What's her name /fit/
Ka'rin
Rachel Jeon
rugby
>>34445643
Scooby
Mike Patton
Anna...
Self esteem.
>>34445643
Jackie.
I never learned her name...she was funny, cute, and pretty compassionate from what I could tell.
I keep going every day.
I'll see her again one day.
We'll get together. One day.
>mfw she had a boyfriend at the time
at least now I could beat his ass (without a doubt) if he ever saw me eyeing his girl.
feels good having hope. I probably wont even do anything next time I see her, just to keep the fire strong.
Jane
Broke up with her after 4 years, regret it everyday since ;_;
>pic related
>>34445643
Hedi
>fuck that bitch
I started to lift for her, now I lift for myself
For her
Well she started working out so I figured I should too.
Because I couldn't compete.
My dying soul
My wasted teen years
Sam. :(
Her name is prediabetes. Giving her the silent treatment and going to the gym is my way of telling her it's over.
>>34445643
>tfw she wasn't the reason i started
>tfw she is the reason i keep going
Spite.
>>34445719
Rachel =[
Anon's qt ex gf
>>34446027
underrated
>>34446030
>that feel when you're running and the entire time you're thinking of her
Don't worry fam, a day will come where you realize she's no longer the reason for you to keep running.
>>34446027
dang
>>34445719
Wow. You need to find better women. No drunk whores.
Jackie
I started lifting cuz I hit 250lbs (6'1 tall atm) at age 18 and for the love of god did not want to hit 300lbs by the time i was 19.
2.5 years later and im at 200lbs, omw to almost bench pressing 225lbs. Max i can do right now is 180lbs 3x10 but possibly can do 200lbs 1x1
not saying im proud of myself, but at least im not obese. im poor, stupid, and lonely, but fuck you life i aint never gonna be a fatass
>>34445643
TS
>She isn't real, Anon
She's real enough to me...
Anybody else share my waifu feels, /fit/?
Lea
>tfw its been 4 years and you still think about her
>>34445643
hannah.
saw her on tinder, saw her in real life and had 10 minutes to formulate a plan
wrote "coffee?" and my number on a napkin and as she was leaving the cafe i caught up with her and told her she must have dropped this
well she must have dropped it again because that was 3 weeks ago and i didnt get a message ;_;
I saw dragonball Z
I knew I must become super saiyan legend
it was natalie...
>>34447050
Breh
Juulia.
But I never really loved her. I was a little bitch and she triggered me to bring all of it to the surface as she left me. My father was powerlifting hard at the time and told me to start training too. I did. Best choice of my life.
Now recently I broke up with my first love. Now I am exercising like hell. I'll get her back if it's meant to be, or the lifting will make me forget about her and life goes on. I trust destiny. And myself when I am training.
Started because I was fat
Keep going to see my abs and fuck bitches
My ass was already great but I wanted to get a bigger ass and nicer core to impress all the qt fags that I erp with.
>implying her
>>34445839
She hot. U dun goof'd.
cant be bald AND fat.
>>34445643
I got celiac disease and a high risk of colon cancer. So it started for me.
Now I do it because I want to look like Korra.
>>34445882
she better have one hell of a personality anon.
>>34447022
damn anon thats just unlucky. That would've worked with most other girls
>>34447022
the fuck man
that's some highschool games shit
i'm probably just responding to a meme or some shit.
Her name was marissa
We were friends in highschool
I was beta beyond belief, still am today
Maybe after my gains come in the mail next year, she wont be lesbian anymore
Hopefully...
Anthony full homo.
>>34447940
underrated post
Gina
Emi Ibarazaki.
Even if it is pathetic, I wanted to feel in real life what I felt when I was reading her path in KS.
Of course, by now I'm solidly too cynical and hateful, but the intention was there for the first few months, I really did want to meet someone who could make me feel that.
