>Home Alone on New Years Eve
>12:00, text message
>heart starts to race
>"Happy New Years, we Love you!"
>from mom
>Text her back a few minutes later so she thinks I was busy with people
>Jesus Christ my autism
>so lonely
>Close my laptop and hold it to my body
>The Heat feelsgoodman
>Caress Laptop around my gains
>Is this how a gf feels?
Turned laptop back on so the head would comeback... Maybe this is the year for gf's. Gym opens in 7 hours and 29 minutes, hoping to beat the hungover NYR fags.
Anyways, laptop is warm again. Hoepfully I can fall asleep before it cools down. Good night /fit/.
Good night anon. I'm at a party and its no fun. Idek why I bother with the people I'm with.
>tfw ignored
>>35441932
happy new years op. i too was overlooked for any new years parties this year... again.
have a good workout tomorrow everyone.
>>35441932
Don't complain, I was a bouncer at a night club. Standing all night after leg day.
Hey man, don't feel sad. You can be a sick cunt if you wanna be. Use 2016 to make yourself happy, and stop worrying about everyone else.
>>35441932
>>Is this how a gf feels?
If by that you mean always making noise in the background then yes
>>35441932
Goodnight old sport.
>iktfb
>>35441932
left too early from a big party with a bunch of friends because i got too drunk
off work tomorrow and going to rail my wife all day.
kill yourself idiot.
>>35441932
>tfw I made one friend this year
>worked until 11:30, had a pilsner with coworker
>went home and hung out with my cats, wished friend a happy new year
>he's celebrating with his mum and grand mum like the lovely mommas boy he is
Not bad really. Better than last year.
>>35441932
>be me
>22
>dont go out because i dont feel like it
>cant stay in house cause family will think its lame, so tell the im going to hang out with some "friends"
>turn off lights in room stay in the closet till family leaves to attend mass
>shitposting on a panago pizza delivery board
2016 HE-HERE I CO-COME!
>>35442146
lel
>tfw me and my roommates are just sitting around doing nothing waiting for it to hit 12
>fireworks outside and I don't give a fuck
I was home alone, like OP. Got few messages, actually at 00:03 got one from my ex gf,after that, few friends, and thats it.
I know I should feel like shit cuz of my shitty autist way of life. But I dont. Maybe I am that autistic.
I was alone all day today. I don't know why but it felt slow as fuck today.
Just felt weird.
>Very social person with lots of friends
>Didn't get a single invite
>Watch snapchats of friends having kickass dorm parties
>Blew my load on 11:59
>Realize I'm just a filler friend and nobody actually cares about me
>Laptop is cold
I just wanna go to the gym and put on headphones and forget about everything
>>35441932
>>35442024
>>35442103
>>35442166
>>35442227
>>35442403
why are there so many people like this nowadays, is it something unique to modern society or have you always existed?
>No plans for NYE like always
>Chat with qt3.14 co-worker who I've had a crush on
>She complains that she doesn't have any plans for nye
>I tell her thats a normal new years for me, just gonna go to the gym after work and then home to play vidya
>As I'm about to leave work, packing my gym stuff, qt3.14 comes over to me
>"Hey anon, if you don't have anything to do on new years maybe you could come by my place and play some ps with me?"
>Fucking what? Spaghetti overload
>Ofc I agree, we make plans, some booze and vidya at her place
>Have an awesome workout due to the animalistic energy
>At her place, just the two of us having beers and laughs, its great
>While talking the penny drops, she's gone back with her ex bf who moved out of state, they have a long distance relationship going
>Fuck me, I really thought she was into me
>Can't be rude and autistic and show her my reaction, so just keep chatting and drinking
>Later we're standing on the balcony, watching the fireworks
>She comes next to me, I instinctively put my hand around her
>She holds me, puts her head against my chest and we're quiet for a moment
>"Anon, I really wish I could be yours, I'm sorry it has to be this way"
>I'm confused as fuck, we go back inside and I ask confused and autistic questions until she explains
>Shes had a crush on me for a while
>Never thought I was interested in her, didn't have the courage to ask me out
>Got back together with her bf so can't ask me out
>Still interested in me, even more so now she knows I'm interested in her
>Doesn't want to cheat on her bf
>"Maybe some day things will be different"
So I ended up leaving there at 3 am confused, happy, sad, a bit drunk, horny and angry at myself for not asking her out earlier. The fact that she doesn't cheat on her boyfriend only makes me like her more. Fuck, what the fuck do I do now? Gonna see her at work again on monday..
