And general feels thread.
>mfw I'm spending my Christmas all alone in Sweden.
I'm probably hitting the gym tomorrow and later on enjoying my Christmas dinner which consists of 200g fish and 2 potatoes.
Loneliest Christmas ever. It's the circumstances to blame of the current situation, I'm not even some unsocial hermit. I've never spent the Christmas alone in my life, feels kinda batman. But luckily I got you brehs, how's your gains and balls?
Since last year I've gained a lot of weight (good) but it's possibly just puberty catching up finally (I'm 19 byw)
Asked a really cute girl out, I'm hoping it goes well. I'm pretty nervous
>>35347576
>JM
>>35347558
I'll be training in the gym on Christmas day. I'll also be doing uni work. Christmas is like any other day, it's just some bullshit we invented.
Gonna be just another day for me, business as usual
>>35347558
gym is only open today here
i'm back to browsing the internet again after my girl left me in the rain literally
gonna spend christmas at home alone aswell
>>35347597
My gym is luckily open, feels good man.
>>35347603
good on ya m8, get them pre new years eve gainz in
>>35347558
4th xmas and 4th NYE alone
the ride will never end
no family, no friends
I'm feeling pretty good in general
>best semester ever (and I have room for improvement which h is cool as well)
>I've actually been lifting again so that's cool
>my brother took initiative and got a PS4 so that's nice as well
>seeing people for the first time in 4-7 months and most are saying I look good (lost weight and got a haircut)
>used to be 5'11 200 lbs but I dropped about 25 pounds and retained most of my muscle mass
Anyway, my current feels
>girl from high school that I was kinda friends with pokes me on fb the other day
>i haven't talked to her/seen her since we graduated over 2 years ago
>she's a 6/10 max
>I decide to poke back cause why not
>she pokes again nearly a day later
I could just message her but I feel like poking her again first and really try to confirm this interest.
I'm not sure if I'm trying to hook up with her or not. On one hand, I'm coincidentally on a nofap so I'm pretty horny (aside from being inexperienced) but on the other hand, I feel weird hooking up with someone from high school.
What should I do, /fit/?
>pic unrelated
guess i'll have to manage to be happy alone again
>>35347622
We all have to.
Maybe i go to the city looking for a hookup after dinner
>>35347652
the chance of not having to spend new years eve alone was there but....
ill probably lift on NYE
who needs women anyways right?
Gym is closed and I'm alone. I went running yesterday and was surprised I could run 2.5 km without stop at 100 kg. Guess those squats helped a lot. Planning to just run since no gym till 2016 which sucks. Will probably be alone on new years.
>>35347652
I'm having company on NY though, thank fucking God.
>>35347681
you and me both buddy
probably hanging out here, look out of my windows at 00:01 and then get back to lurking and thinking about the girl i thought i loved
I'm working Christmas day again, actually every day this week for $9.50 an hour.
I'm not using my college degree, having a hard time paying off my loans while watching friends surpass me in ever aspect of life.
Second Christmas in a row I'll spend alone and receive no gifts, won't be able to go home and see my family until mid january.
Haven't had a holiday off in 2 years. Ate a turkey sandwich and baked red potatoes alone on thanksgiving.
Watching everyone be happy is depressing this time of year.
I'm too old to be struggling this much in life.
I'll be the one person in this gym this Christmas morning lifting and loathing by myself.
mfw
>>35347710
how old are you anon and what are your stats
>>35347710
College degree is in what field exactly?
>>35347657
still 7 days to go ....
>>35347722
27. on and off lifting for 2 years (usually 3 mo nhs on 3 months off) stats aren't great. getting the lmao1pl8 bench reps back up, squatting lmao1pl8 and can deadlift lmao1pl8 max, not impressive but thats why im there, not going to go on a break this time.
>>35347737
useless psychology because I don't really want to go to graduate school.