>Be really obese
>Loose all the weight and fuck some sluts because of new earned confidence (seriously it took a while before I was even comfortable going out in a t-shirt)
>Still tfw never had a gf till I was 21
>Go to a party with some mates, need a lighter so just randomly tap the girl infront of me on her shoulder to ask for her lighter, saw her ligthing up a cigarette a few minutes before but couldn't see her very well with the bad lighting at the time
>She turns around, omfg she's freaking hot, start talking to her and it was easy to talk to this particular girl. When I was obese up untill I met her I would spill spaghetti with every female I talked to. The only reason why I wasn't a virgin was because I'd pick the easiest somewhat okay sluts when I was drunk.
>Pussy out and dont make a move/ask her number
>Fast forward 2 weeks later, meet her again. Hit if off really hard, turns out she went to school with my best mate.
>Fast forward 2 weeks got my first QT, sart, funny, etc..
>Only lasted a month because of me still being a sperglord and having no experience with women
>Start lifting the feels away, make gains, get ALOT better with girls, looking good instead of somewhat okay
>Fast forward a year or so. Best mate takes me to a bbq of a mate he went to school with.
>Lol she's there too, only saw her once 3 months or so after we broke up
>By now I'm alpha, just go up to her talk a bit etc.
>2 girls swarming me, ex who I started lifting for giing me the stinkeye.
>Pulls me aside, asked what happened to me. "What do you mean?",
>"Well anon how did you get so confident, you used to be nervous around girls, even me"
>Told her she knew all the issues I had in the past and had to get over it first
>Tells me she regrets that I never let her know how it's going with me and thinks about me everyday. See the regret in her eyes. Make up, get together again
Been 6 months now and it's fucking great.. Lifting didn't get her for me, but the confidence I got from it did.
>>34448160
>going back to your ex
anon, that is not being alpha
>Started lifting for Haily
>Continued lifting for me
Haven't seen her since a month after I began, and I've been at it for a year. She may have helped me take the first step but every step after has been for me. I wonder what she will say when she sees me.
Dumbo gf
>>34445839
oh fuck, that's gotta hurt
the redhead girl
I miss her every day u guys :(
>>34445643
Aruna, OP.
Ava
>tfw I intimidated her too much because of me getting hit on in public a lot
>tfw she gets too jealous fast and drops the situation
>tfw can't forget about her
>tfw too beta to ask her out
>tfw she actually had a crush on me back then
>tfw she is now fucking some chad
Why am i such a pussy brehs
I miss her pretty eyes. She's got the most wonderful face and I let it go.
Pic related.
I think about her pretty teeth and how I'd kiss them. Her beautiful unwashed hair and how I'd stroke it.
I honestly don't know why she's so attractive to me and the reasons why I can't let her go. I think it's her personality and her pretty face.
Pic related.
>>34448642
>>34448554
>>34448352
fucking disgusting, what the fuck is wrong with you mongs
Been lifting for years because I love it but that changed recently
>21, 230lb linebacker at college
>had knee surgery prior to the season so I'm stuck in a leg brace
>qt chats me up after class one day, instantly start taking and hanging out every night
>help her with homework, studying, and talking about personal life shit
>catch feels for someone for the first time in two years
>realize yesterday she only ever hits me up for help with homework
>called her out for using me and cut her off
first girl I've caught feelings for in two years, it's shitty but I got cleared to start practicing again. Hopefully that will keep my mind off of her, oh and it's deadlift day
>>34448658
Why? What's disgusting? I think she has the prettiest face and great skin. I think that's what attracted me to her.
This is my ex, she's the one who got away. I get it if you don't like glasses on a girl, but that's hardly disgusting.
Pic related.
>>34448692
Please be bait
>>34448678
>>34448735
Why?
I almost lost my virginity to this girl. There's just something so sexy about her, but I can't put my finger on it. I think it's her eyebrows or maybe her face shape. To me she's perfect and I cry sometimes thinking about how I let this 10/10 slip away.
I dunno, she just has something.
Pic related.
>>34448775
Silicone tits, not even once.
>>34448775
man shes not even a 6 a 5 tops I've let wife material serious wife material get away and I got over it you must be ugly or a manlet there are gorgeous girls everywhere for 6ft tall Aryan men
>>34448831
What are you talking about? She's all natural, that's one of the things I liked most about her. Still like.