>tfw I went to sleep at 11pm
>>35442446
Fuck off normie
>fuck buddy was here all day
>she's at s rave now, I lifted and am now drinking alone
>she's crashing here after
Idk!
>>35442475
Women are fucking retarded. Holy shit this makes me angry. Either fuck a dude or don't, none of this blue balls maybe maybe not i dunno lol sheeit
>>35442162
>kill yourself idiot.
Thanks for the chuckle, bud. Enjoy your day and I hope you aren't hungover.
>>35442446
An autism unique only to our times
>>35442475
Well just consider it a mire m8.
But srsly I respect her for being honest, don't get your hopes up if she really wants to get with you later on she'll let you know.
>>35442446
Being a shut-in is much more bearable nowadays cause internet, so yeah it's more common
>>35442446
The difference is now we have somewhere to share our grief
>>35442146
True.
Thanks for the laugh
What a shitty end for a shitty year.
>get invited to go out by my old roomate and her friend (who also happens to be one of my good friends from college)
>get hyped, go shower to get ready
>it's not often that I get to wear my fancy dress pants and shirt
>after showering I see 2 texts on my phone
>they didn't buy me a ticket to go to the club because I didn't respond
>"anon, are you going?"
>I guess not answering for 16 mins is equal to me not wanting to go
>try to buy tickets online, but they're sold out
>call my old roomate and tell her
>she doesn't really care, tells me to buy them at the door
At this point, I tried to go to another even with my other friend, but it was also sold out. I also felt like shit and a "filler friend". I'm sitting at home and I got a "happy new year!" text from my mom.
What a shitty night :(
>>35442475
Just don't talk to her anymore. Tell her how you feel, and that if you can't be together, then you don't want her in your life
>worked until 8
>came home and set up my n64 for my yearly majoras mask ritual
>sync the clock tower opening on the final day with the ball dropping irl
>beat majora again
>text my only friend happy new year when midnight hits for him since he's in another time zone because he's in the navy
I got invited to hang with this hamplanet that has a crush on me and her friends, but I turned her down because I'd rather be alone and play vidya and she is really aggressive with her flirting and I'd rather not deal with it
Top cecc bruhbruh
>go to party
>don't have even a little fun
>why did i go?
I stayed in and feel good about it. Im 27 so perhaps im over my party days but i really havw no regrets. Boozing and partying is over rated. Once you get the confidence to talk to people without being intoxicated its like new years eve.... Every.... Single.... Day
>>35442883
cotton eye joe
>>35442883
to make it look like you have some resemblance of a social life
been there
>>35442475
Oh you fucking idiot, she's making you into a plan b in case things with her bf don't work out.
>>35442475
You needed to escalate she obviously wanted it but wasn't going to initiate. I bet you are short. Manlets, When will they learn?
>>35443057
I don't think so, she seems to really like me. And shes an honest kind of person I think. But still not going to get my hopes up, prolly do what some anon suggested and think of it as a nice mire and move on.
>>35442437
wow that shit hurt my feels bro wtf
>>35441932
At least you're not dying like me anon. Be grateful you still have your health
>>35443012
hahaha
underrated
>>35442437
They probs just assumed you had plans. You are the guy who is at stuff and who people generally enjoy hanging out with. Should have invited yourself.
>>35442518
Did you ever do that toguro cosplay?
>>35442437
>Very social with several networks with a lot of friends
>Realize I'm just a filler friend and nobody truly cares for me
Give me a hug mayne
>>35443136
Yeah I fucking rocked it too.
>>35442437
You have us senpai
>>35442166
this is cool
>>35443062
wtf
>>35443179
Pics pham I'm about to fall asleep
>>35443220
Only one I got atm
>>35443225
Mirin
>>35443231
Thanks doggie
the girl of y dreams lfet my sept 10th. ive been drunk or high every day since. I cant imagine my work without her. she said she found someone better than me. I read book after book, i train every god damn day. I work my hardest to be a man and yet she will never respond to my messages. I;ll never make it. Im absolutely shit faced right not and all i want to do is drive until i die. i hate myself for not being good enough for her.
give me one good reason not to kill myelf.