>>35347753
i had everything planned out with her and then poof, gone
>>35347614
message her
>>35347614
Message her, but make it about the poking. Like "if you don't stop poking me you'll bruise me" some stupid shit
>>35347622
>>35347657
That feel bro. I fucked it up entirely and now I'll be alone on Christmas and New Years. things were looking so good, and I thought we could have made it.
I am nothing but the douchebag I used to be jealous of in high school. This has more negatives than I ever imagined.
Yes i got hit up three hours after the status change by another girl, but I don't want her. I wanted this one.
>>35347773
>>35347775
I really like poking her one more time so she can poke me again. Or am I just being a bitch?
I actually feel more attractive than her and I feel like I can do better but as a nonsocial butterfly virgin, I am not in the position to be a chooser
Already had top tier christmas with qt gf. Good thing it's bulk season cause the christmas table was fucking ace. Got her a camera she loves too.
Spending it with family tomorrow and bulking even more.
I'd say it's as good as it gets. 10/10.
>>35347794
exactly what i'm thinking of anon.
just a couple of days ago we talked about what dress she should wear and how long she should stay
and now...
nothing, it's over out of the blue and i'm alone once again after a long time
plus gym is closed as of monday...
>>35347795
You're a fucking btich. Talk to her ffs.
Worst/best case scenario: nothing happens
Best/worst case scenario: you fall in love and have children and live happily ever after or some shit
>>35347558
i fucked it up with a guy, probably made his christmas and new years really worse
>>35347558
What the fuck is chistmas?
>>35347806
It's ok bro. The zoo never closes, so we will be here for each other and all the other broken anons
>>35347558
are you going to Nordic Wellness, anon? which town are you in?
>>35347847
thanks man
just a shitty feeling going back to lurking 24/7
plus she was really /fit/, best sex of my life, funny and cute girl too.
>>35347815
*Best-case scenario: We become fuck buddies when I'm home from college*
>implying I'd start a relationship at home and limit myself at school
>>35347853
She made me feel alive where the last girl stomped out all flames of passion out of me. She reduced me to nothing but a shell. I guess she saw how fucked up I really was and couldn't handle it.
Everyone leaves that way. I had a thing with a girl who cooked fucking meth and slang it. She carried 20k in cash in her purse at all times. She left ME because apparently I was the fucked up one.
And that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
Maybe they really are right and I should see someone. The last one called me a sociopath and wasn't sure if she was joking or not when I asked her.
>>35347879
>She made me feel alive where the last girl stomped out all flames of passion out of me.
exactly the same here anon
>I had a thing with a girl who cooked fucking meth and slang it. She carried 20k in cash in her purse at all times. She left ME because apparently I was the fucked up one.
ookay it's not that bad for me though
her present for me was a huge buking package, filled with nuts and protein bars and whatnot.
on every 2nd one there were little hearts on them, must have taken atleast an hour for her.
and now its done? can't really grasp that
atleast i've got some lightweight DBs lying around here somewhere
>>35347891
I don't understand it either. She told me she pictured us every day living in our own apartment. She said this as she broke up with me..
Fuck I thought talking about this would make it all ok but no. It's not. And I have a girl dropping her female spaghetti everywhere over me and I can't give a single fuck
>>35347922
yeah
she told me she could see us two together, could see herself cooking for me and whatnot , she gave me the impression that i really ment something for her but in the end she just dropped me like some free weights
I have gastroenteritis just in time for Christmas.
>can't eat
>constant excruciating stabbing pains in lower gut
>feeling weaker by the day
>lost over 3kg in 4 days
My gains are literally draining out of my bum.
>>35347941
I saw a quote a while ago from one of those shit fb pages aimed at females; "if she's hesitant to comitt, maybe the issue isn't her, but you not having your shit together"
And I'm thinking it's true and its awful because how the fuck am I supposed to change? One day they won't keep coming to me and that'll be it. I'll have missed my chance at being happy with anyone. I have had more girlfriends this year than the rest of my life put together; I'm going to run out of possible girls soon I can feel it.