Victoria. Forgot about her as soon as I started seeing chest development. Then I fell in love with myself.
>>34448913
>>34448775
>>34448692
>>34448642
>>34448554
>>34448352
fap away brehs
@mrsdenhollander on instagram
>>34449057
Noooo, Please don't do this! She's pure and she's mine! She's such a sweet and natural beauty, please remove your comment, I don't want others to know of her, and I shudder at the thought that they'd defile themselves to her pristine and classy beauty!
>>34445643
Sasha Arezina. She's married now
>>34445643
Her name was Catherine.
We were together for four years, engaged to be married.
My career started floundering, I was having a hard time gaining traction. It was 2009, the economy had been sucked into a black hole, and I lived in the middle of nowhere.
She grew distant when I couldn't make the big bucks straight out of college.
I started running and hitting the gym for my own reasons, and broke it off with her.
I don't miss her. She was a trainwreck. I miss the ability to love people fearlessly. I miss the opportunity. Since leaving her, I've slept with more women than I thought was possible for me. I've caused a car accident as women checked me out. I have a career, a decent amount of respect, and will soon own my own house.
Instead of all that, I'd like to lie next to someone and not believe that they are only with me for what they can get from me.
>>34449257
For her.
>>34446061
For the longest time I've been telling myself "keep running till someone loves you". I now run for me, and I like myself a lot more now.
We're gonna make it.
>>34446686
This is the attitude you need to make it
>>34448692
>I get it if you don't like glasses on a girl, but that's hardly disgusting.
dope kek man, dope kek
Cammy
Holly
That was 3 years ago, couldn't give a fuck about her now. Saw her at a party 6 months ago, made polite conversation for about 2 minutes and proceeded to get drunk with my mates and ignored her the whole night.
Thing is, now I actually have a gf and I don't even know if I want one.
Whenever I go out I get hit on by girls much hotter than her and I feel like a piece of shit when I consider hooking up with them. I never do, but still.
I feel like I'm wasting my youth with one girl and being bored when I could be having one nights stands and not having to do boring couple shit all the time
You were right bros, having a gf isn't making it, but I'm still continuing on eith my journey, even if I can't see an end yet
>>34449472
This are the realest feels.
About to dump my gf because of that.
Being in a relationship feels like a chore right now.
Even if I like my gf and she's hot and all that... The timing is bad.. She's done with school and I'm still pursuing my major with 2 jobs and hockey blablablabla
We're too young to settle down anon.
Dump her, respectfully.
>>34449653
That's the plan, bro.
Even though sometimes I don't want to believe it, it's the truth, and even though it'll hurt her and probably me for a little while, it's for the best.
Goodluck with yours
>>34449730
Good luck to you too Anon.
Lucy
>Monica
>stephanie
Marie
>>34449803
forgot to incl - the title of this thread is so fucking accurate. I was a pathetic faggot I tried and I failed. I'm way above that now. If you lurked or responded in this thread, good luck to you anon. You will make it. I will make it. We Will make it!
>mother: "nigga you need to get your shit str8 and stop playing vidya"
>15 year old me: lol nah playa it's all good"
>momma: "bitch you already training for shot put"
>mua: "yeah sure brah, I will go w/e"
That's basically how it started. Didn't even care about no girls to gym relationship.
emma
melly
>>34449338
I don't understand what you are trying to communicate with this.
>>34445643
Caitlin. It will always be Caitlin. I fucked it up because I wouldn't take care of myself. I'm doing it now babe, I'm so sorry I hurt you.
>>34446058
Oh shit are you from ottawa
>>34449849
That i started lifting for her.
Louise
We were best friends at 15, I got the courage to ask her out and we became bf/gf at 17, lost our v card to eachother, got on well with her family and did everything together.
Eventually as she went to sixth form she became friends with the "popular" set and got into clubbing, drugs etc.. And our relationship went south, she got off with a guy in a tent and swore blind it was rape and I believed her, eventually I found out she was fucking random guys she met in clubs.
Over her now but fuck me /fit/ did it take months of bad feels to get over seeing how she was and what she turned into after 5 years.