>>35442475
woman like that want a back-up boy that praises the ground they walk on.
She will never go for you and by and miracle she she will have another you waiting in line to replace you.
these girls cant be alone, they are cancer bro
>>35441932
>go to party
>get drunk, seee lots of old friends
>having a great time
>start heading back to my apartment
>have literally 2 girls texting me asking if they can stay at my place tonight
>should be happy as fuck, life is currently awesome
>get home, immediately hop on 4chan, fighting back tears because i feel so lonely
>have literally no clue why i feel so lonely
I don't get it guys, i have no reason to be sad yet i feel so fucking empty
>>35443245
bcuz i love you
>>35443245
Cos /fit loves you
>>35442807
That's a pretty cute tradition.
>>35443245
Because you still don't know your natty limit
>>35442446
Just wait asshole. She'll be yours in time. You'll see.
>>35443245
You're a good reason not to kill yourself. Your own happiness, and even the hope of being happy, are worth living for. Don't do it, man. All the pain is temporary.
You can always turn it around.
We're all gonna make it.
I was at the gym at midnight, hitting 4pl8 DL after not DLing for 8 months until 2 weeks ago. Hit it just after midnight. Priorities.
>>35443305
Liar liar
>>35441932
Didn't do anything either. Went to the park of my city to watch the fireworks. Was pretty cool(I'm honestly surprised just how much people spend on that stuff. Holy fuck man)
>>35443450
I cringed so hard
>>35443245
Because you should leave humanity behind in the right way senpai
>6scoops
>cmon
>head to new years party
>single girls everywhere
>none of them interested in me
>head over to friends house
>manage to wingman him into rekindling his old crush
>he gets action because of it
>none of the girls at the next party were interested either
At least my bro had a good night...
I don't understand. I'm not ugly, I'm not dirty, I'm not short, I'm not a fucking shut in, and I'm not skinnyfat. But girls never seem to be interested EVER no matter how much effort I put in.
I guess I should be happy because I at least have great wingman game
>>35443909
post picture
>>35441932
>Girl i love doesn't want to give "us" a chance because of bullshit reasons
Hold me anons.
>>35443946
She was being nice. Instead of
>anon I can't be with you because I don't like you
She said something like
>anon my cat is in the fridge. Now is really a bad time.
There you go.
>>35443954
Did laugh a bit. If only it were that anon, she gave me all the signs that she was in love with me.
>Love letter
>The "long staring in eyes" look
>The long hugging thing
>Telling me that "i'm in her heart" thing
>The christmas present made with so much love and effort thing
Her words and actions spoke for themselves, yet she decided not to just days later.
>few years back at home playing videos games alone on NYE
>get a text on the my phone from a random drunk guy who called the wrong number
>for a brief moment it felt like I had friends
>broke up with gf day before NY
>12 years of my life down the drain
>stay at home after a gym session
>doing everything i can to keep busy and not think about her
>>35443971
Then why bother. If she is already behaving like that whilst you aren't even in a relationship I don't want to know what the fuck is going on in a relationship with her. To me it sounds like she doesn't know what the fuck she wants, she has some growing up and figuring shit out to do.
Don't be sad about it man. I'd post a high test woman but my phone is only filled with hightest men. So have a big adorable cat instead.
>>35443991
Why'd you break up anon?
>>35444010
You're probably 100% right, she doesn't know what she wants, but doesn't that also apply to nearly everyone?
To me it makes no sense why she doesn't even try it, when she knows that it would work.
Happy new year btw.
>>35444011
I've had severe depression long term which has been a constant problem, she also became depressed and was dealing with a lot of stress from work (paramedic). We started to grow apart and where I wanted to try and repair it she couldn't face it anymore.
I love her so much.
>>35444021
Sucks man
Happy new year will get better
>>35444015
Does apply to everyone but not everyone writes a love letter, makes a Christmas present, says that you are in her heart etc. only to say that it won't work. I mean come on, that's just stupid. Either she really has no fucking idea what she wants or she is playing with you. Or both.