>>35347981
read upon >>35341034
>>35347981
yeah well, i've got my shit together.
the only thing that is holding her off is her goddamn guilt thoughts towards her ex, not giving him a chance which is a really dumb excuse imo
Borrowing my bro's gym fob and go Christmas day, just going to deadlift and heavy rows until failure then go home to binge eat myself to death
I caught a cold.
It's fucking Summer here.
>>35347996
She burns that candle for him. I'm a bad person so I keep in contact with some of my exs just enough to never let that spark die completely. Because I in my heart know they will leave so I need someone to fall back onto when it happens.
Fuck maybe that's half of it I don't know. I'm a snake and can hide it from them, though.
>>35348015
maybe you shouldn't be in contact with any ex when you've got someone new anon
>>35347852
Actually I am. And I'm located in capital area at the moment.
>>35348021
I crave and feed off the attention. Because I lacked it for so long in my life, and now I can get it I physically NEED it. You aren't wrong though bro.
>>35348044
might've been out of jealousy that that girl went anon dunno
>>35348051
I can promise you she didn't know. Because if she did this would have been Over a long time ago.
>>35347597
aah shite teh feels. going through a rough patch with GF as well... yeah, dumped :D
:((
>>35348076
she gave me the feeling that she wanted to be my gf and then said no with every word of her hours before saying yes
>>35348075
well
then it sucks anon, big time...
Doing smolov for ohp during winter holidays in my home gym for dem juicy delts.
Anyone here fuck around a 5.5/10 for their first time? I think I can pull it off but I feel like I can do better.
>>35347558
spending day with family.
desu i want to go to the gym :(
i probablywill;)
>meet girl on /fit/
>hang out
>have a lot of sex
>develop feelings
>she breaks it off
won't go to /fit/ for a long time i guess
happy holidays, they are not happy for me
>>35347558
Spending it with my gf and our homofag friend who had nothing happening.
no one here?
I'm spending christmas with my parents, my two siblings and my little nephew who is 9 months old. Since I started lifting I grew apart of my parents. My mother always tries to be dominant and is the worst gains goblin. When I get ill, it's because of working out too much, she always complains that I work out too much and will fail uni and what not. She constantly shits on me for eating unhealthy (clean bulking with lots of vegetables) while she stuffs herself with fat food. In general, she shits on me, toxic shaming everything if she feels like it... If I return the bants and confront her with the reality, she always gets histeric. It's totally exhausting and annoying. My father is a beta who doesn't give two fucks. I came to realize that I don't have a relationship with him. He simply stopped caring I think. On top of that, I feel that he is jealous of my gains and progress. I always thought my parents would know everything and were to trust but I actually came to the conclusion that they are full of shit and bigoted. I can't wait for the day to be financially independent and then have as less contact as possible with them.
>>35347558
gym is not open on the holidays and I've been sick for a week. How will 2 weeks of no lifting affect my gains?
At least my wrists don't hurt now.
>>35347614
Were you on an r9k thread earlier?
>be moving to Amsterdam for 3 months
>last few weeks haven't been going to the gym preparing to move
>dropped from 180lb to 165lb before leaving for Amsterdam
>missed flight and paid for extra luggage for two people
>booked last minute flight for two
>they still wouldn't board us
>ended up paying for hotel while the hotel we booked in Amsterdam goes to waste
>2nd day in Amsterdam ATM doesn't give me my card back while trying to take our money for deposit on an apartment
>call customer service and they pretty much said I'm screwed get a new card mailed
>have no address to send to here and the person we tried to rent from didn't want to help
>ended up trying to sleep in the rental car but it was too cold for my fiance
>had to use Starbucks WiFi at 5am in the rain to book hotel
>fiance mack book ends up breaking from water damage
>now we are stuck in a different country with no money for even food
>merry xmas fit
>>35348655
Y-yes. I swear I'm not a neckband buy I relate to their virginity feels.
