Anyone seen this film?(bridge/2006) Just started but how can they even show the people jumpin does it not categorize to snuff films in a sense?
Also mental health thread, what would drive someone to jump from a bridge?
>inb4 not fitness related
Who knows? Not me. I never lost control. You're face, to face, with the man who sold the world.
>>34936808
i dont understand jumping from a bridge. so public, so painful, spend last moments in agony of many broken bones and likely lungs, could be "saved" and forced to bide out death in hospital bed.
why not just overdose while you lie in your bed or some shit?
Has anyone else made the same mistakes as me?
Sometimes i feel like im the only one.
PS: are my scars so grotesque as to repulse any potential bfs?
>>34936859
I feel like if someone has been lonely or a "looser" his whole life I think they see jumping a bridge as a last brave thing to do and maybe get noticed. I mean it requiers more balls than just CO poisoning yourself.
But yeah I agree its a stupid way to commit suicide.
>>34936883
Can only see one scar so just tell em you fought an animal or some other cool shit
>>34936883
you should try again
>>34936907
The two most obvious are a raised welt on my wrist, and a long "down the road" cut all the way down the right side of my forearm.
>>34936883
its not grotesque. i wanted to date a girl recently who had them all over but she wasn't ready for a relationship. so sad about it desu senpai
>>34936883
me too brah, on both arms and legs
any partner that's worth it will love you regardless
>>34936883
Got my left wrist covered i scars on top, cover as best as I can by always wearing a watch, plus I'm dark haired and relatively hairy, they're also faded relatively. Teen depression was hell of a ride
Never had a single girl bothered by it, they normally just say shit like 'you must be so strong to move on from something like that' and blah blah. I remember my last girlfriend saying something along the lines of 'I can't believe how youre always so strong, nothing seems to phase you and you're always giving me a shoulder to lean on yet you've come from being so depressed'.
It's quite a boost desu I never realise how far I've come until a qt says something like that whilst laying her head on my bare chest in bed, tracing her finger on me.
[spoiler] I still sit at the edge of my bed and cry sometimes [/spoiler]
>>34936808
Do you need a ride?
I'll totally drive you to a pretty scenic spot if you want anon. I'm not stopping for drawn out farewells so we'll have to say our goodbyes before we set off.
>>34936942
Nothing to worry about tbqh if your a grill, only autists look at forearms
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>>34936883
its not really noticeable so probably not. and yeah u could say its from somethong else and no one would think twice
>>34936883
the scar isn't very noticeable and looks like it could be from a kitchen accident or yardwork even. I wouldn't put 2 and 2 together.
Extreme depression brought on by physical illness crew checking in
>>34936883
You fucking kidding me dude? I have mad scars on my arms from when I used to work in a warehouse. Like 2 gaping cut scars on my left forearm that people always ask about.
>>34937045
Say you got that scar in a knife fight in Cambodia
>>34937002
>absolute madman
>>34936808
>what would drive someone to jump from a bridge?
Well obviously depression makes them consider it, but the act of jumping from a bridge gives them a rush of feels (sort of like a survivor's high except there is no survival). They also can get identified by witnesses but don't get the body recovered - so it's like the disappear and friends and family don't have to deal with a body after death.
Source: my uncle jumped off a bridge, so I researched that very question.
I wonder what it is that those police guys trained for these situations tell them
Never been asked once.
>>34936825
Is suicide what the song was about?
>>34936808
I'll answer this, OP, cause it seems like you've never been depressed. People jump from bridges and off themselves in other ways because they think that the temporary physical pain of ending their own life is far better than the (from their point of view) unending mental and/or physical pain of living. Because absolutely nothing is better than what they feel and believe they will feel forever. Because all the hope is gone and won't come back no matter what they do. Because some basic part of them got so broken, crushed, or warped that even their basic drives to eat, have sex, and keep themselves alive are gone. It's hard to think rationally or even realize happiness is possible when you're at that depth.
Mental health checklist that works for me personally:
Socially active
Sexually active
Proper nutrition
Proper sleep hygiene
Proper exercise regimen
Meet goals frequently
>>34936883
Not going to lie, if they realize they're from cutting they probably won't want to get serious with you. Emotionally unstable women are the worst shit, ESPECIALLY suicidal
>>34937148
4 days into the natty healing process.
>>34936883
I'm scared up from surgery and I've found my other half. Your scars tell a story but they don't look too detrimental compared to having your sternum broken and a metal bar placed in your chest. But I'm glad you're here to be able to post
>>34936808
A few months ago i was on a bridge ready to jump, but then the police came and took my into a hospital.
