>been boxing for about a month, feel like i'm doing pretty well
>decide that i might try some sparring
>first time i get put with some dude who's probably been boxing for a year longer than me and is at least twice my size
>dude kicks my ass in front of everyone
Feels bad man. Literally. Three days later my whole face is still in pain
>Used to go to the gym for 6 days a week
>Get a job because i really wanna buy a car
>University gets tougher
>Feel like i do nothing but work
>Only able to hit the gym 3-4 days a week
>Starting to feel weak as fuck
>Starting to question if i really want a car if it fucks my gains up
I cant have it all...
>>35233495
This. between having to work 2 part time jobs and uni work fitting in the gym can be fucking tough.
>>35233015
There's no shame in your situation man. Like you said, that guy had more size and more experience than you. Losing was expected. You do get props for trying in the first place though.
>>35233015
Gotta earn your stripes man. Keep sparring it's the only way to actually get better.
>Be me. Fat teen despised by everyone because disgusting and autist.
>Hate life but hope for future so decide to loose weight.
>Long hikes in nature and healthy food.
>Still chubby. Still despised but like life better because nature is nice.
>People say I'm disgusting because chub.
>Fuck this loose the weight somehow.
>Stop eating completely. Get high on starvation mode.
>Hard core anorexic putting all auswitch modes to shame.
>Bmi 10.9. Accidentally cut myself and blood refuse to coagulate. Realize I will fucking die if I don't stop.
>Still despised.
>Life is worthless. I am worthless.
>Sorta start eating again. Only fruit.
>Start gaining weight. Terrified.
>Still despised.
>Start working out and cardio.
>Start looking good from exercise.
>Grill says I have arms of steel. Goodfeel.jpg
>Still auswitch mode but stronger.
>Start hiking in nature again.
>Still despised but don't care.
>Feel in control for first time in life.
>Healthy diet, strong bod, shittons of energy.
>Ace studies and good future.
>Grills be interested.
>People treat me well because looks and resume.
>Feels shallow and ridiculous.
>Feel empty inside. Can't connect.
>Waiting for shit feels to go away.
Will be waiting for a long fucking time.
>"yeh i'll spot u bro :^)"
>doesn't show up
i have grown to detest people who do this. my bench has been sitting at a plateau for months due to various gym buddies telling me they'll help out then ditching me at the last minute when its too late to ask for someone else's help.
>get countless compliments on face and body
>haven't fucked a girl in close to 9 months
>>35237054
>9 months of no sex is considered a long period
>getting close to 6 years next year
>fuck
>>35237268
iktf
>>35233015
>feeIs
/fit/ isn't for your emotionaI pity buIIshit.
Repoted for r9k shit that keeps getting deIeted for a reason.
>>35235817
Basically, you'll feel like shit as long as you keep estimating your worth based on others' opinions of you. You need to have respect for yourself and know who you are before you start attracting the right kind of people.
Boxing takes a long time to not be shit at. Solution is always to train harder, first ~20 sparring sessions will go roughly the same
