I just relapsed after about a week of NoPorn. Not even a week, probably more like 5 days.
It went something like I was able to focus with work and the gym for 5 of those days, then when I got a day off finally I spent too much time browsing the internet in places where there's pornographic content everywhere. I could feel the dopamine receptors in my brain drying out and being irritated from lack of stimulation. I mean, literally. The thought would just linger and the feeling would fester in me.
I don't know what to do, /fit/. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm so tired of using porn as an outlet. Whenever I go out with friends I just have this diminished interest in women I meet because of porn. I don't even care anymore. I feel like a computer that's been programmed to run a set equation and everytime I try to run something different I get fried.
I had the greatest time of my life on Monday, I hit my squats and bench and then went on to do arms, and I've grown so much in my strength and size, I was screaming in my car on the way back because I was so convinced I was ready to be alpha.
But this porn just keeps dragging me back in.
Just fucking jack off to your imagination next time you're thinking about looking at porn. As soon as you're gravitating towards a porn site just close your laptop or walk away from your desktop and rub one out. Since you're seeking out porn you should already be pretty horny. You'll feel 100% better after jacking off without porn since 1)you won't have relapsed, and 2)you'll be done in like 10 minutes instead of the hour you would have wasted browsing a bunch of porn.
I know that feel brother.
>>35603290
Yeah, I did that twice. But there was LITERALLY a need in me to seek out this porn specifically and release to it.
I don't know what to do. I have been considering just destroying my laptop and going without, but I'm sure I'd go insane after a period.
>>35603223
>It went something like I was able to focus with work and the gym
I was only able to focus on fucking everything with a cunt.
I.. I lost my intrest in men... hold me /fit/
>>35603223
>17 days
>get on my lvl
>itt sex addicts
Treat it like the addiction it clearly is.
>>35603331
Don't quit cold turkey just like that, look at porn less and less over a period of time. Start off by not jacking off for 2 days. Get used to that, then increase it to 3 days then 4 and so on until it starts to no longer be a problem.
>>35604309
It doesn't work that way.
>>35605800
>>35603223
berlin is truly amazing