>>35347756
any idea which direction you want to head with your life, senpai?
If it help, there was a statistics that only 30% of people only end with their related degree. Most places just want to see a person with a college degree, because it show that they're willingly to work hard and commit to something.
>>35347558
Going to 2 rave parties, gonna get fucked up obviously
Would rather spend spend christmas with a qt (pic related) ofcourse, but life is what it is.
>>35348148
>Meeting people from 4chan
Seems unsafe senpai.
>>35348885
where in amsterdam friendo?
>>35349623
was the best sex i ever had anon, plus a really great girl too. just too sad that she wasn't ready to get into something serious and cowardly ran back to some other guy
>>35349662
Did you meet her on /soc/?
>>35349709
jup
one of those skype threads, never thought i would actually meet someone from my region
>>35349719
Got any nudes?
>>35349766
semi nudes, most nudes just through snapchat funny enough
not gonna post em though, she browses here regularly
>>35347587
>>35347596
Literal scrooge
>>35347558
>Mfw 3000 miles away from daughter, friends and Family.
Its all good bros, just be thankful for another day, and make the most of it no matter where you find yourselves.
>>35347576
>19
No fucking way. I've seen the beasts you attract in those photos. you're in your mid-thirties minimum
>>35350004
Where the fuck are you bro?
Why are you not raising your baby gril?
>>35347558
From Sweden too but I study in Latvia, staying here over the holidays because I have everything I need here, gym, frozen vegetables and chicken from Rimi, seeing a nice girl on Saturday, stable Internet, cutting my way towards abs (lost 8kg in the last 30 days). Shit's going good. Stay strong bros!
>tfw I work Christmas night
I'll be drunk & high, but I'll be at work. Fuck them if they wanted more.
>>35350004
>tfw 3000 miles away from family
>tfw only 4 numbers away from quads
so close, yet so far away
Christmas alone at least I got my pull up bar and bench to keep me company.
Well I was going to post about my life but it would probably make some of you commit suicide so I'll pass. Good luck all. It can get better, just keep at it.
>>35350377
just spill it out
>>35350377
>not motivating your fellow bros by reveling in your success, just say it all came from lifting
>>35348627
Oh man, bruh. I know those mom feels. My mom is borderline.
>>35350377
It can't be any worse than my life, I guarantee it.
>>35350424
>>35350390
>Be skinny stoner in high school
>Tons of friends but not many female prospects
>not try get c's in school
>decide to get motivated
>get fit, graduate college magna cum laude with finance degree
>get great job at investment firm
>big house with pool 120" projector for movies
>live with sexy Hispanic gf
>she lifts with me doing all compound movements
My advice. Concentrate on improving yourself and the rest will fall inline including females.
>tfw no girlfriend to spend christmas with
>>35347558
Youre not alone when youre with us anon<3 besides im sure youre a big guy already
I just hit a deer with my car and my kids are convinced that I just killed Rudolph
>>35350510
Ain't been happening for me, at least I got a gf
>>35350460
It's crazy isn't it? It's Jekyll and Hyde tier. I was a very troubled child and she was super supportive and always cared for me. But behind closed doors, she was always very hard on me, making me feel bad and like shit all the time and I suspect this is where my shitty self confidence and avoidance behavior derives from...
>found out yesterday that my father's cancer is now terminal
>have no one to talk to
I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with this
>>35347558
Exchange student? City? Welcome to spend it with me bruv.
>>35350868
how much does he have left
>>35351280
The doctor didn't give an estimate. He's at the stage where he's too weak to even receive the medication to buy him some time. I assume a couple months at best.
>>35350747
>tfw someone else's girlfriend invited me over for Christmas
>>35351506
Naughty, desu
>>35351038
Yeah, Stockholm here.
>>35351676
Ah, wrong city. Sorry breh.
>>35351361
How old are you, bro?
>>35351722
no worries, happy xmas breh!
>>35351824
I'm twenty one.