>>35444078
All the signs of affection were there, but she took a 180 out of the blue, maybe some friends told her not to do it, who knows.
In any case it makes no sense to put that much effort into something that she knows wouldn't work.
I watched x files until 11 and went to bed. Woke up to a text from my mom.
>>35441932
If the majority of /fit/ is in shape, tall, fairly good-looking, and usually 'enlightened', how come you're such crybaby social retards? Right now there are ugly fat manlets out there fucking girls while you sit there like faggots.
>>35444117
Because unlike those fatties, we have feelings.
>>35441932
Spent it with friends, still felt really lonely.
Actual plan was with a girl, but she jumped ship.
I really miss her, i've got so much love to give to her, she just doesn't want to. Fuck.
>>35444139
>so much love to give
>women in today's society
Pick one.
>>35444091
Yes, it doesn't make any sense to worry too Mich about this. It sucks but just go on with your life. You'll find a girl that is genuinely interested in you & willing to start a relationship.
>>35444168
Only way, got to look forward and not back.
Sucks though big time, first girl after some time that i tried to open myself up to.
>>35444135
Feelings? No, you have social retardation and a lack of self-confidence is what it seems like. That's why you lift so much and push the manlet meme. Just find something to like about yourself other than physical things and stop being such pussies.
>>35444178
>You
>I am /fit/
Sure thing buddy
It's so fucking depressing getting messages from family in those sort of situations. I know they mean well but that elation you feel when it could be from somebody interesting.
oh stop complaining about a gf
today is leg day, stop being a bitch. improve yourself, and girls will come naturally.
>>35444135
>weeping for the sake of my gains
>stayed in last night
>woke up 8am this morning fresh as fuck
>big healthy breakfast
>went for an hour jog
>feel fucking amazing for a change
>mfw I think about how shitty and hungover most other people must be feeling right now
Plus I didn't spend +£100 on alcohol like a retard
Alone once again, only this time people whom i never speak to on a regular basis tries to call me and demands i drive their drunk asses around for free.
Meh, happy new year fit. May you achieve your goals, be it lift for le grills or fat powerlifter.
>>35443225
holyshit you look like a fucking giant.
>worked out with best friend
>someone working out asks us what our plans are for the night
>same thing we do every night? Video games and nothing?
>Not even for New Years Eve? Damn that's sad
>look at each other and realize it's the 7th (seventh) time we've spaced NYE
>resolution is to remember to do something next NYE
>ended up playing video games and drinking some beers
7/10, not surprised, not disappointed.
>>35442446
Loners have existed since the beginning of time. I guess one of the classic examples of a NEET is Raskolnikov from Doestoevsky's "Crime and Punishment":
>dropped out of uni
>spends his days in his shitty apartment or wandering Moscow
>hates everyone and everything
>>35442162
>getting upset over copypasta
>>35442475
Listen to this guy >>35443062
She invited you on new years eve, you were alone. She wanted you to do the rest of the work so she doesn't feel like a whore. She was totally gonna fuck you, dude, you just blew it.
>>35444444
>>35444192
Appreciate your family
>>35443450
Need more balance in life you loser
Well boys I think I had a good night, went to a throwdown that turned into a party which was nice. This girl in highschool showed up and gave me some weed and added me on snapchat. Fuck I need to work on this social redardatiom shit I wanna fuck her so bad
>>35444117
>implying /fit/ wants to fuck girls instead of boys
>>35444192
I was like you once. But when you grow older, you see how friends come and go, how most people just don't give a shit about others, how they just drag you along to feel superior/less alone/whatever. To most people "loyalty" is just an ideal as long as it's convenient. As soon as it gets difficult, you are dropped. There are so many people out there that say that "my friends are the most important thing to me!!", but really, they just got used to some aspects of having this safety net around them, they don't really give a shit about the individual people. They are scared of being alone, scared of feeling left out, that's why they just play along. When you really need help, it's suddenly very relative just how important exactly you are to them.