>pic related what she sent after she got rumbled
I started because I want to be less shit.
I keep going to be better then Everyone else
>>34450026
good job you got rid of that illiterate woman
>>34445839
damn son you fked up
>>34450026
What kind of job did she never give you?
>>34448155
Holy shit are you me? I bought a treadmill, I have that wallpaper, and I'm a cynical hateful shit who just wants to be a better person
Carmen. She was a girl I was in a "long distance relationship" with for 3 years. Called me fat and gross when we met. I forgot all about her until reading this threat. She was a little petite cutie. She wasn't that hot though. I was only into her because she was going to medical school and I wanted a free ride as Mr Dad. It's been years. I've lost 90lbs since, and dating this black/Columbia mixed chick that lifts with me and has perfect 32D tits. Only reason I continue to lift now is because it compensates for my balding hair ;_;
>>34447067
>pic related
>this post
Jennifer.
Honestly can't wait for the day I bust a nut in her face.
Katya
She will be mine
>>34447927
>>34448331
>>34450084
blind? she looks ugly af
>tfw ran out of whey protein
>tfw ran out of money
WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO IF I TRAIN WILL BE IN VAIN BECAUSE NO GAINS.
>>34445643
>her
>>34445961
she's kinda ugly dude.
way hotter asians out there who aren't painted pigs.
Caitlyn
>all the faggots in my area my area are super fit health freaks
>my two year costco contract hasn't expired yet
Cindy
Not your typical dumb sorority bitch, but a smart, clever, vidya game loving, beautiful chick....and i'll never talk to her again.
I said smart right? Well she was kinda dumb at some things like dropping out of college.
>tfw her birthday was yesterday
>I don't even know if the cell phone number I had of her even works anymore
>still waiting for a reply
>5th Oct 2015
>>34447050
The only right answer
>>34445643
Started lifting because my little brother started lifting. He was much stronger than me even though he was only 15 and I was 20. So I started lifting to compete with my faggot little brother.
>>34447050
I wanna be like Goku and save the world
>>34445643
>Dominica
>tfw you still see her every day
>tfw you still hope that one day she will actually mire
Sofia
>>34450467
a change of scenery might completely change your mind though lol
there are so many women out there
>>34445643
Soocia Ankse T.
Audie Sims
>>34446724
I do it for her man. Once the singularity happens we'll be together forever.
>>34450506
I know, but I don't have other option for now.
>>34450361
Jenner
mio akiyama ;_;
>17
>originally lived with mom, she was overly defensive, confrontational, didn't want me trying to be masculine or anything whatsoever
>got into sports, started working out
>mom and dad were divorced, hated mom
>didn't see her for months
>texted me one day, apparently she had cancer, didn't want to alarm me about it for the longest time
>had to drive 6 hours to see her
>finally saw her in the hospital bed
>completely withered from the cancer, doctor pretty much said she'd have a better chance to learn to fly before she'd recover
>sit down beside mom
>talk to her for a while
>she starts tearing up and squeezes my arm
>"you've gotten so strong, i'm proud of you my sweet boy"
>"maybe soon i'll get better and be able to see you at one of your competitions"
>she died later in the week
>every time i work out i think about getting stronger for her
>i always think if i get that last rep out she'll come back just for a while to see me
Tristian
>>34450677
dude.
>>34450648
I know this feel man, I know it
>>34450677
Your mom sounds like a fucking horrible mother to be honest. Mothers like that raise Elliot Rodgers, Adam Lanzas, etc.
>>34449934
those are some heavy feels
>>34450706
Mio is a solid choice from the K-ons
I prefer Ritsu, but I like Genki-tomboys.
>>34450677
>>34449934
this is too much holy shit
>>34450677
Pls don't be real.
>>34448775
disgusting
>>34446686
This brought me the feels that I needed. Thank you anon
>>34446686
Good shit man. We're all gonna make it.
>>34445643
Probably because I have issues about masculinity and am a narcissist.
>>34447050
fucking agree!