>>35351870
You can't talk to a friend? How about siblings? Your mom, maybe?
>>35350022
You are jelly of my qts
>>35347558
>tfw probably not going to get invited to a new years eve party
Feels shitty
>>35347664
desu I would actually love to bring in the New Year with a PR, but the gyms are all closed so I know ill porbably just end up alone at home playing video games and browsing 4chan
>>35351904
I'm an only child. I try to support my mother by maintaining a stoic front. I'm low on friends to be honest.
>>35352058
Whatcha gonna be playin bro?
>>35352083
Well that fucking sucks. You should talk to your mom, bro. And your dad. Only the three of you gets what's happening right now, and you can stay strong for each other. When my mom died my dad was a lifeline for me and I for him, and we are still tight like best friends today because of it. It is the best advice I can give you.
>>35352160
Thank you
>>35352094
probably csgo or rising storm or something
>>35352237
No prob. Stay strong, senpai
>>35348885
damn
>>35348100
If there is one thing I regret in life, it is that I didnt take the chance to fuck more. If she doesnt look like a burn victim, go for it
I'm in the military in goddamned Alaska and a plane ticket home costs $1,200
Christmas will be just another day for me anons. Fuck this shit.
>>35352676
Celebrate with your military mates. Or cuddle a caribou. They can be proper cuddly.
>>35352736
Oh, I have $20 to my name, and that's about to go in the gas tank. I'm not about to show up to my friends house with literally nothing and mooch off of his alcohol and shit.
>>35352769
You should have planned this better, desu. Why broke at Christmas?
>>35352860
I bought myself a $300 Christmas present to Electric Forest in June, bought family random gifts and shit. Then my water pump on my car went out, and that took the rest I had saved up
>>35352961
You bought a Christmas present in June.
For yourself.
k.
Well your Christmas sucks then. Can't your family loan you some cash?
>>35352980
the tickets sell out quick as fuck, you have to buy them early. I get paid and I'm just gonna celebrate the fuck outta New years at a rave so it's not so bad
>>35352273
ree
>>35352676
Is Full Metal Jacket an accurate portrayal of boot camp?
With the gym closed on christmas I realize I have nothing to do but fap.
Fuck I want to go and just lift my troubles away.
>>35353190
Well at least that works. Remember rain coats when you play, k desu ;)
>>35353215
Lol fuck no, back in those days they could fuck with you. They still fuck with you, but in a different way
got the noose ready...
>>35353457
same
>>35347558
Doeant swedes celebrate xmas on xmas eve like thw weird fucks they are?
>>35353531
Yep
>>35353535
>tfw tomte won't visit me
>tfw no qt swede gf to fill me up.qith julmust and feed me raindeer.
Oh well, another year alone being the one white immigrant in sweden.
>>35353605
Only the lapps eat reindeer you fuckmaggot
>>35347710
>while watching friends surpass me in every aspect of life
this hurts so fucking much
come here bro, we both need a hug
>>35353457
>>35353505
hope you're joking lads, dont kill yourselves, shitpost with us and make gains instead
>>35353766
no sense in shitposting, gym is closed until the 4th of january...
>>35353783
then take a couple days to eat a lot and do bodyweight stuff til the gym opens up again
>>35353800
binge eating on ordered pizza, winter bulk ftw
got some lightweight DBs. might do stuff with those
>>35353806
desu i would only use DBs for isolations, do stuff like very long paused rep push ups for BP, My friend used to every day and never touched a barbell and when we tested his 1rm on bench it was 100kg at an 80kg bodyweight.
Either way dont kill yourself fampai
>>35353867
i'll try anon thanks man
gonna go to sleep now
>>35353882
no worries breh, peace
>>35347587
Agreed.
When I grow up (18 atm) I wont be celebrating.
>>35349661
by the Schipol airport in a hotel
>tfw never liked christmas, always wanted it to just be another normal day
>tfw this year it will be
>tfw it's because mum just died
god damnit, this isn't how i wanted it