Family however, is a bond that you can't quite replicate. Your mother and father will always love you, they will do anything for you, they love being there for you. When you grow up and you realize that the world is not exactly overflowing with unconditional love like that, you start to see that it's a good idea to hold onto it. Yeah, your mom is sometimes annoying when she reminds you of unpleasant stuff, but you know why your friends don't do that? Because they don't give a shit about you in the long run.
So, basically, the "Happy new year!" from your friends and whatnot, that isn't worth shit. They just do that like a chore, they don't give a shit whether you have a good time or not. But your mom and dad, they really care, you know. That actually means something.
>>35444703
while I mostly agree with you, some people really are true friends. I used to have quite a lot of friends, but got sick for literally years. The vast majority of my "friends" stopped giving a shit about me, and now that I'm healthy again many of them won't even respond when I try to contact them. However, a couple of friends kept calling during all those years even when I tried my best to avoid contact.
>>35442475
Play the long game. Wait it out a little bit, but make sure she knows the clock is ticking. Long distance relationships never work, and make sure she knows that you're the better choice
>>35444703
It misses the line
>now call your mother and tell her you love her
good post, anon
>>35444703
Thus
>>35443245
Because /fit/ is your family and they want you to be part of it.
>>35443450
See: >>35443828
>>35443991
YOU WERE TOGETHER FOR 12 YEARS?
>>35444401
Roids.
>>35443909
You put too much effort
>>35441932
Luckily for me i still have some old friends who invited me to party. Hopefully they enjoyed my company and will invite me again next year, since i probably wont be able to find a girlfriend or new friends anyway.
It's really bad for me to think of them like filler friends (since i have no other friends) just because they are all quite nerdy, but whatever
>wake up
>eat breakfast
>hit gym
>return home
>have lunch
>delivery guy arrives with some computer parts for my new build
>eat lunch
>install parts, once my new hard drive gets here it'll be complete
>call my parents and brother and wish them a happy new year
>play some video games
>shitpost on 4chan
>go for a walk and watch some dudes in the park shoot off fireworks
>pirate a movie
>watch a movie
>shitpost on 4chan again
>shower
>go to bed
If you think having a gf or going to parties is magically going to make you not a depressed sack of shit, you're fooling yourself. Don't base your own happiness on other people.
I went downtown, for the first time on NYE. It was fun, /fit/ I got to see the fireworks from underneath. We're all gonna make it.
>>35444790
>install parts, once my new hard drive gets here it'll be complete
Come on, buy a SSD, it's 2016.
>>35442647
why didn't you just respond to the text then you tit
>go to shitty party
>don't know anybody
>party sucks, recall images of feelsguy at a party
>meet some 6/10 girl and chat for a bit
>things get flirty
>we have a few drinks together
>hit on each other
>make out for the rest of the year
>initiate in the most beta way possible
>bring her home to fuck her brains out
>fucking her hard from behind
>feel something in my stomach
>I don't feel so good
>cold sensation in my forehead
>still fucking her, and she's having orgasms
>get sick
>vomit all over her back
>for some reason I'm still fucking her...sloppily
>it takes her a while to realize whats happened
>she freaks out and jumps off the bed, scattering the vomit all over the sheets
>didn't even cum
Of all the embarassing moments of my life, this one is easily in the top three.
>She's asleep on my sofa
>getting blowjob
>see it's turning midnight
>see fireworks through the window
>tell the girl "Happy new year"
>she giggles, says "Happy new year" and continues
There's something sad about this.
>>35444807
I have one. I'm getting a hard drive too.
>>35444838
Haha this reminds me of new years two years ago.
>In a club drunk as fuck
>Dancing with some slag
>One thing lead to another and I end up fucking her bareback in the toilets bent over
>Oh god what is this feeling, vomit all over her back.
>She panics and runs out of cubicle.
>In the panic I slip over and smash my forehead onto the toilet and split my head open
>Try and find my friends while I'm bleeding heavily and covered in vomit
>Find them outside fighting with bouncers.
Welcome to the UK.