One time, I jumped off a bridge...
>>34937405
Mental hospital? Where you on the 3 day suicide watch or?
Bridge jumping is like that one suicide attempt that can fuck you up instantly or you survive. Everyone that survives it talks about how they regretted it instantly. When you're faced with immediate death everything else becomes trivial. You're stuck in a moment where you are going to leave this world forever and never come back to who you were.
>>34937431
The mental part of the hospital, they kept me for 2 days until i was released.
>>34937445
What do they do in these places, just talk or some shit?
>>34937457
Several different people talked to me and asked questions. They locked in all my stuff and gave me hospital clothes, and pills to sleep (the police grabbed me at 4 am). Pretty much lived, they fed me and shit. It felt like a prison, and there were literal mental people walking around in those halls.
Apperantly you arent allowed your own shoes since the shoelaces can be used for suicide.
>>34937494
Cant you by that logic use a t shirt or pants to kill yourself?
>>34937509
Idk, could you even hang yourself with only clothes?
Had a bit of a rough year and was taken into hospital twice by me mum.
Saw the 'crisis team' who were a bit shit, really.
They'd ring me up every day or so, or come round, to check on me. Somehow, and I don't know how, one of them knew I was self harming. Had never mentioned it before, no one had seen it but he knew, he even knew how I was doing it ('scratching' my skin with this blade thing).
Anyway, they rung up one day and I said "I'm thinking of self-harming" and was told "Well you're just going to have to think of a better way to deal with things".
I-I was in a massive depressive episode unlike anything before and that's what I was told...
I actually need to get a job so I can afford to go private so I can assure that sort of shit never happens again. I was on meds which made it all so much worse (if not outright contributing to it).
>>34937494
I know a girl who had to go to psych because she attempted suicide. It's miserable.. you're stuck with actual loonies in a very controlled environment. Also when you go full 5150 you basically relinquish all your rights so you are stuck and hating it. They discharge you pretty quick when they realize you aren't actually mentally ill.. just a dumb ass. Life can be shit but it's no reason to kill yourself and just quit. The people that actually do succeed leave their loved ones ruined for life.
>>34937531
you're a tranny aren't you
>>34937524
Well atleast with pants, they are longer than shoelaces and hold your weight better
>>34937431
>based ayylienglsman
Mental WEAKNESS
This is what happens when bad genes are allowed to survive in the race
>>34937390
you get that nuss?
>>34937550
Lol, no. Why would you think that?
When I get sad I just have this fucking stupid urge to slash my skin. I don't know why, I try to fit it but I guess it must stimulate me or something.
I remember the first time I ever had the thought of doing it, "That's fucked up" and then I started...
I wish I didn't, only happens when I'm depressed as fuck but I do it and I wish I didn't. It's a complusion, really.
>>34937585
because writing shit like this
>I-I was in a massive depressive episode unlike anything before and that's what I was told...
is gay as fuck. Fucking stuttering faggotry with triple dots
triple fucking dots
t r i p l e d o t s...
>>34937612
>...
Ok, cool.
>>34936883
>>34937148
What's even the point of cutting your wrists sideways?
You know the chances are you won't bleed out cutting that way.
So, being actually suicidal is not the reason.
When I was in high school, the one thing I wanted most was to get out.
One year later, here I am, working 10 hour days making very good money and miserable.
I just wana come home from school and fuck around and play runescape.
I just wana come home and hang out with my brother
I wana work out at my high school gym.
Nobody warned me about these feels bros, all this responsibility all at once is getting to me. Most people have 4 years of college to kind of lean themselves off of being a kid, but I went straight into a trade.
Hold me bros
>>34936883
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>>34937045
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>>34937238
unless your arm looks like this, people won't think that you're insane in the membrane.
Full album for you psycho's out there, seeing her bone is very... intriguing: http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=112023231
>>34937719
Jesus Christ Almighty.
>>34937719
Coldnessinmyheart is her tumbler, found some other pics not sure if still up
>>34937789
This might be her bf
>>34937816
absolute degeneracy.
>>34936883
Yeah. My left shoulder/upper bicep are pretty scarred from a really bad year and a half. Worst I ever was. Then I started lifting, and I haven't wanted to do it since.
>>34937875
Its pretty bad, tbqh she might top the mental illness level in self mutilation
>>34937137
>it's permanent solution to a temporary problem
>think of your family
>think of your friends
>it's never too late to change
>the past is the past and you can overcome
>is this what [insert their deity of choice] would want?
gotta cover all your bases
>tfw you commit the ultimate form of self harm by not living up to your potential and just wasting away
>>34937612
>triple dots
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