>my inspiration
>>34445643
Kaydence got me started, Goku kept me going
>>34450094
A blow one
Brad
>welcome to /fit/
>>34446058
you look like a guy i kissed when i was drunk
>>34450677
she's watching over you anon
>>34450677
you're gonna make it anon
>>34448913
>>34448775
>>34448692
Confirmed retard. 2/10 for making me respond. Eat shit.
>>34446193
Kek
Clar...
I had to stop lifting because of a wrist injury though.
Gains, her name is gains.
I started because i was a fat autistic loner
Now i am a /fit/ autistic loner, still virgin due to high standards and shitty self confidence
What keeps me going is that i am slowly shifting focus to studying, only lifting like 4-3 times a week maximum. I also have some real friends, even though i have to work hard not to go back into my autistic cocoon
Still virgin
Still no GF
Could probably loose it any day since i look Alpha, but i never try
I was not made for this world anons ... 8 years left until wizardhood ...
>>34450677
Holy shit
Keep lifting anon
>>34445643
Mireia
>>34450677
we're all gonna make it brah
Judy.
I came on here for the first time tonight to find some tips on losing weight, its depressing, my social group are fit as fuck and all dating, im there on my own as this overweight fuck.
I'll get fit for myself more than i will her i suppose. I have no idea where to start
>>34454196
>I have no idea where to start
read the sticky
hit the gym
ask QTDDTOT if you have questions
let's go m8
>What's her name /fit/
Albert
>>34454225
Im ready m8
First time in my life i feel dedicated
Im gonna do this.
Yukio Mishima
>>34454196
>buy a kitchen scale
>http://tdeecalculator.net/
>TDEE - 500kcal (more if you are overweight)
>Add some exercise
anon.forksdown();
>>34445649
oh you poor soul. At least it isn't la-a. Or m'kailah
>>34445643
ZAYNAH
>>34450677
Where is that image from, damn
>>34445643
Madeline.
Hit it long ago.
Love weights/fitness/training now.
Now I do it for me.
>>34445643
I wish I had a name to write here, but I`m too much of a wreck to have any feelings toward other people, neither love nor hatred
Sarah.
Thalia. I don't even know what to think. I honestly thought she was messing with me because she knew that she was out of my league. I thought I was a game to her; that one loser whom she can lead on. I became self-aware of this and decided to stop talking to her, like literally ignore her presence even when its obvious. She didn't say anything and I thought she got bored and moved on. I became happy lifting knowing that I was improving myself and that I was no longer lifting for her. She messaged me the other day. It said "i miss u :(" It was so simple, yet effective. I freaked out. Was she actually serious and not just using me as a random loser to lead on and give herself confidence? Did I seriously ignore her and she thought that I was no longer interested and she went along with it out of confusion and embarrassment? Or did she get bored and wants something to toy with again? Either way, doesn't matter. What I do know is, I lift for me and no one else.
>thanks for reading my blog
Megan
Monique
Maddy
Larisa
>If I had been aesthetic at the points of hooking up with them I would have finally made it.
>>34454432
literally go for it you fag
>>34454432
Its simple bro ask her out, if she says anything but yes, then forget her
>>34454479
>>34454488
Yeah but I see her everyday (a lot of classes together) and it would be so awkward every time I see her. I feel like if I get rejected it would be so embarrassing I could never show my face in public again. I was waiting until FedEx finally ships in my gains, but their delivery is so slow it might take a year or so then I was hoping I would be in her league and ask her out. Fuck it brehs. I think I'm gonna do it. I'll just go simple first and ask for her number.
>lifting for girls
>not being a kissless NEET virign
>>34454432
Was she actually serious and not just using me as a random loser to lead on and give herself confidence? Did I seriously ignore her and she thought that I was no longer interested and she went along with it out of confusion and embarrassment? Or did she get bored and wants something to toy with again?
Neither of those are mutually exclusive.
>>34454582
>I feel like if I get rejected it would be so embarrassing I could never show my face in public again.
lmao what are you 14?
Does anyone have that a name for that song that sounds jazzy but sad?