>>35444444
>>35443243
Jesus Fuck bimbo
When you get that big
>go to party with a lot of girls
>every one is 18-20
>I'm 23
>they're all doing selfies and playing on their phones constantly and drinking a bit in between
>the only conversations are about Facebook posts
>start hitting on this one girl and she seems receptive
>whips out her phone to take a snap chat of us and to show me a Facebook post I've probably already seen before on 4chan 6-7 years ago
>get bored of her company really quickly and just flat out ask her if she wants to fuck
>looks at me like I'm crazy
>get up and walk away because I already knew the answer
>go to another party with no girl but mostly people my age and a few kids playing cod
>get shitty drunk and kick their asses by 15kills every round
>have conversations with folks until the party is over
>wake up with a hangover and just riding it out on 4chan until I'm good to drive
>>35443225
>Toguro coslap
Based, too bad about the trenchcoat.
>>35441932
>be me
>gettin drunk with friends nye
>get nye kiss from random qt
>starts getting weird
>finds me on facebook
>talks to me all day, gets shitty when i dnt reply
>is at gym when i get there
Youre not missing out on much mate, bitches are crazy
>>35444838
>feelsguy
Kill yourself, newfriend
>>35444764
If I don't try, girls don't even look at me, let alone talk to me.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I've spent the last 4 years making myself someone worthwhile and I still have fucking nothing to show for it.
>>35441932
>>Caress Laptop around my gains
>>Is this how a gf feels?
Kek
>>35442519
>fuck a dude or don't
>hate women for cheating
Wew
>>35441932
>2am, after new years
>GF of 5 years in bedroom watching TV
>could go in there. could have sex.
>all i want to do is sit on 4chan and maybe fap
>>35447255
You need to be self absorbed and egocentric beyond imagination to understand the ethic principles of /fit/ and basically the rest of 4chan as well.
>All women are whores, because one of them hurt me
>Women are stupid because they won't sleep with me when I want to
>My problems are somehow absolutely more important than other people's problems
>None of this is consistent, still I'm thinking I'm more mature than anyone else
Just don't think about it too much, it will hurt your brain. Maybe it helps that most of those people are just 18-20.
>>35441932
>Being this pathetic
Nigger I'm just glad I wasn't working for the third year in a row. Shit 7 of the 8 people who wished me happy new year only did so because I did first and the 8th is more or less the grandmother I never had.
Grow a fucking spine
Last night I was housesitting for my family while they went on vacation. No friends in this town, no family obviously. So I played league of legends all night and took a drink for every kill or death
>>35447312
>>35447255
You guys are retarded. The girl did nothing wrong until she cuddled with anon, at which point she became a dumb bitch. Don't do that shit when you have a boyfriend, it's halfway to cheating, AND it's unfair to anon to string him along like that. If she knew that was going to happen she shouldn't have invited him over at all.
>>35447161
>If I don't try, girls don't even look at me, let alone talk to me.
Nigger I never try specifically because I hate people and I'm a 5'8 170lb out of shape non-lifting cunt who constantly gets hit on anyway despite never approaching anyone. I will admit that it is fun to see women spill their spaghetti when they can't get the courage to talk to me and you can tell they keep trying to psych themselves up to come over.
Fuck I'm an asshole
>>35442475
She wanted to fuck but it didn't happen, not necessarily your fault as it seems she was fighting her own battle in her head (you vs. BF).
Do not get hung up on her, move on.
>>35443909
It's your personality, anon. If you're so confused as to why people don't like you that's why.
>>35442108
>day after leg day maymay xD
i spent the night alone eating and playing video games
feels good
Why people care so much about this shit? My cousin invited me to go to a rave with him, but I preferred to stay at home with my family, doing barbecue, smoking weed and drinking beer with my daddy, playing with my dogs, cousins and little brothers, and when everybody sleeps, I played TF2.
Perfect night. Why do you guys have the need to go out and get drink? And what about the others 364 days?
>>35442475
Holy shit you're an autist
You should have just left after she said I really wish I could have been yours
Fuck you're a pussy
>>35447404
K
>>35447430
Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of friends and am really good at spearheading right into the friend zone, but I can never get a girl 'interested' in me, and I just feel like I should be able to get at least some girls at this point.
>>35447571
>My cousin invited me to go to a rave with him, but I preferred to stay at home with my family
Better than possibly going off the depend with some wonky drugs
>>35447580
My point was if I have no problem doing it and I don't even approach people you clearly are either ugly or lying about something/are delusional about one or more of the things you listed.
