also sleeping with my friend (they met before I met either of them)
>both of them are in my social circle so I will see them several times a week
How do handle this /fit/? I want her and I don't want to be a cuck about it and have her with him at the same time as me. But I also don't see how I can basically take this guy's girl without making life really awkward and screwing stuff up socially. It's not cheating or anything because they aren't an actual couple.
>>36990143
What's the cause of your ailment, anon-kun?
>>36990138
> an hour passes by
> same process, still can't focus
> decide to head home
> "Hey dude, I'm going to study at home, I need my textbooks" I tell my friend
> he stays, I go
> get to bedroom
> close curtains
> undress, just boxer briefs
> climb into bed
> can't deal
> > tfw no gf has turned into > tfw no bf
> think about girls
> touch self
> feels limp
> think about this guy
> handsome, appears clever, think about him naked
> tell myself to stop
> I'm not a homo, fuck you /fit/
> lay in bed wide awake
> not sure what to do
> browse /fit/
> not sure what to do
03/?
>get pumped out for lifting heavy as furk
>go into the kitchen
>eat big bowl of oatmeal for that there glycogen gains
>sniff instant coffee off the counter for that there adrenaline rush
>grab an apple and eat it as I get ready
>hit my chest pumping myself up
>Rammstein's Buck Dich playing as loud as possible in my earphones
>go to put on my lifting shoes
>sprain my shoulder on the way out
>hurts to move shoulder
IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR. FUCK YOU BODY, I WANTED TO LIFT
>>36990183
> jump out of bed
> force myself to stop
> cold shower
> decide to go to the gym
> start lifting
> thoughts of him
> turn music up
> block him out
> continue lifting
> improving gains
> begin to question where these thoughts are coming from
> tell myself to stop caring
> thinking about him more
> think about his qualities, why I like him
> what if his personality is shit?
> what will be friends think?
> are my parents going to hate me?
> who can I talk to about this?
> is /fit/ making me like guys?
> i-is it okay to feel this way?
> hit showers after a while
> leave gym
> w-what.jpg
> see him sat on bench outside, reading again
> w-what d-do I do?
> shudder
> can't tell if I'm starting to hyperventilate or what
> walk to bench and sit down
> [autism mode activated]
> pretend to search through my bag
> catch him glance at me in the corner of my eye
> lift phone out bag
> right leg accidentally touches his left leg
> ohshit.jpg
> SHIT.jpg
> SHHHHHIIIIIITTTTTT.jpg
04/?
>>36990178
No clue desu I think it's usually weather. High pressure systems feel like my head is in a vice. Definitely not dehydration (drink at least a gallon of water a day), not gluten (can eat entire frozen pizza with no ill effects), Only known trigger I have for my migraines is red wine, and I never drink wine so it can't be that. Doctor gave me rizatryptan for them, and it works sometimes but not always so not sure.
>>36985032
Damn this.
The highs and lows of daily life back then put all our struggles to shame.
>tfw you'll never feel the elation of killing a mighty beast and being declared chieftain of the tribe
>>36990175
You are already being cucked anon
>>36989550
Pic related quote from Meditations had a profound effect on my work ethic.
Do what you think will lead to a satisfying life. Analyze your motives and seek to change so as to better follow the path towards fulfillment.
