who else lifts for self hate?
Physical activity takes time away from self-loathing.
>>36439457
when I'm at the gym I forget about my autism
>>36439464
Same desu
Well this is depressing so far
self improvement is for cucks who /selfdestruction/ here?
>>36439759
Gotcha breh
Started cutting longways yesterday, shouldve started a lot sooner
I work out mainly because it's one less thing to hate myself for at the end of the day. It's gotten to the point where if I skip a day without good reason (sickness, injury, finals, etc.) I almost invariably launch into a mental dialogue in which I detail all of the things I hate about myself, mainly starting with how weak I am.
>tfw hate myself so much i punch myself in the head like a autist cuck.
>tfw i've dented my fucking head
>>36440236
Are you me!?
>dilligaf til i die
>>36440323
>tfw I do this sometimes too
we'll make it breh
>>36439457
>>36439464
>>36439507
>>36440323
>>36440236
>>36441297
where did it all go wrong brehs
>>36439452
Not self hate but I'll try to dermoralize myself when I run or lift to push myself.
>>36439452
>lifts to feel better about myself.
>it works
>>36440236
same
>cant make this shit up brehs hahaha
on a positive note: the same mechanism keeps me from eating anything shitty
