in between my bench press set, I noticed people looking at me and talking amongst each other, I quickly got up and left.
How can I even go back there?
Try seeing a therapist.
Work on your form
Why tf were you crying
Issues with your rotator cuff r-right?
>>35690188
I thought about how I am a failure in life.
I'm 22, still a handhold/kissless virgin, I didn't finish highschool trying to do it online right now, no friends and my father is mentally and physically deteriorating.
And in addition to that, I think I'm turning gay.
I wish I was kidding.
>>35690212
B-but you just explained my life...
Sometimes you need a good cry and there's nothing wrong with that, but there is something wrong with doing it in front of others. Wait until you get home and have a nice night just lying at the ceiling thinking about what a failure you are.
>>35690212
Come on little nigga you can do it.
I know this sounds like generic advice, but you're in the gym for you. Fuck em all, whatever they say. That's you time, no one but you and the weights. Treat it as such. Don't care how much you can lift, just do your best.
>>35690294
I'm just kinda self-conscious because I know people saw me and talked about me.
>>35690212
Are you me? This is me other then me being in college and about to graduate.
>>35690318
>tfw I wasted so much time, people my age are about to graduate from college when I am trying to finish highschool
>I dont even want to think about if I am able to get accepted into any college
>>35690147
last week i got stuck while bench pressing with the bar on top of me like a faggot. some random gym bro helped me. so having people looking is good.
also you have a girls self esteem. go read marcus aurelius to enlighten your mind to manly thinking.
>>35690302
Fuck em. Who gives a shit.
Sometimes it feels like a the worlds out to rob you of what little enjoyment you have in life. Don't let em take it. It's yours. You earned it. You deserve it.
Continue Improving yourself. You'll win out in the end.
haha'd
>>35690302
If I was one of them I would have just been worried about you, man
>>35690265
>Wait until you get home and have a nice night just lying at the ceiling thinking about what a failure you are.
hehe, every night.
It's ok buddy.
Just failed the last three years of my uni and found out the girl I was talking to for the past month has been fuckin around with her brother in law while claiming she loved me.
:^)
>>35690555
>Just failed the last three years of my uni
In?
>>35690212
Stop doing nothing but sitting in your fucking room.
When you actually are outside, talk to people you encounter instead of a quick response.
>>35690147
>>35690212
>thinking about what people think about you or your sexuality
never gonna make it
>>35690617
>never gonna make it
well a cute bf would help to ease the pain desu senpai
>>35690555
>Brother in law
Shouldn't be surprised that she was cheating bro
>>35690626
your live wont just change to the good from the day you get in a relationship.
If youre broke before youll be broke then
>>35690662
I am not actually unsure/insecure about my attraction to guys, anon.
>>35690629
why?
>>35690147
read the sticky
>>35690302
Who cares?Just do you man
>>35690555
How the fuck do you fail the past three years of uni
>>35690212
BUT YOU CAN SEE YOUR PROBLEMS. JUST WORK ON THEM
>>35690212
>Get a job, great place to meet people and give you a sense of purpose
>Finish HS ffs, yeah it can be hard when you're a clueless teenage, but you're fucking 22 years old now, you should be way smarter and mature. If i were to take up HS again now i'd get straight As
>Go to College/Uni bro, be social.
>IF you're gay thats great, easier to get laid
you're aldready lifting so you gotten started, and it's nothing wrong with feeling blue from time to time, but man you gotta handle your shit yourself, no one else is gonna do it for ya.
GL
>>35690147
Crying between sets is very masculine and totally normal.
If it makes you uncomfortable you could wear sunglasses like they used to do in the 80s.
Heavy weights tweak your CNS. Crying is natural.
>>35690147
Keep your black ass out of white peoples gyms, youll be ok
>>35693667
I'm not black.
>>35690147
/r9k/ please leave, /fit/ is enough of a shithole without your crap too.