>I need it brehs
>>34454646
i don't even know why i typed that holy fuck cringe. fuck it i'll ask her number tomorrow. if this thread is still up, i'll let you guys know.
>>34454768
Come on, we both know you'll chicken out as soon as you see her IRL.
Deborah, I truly cared a lot about her and she dropped me without as much as a second thought. I genuinely thought we had a life together. At graduation I saw who she had left me for, some twat with a cheap suit and shitty beard. I was having a great time though, despite her efforts to play mind games with me.
Once I moved back home I started going to the gym again, I was always a skinny fat loser but I was determined to make her rue the day she left me. As time went on I realised she wasn't worth my anger. I realised that there is a much greater cause: to be the best me I can be. Not just at the gym, but in all walks of life. I am becoming the great man my father would have wanted me to be.
I will never look back on the changes I have made. In a way I'm grateful, her fucking me over was the straw that broke the camels back. I'm never going back to the person I used to be. I'm actually happy now. So thanks, Deborah
>>34454432
it's all good bro
>>34448160
lmao bud she just fucked around until she realized you were better than you. Then she came crawling back and you just accepted it? You settled pal, she doesn't like you for you, she likes who you've become.
>>34454910
>thought we had a life together
>before graduation
>>34454910
>thought he'd be with her the rest of his life
>is practically still a sperm
>>34454954
I know right, I was retarded
>>34454674
American football
>Short and fat as a kid
>Start highschool; still short and chubby plays vidya with friends every weekend
>Freshman summer, lose like 20 pounds and grow 5 inches
>Girls stop ignoring me and some of them mire
>Couple of girls approach me, too beta
>Buddy introduces me and girl and I get her number.
>First kiss two months later. Literal peck on lips. Too beta. Get dumped
>Sophomore summer vacation
>Cabins around a lake with another buddy and his family
>Hang around with him, his brother, his cousins and unrelated qts from Boston
>Have known eachother for a few years, everyone is excited that I lost the weight and grew up
>Sexual tension for two weeks
>First real kiss and second base
>Junior year start dicking around with weights with my brother
>Total curlbro, can do pullups for days and have okay abs
>Greater number of girls mire, but still very beta
>Junior summer vacation
>My parents leave me and my 2 older brothers to watch the house while they have a second honey-moon or something
>House-parties, house parties everywhere
>First drinks with my friends and their friends and their friends' friends
>Meet qt senior girl. Nerdy hippy type
>Being drunk for the first time, we hookup
>Get head in the bed of a pickup
>Can't get off, have to go into the bathroom and jerkoff myself cause she's a germophobe or something
>Go with buddy to cabin again, can't hookup with qt because girlfriend
>In relationship for a while
>Bad sex, start to feel like I don't really like her that much
>Probably should avoid relationships with one-night-stands, but consistent tang corrupted my weak teenage mind
>Dump her after a few more months because she wants to take eachother's virginity and I know I shouldn't
>>34455109
>Senior year
>More girls miring
>Still beta fag
>One girl keeps running into me at school, where I worked and such
>Gives note to my buddy with phone number
>Text her something like, "Hi, it's anon"
>Get invited to party
>Show up and she is pretty drunk
>Make out in shed in the backyard
>Walk to my car and get head. She swallows
>Begin relationship. Great idea
>Spend the rest of the night sort of ignoring her and trying to enjoy being sober at this place with 10-20 people I don't know
>Date for a couple years
>Mostly just sex and going to parties
>Not much substance. Almost like the whole basis of our relationship was getting jerked off by some girl I didn't even know at all. Sounds familiar
>Still, develop feelings for her
>Senior year summer vacation
>Parents on vacation
>House party
>Invite her, her friends, and my friends along with brothers' older friends who get us booze
>We decide to have sex
>Both virgins. Where is hole, how do condom, we're on the floor because one of my friends passed out on my bed
>Virginities lost
>Leave for college, only see eachother a couple times a month
>Usually just sex and then go for a hike or eat some food
>Come back from college and transfer to another school and decide to commute so I can see her more
>Still only see her once a week because school and my job
>Relationship is going nowhere as a result
>After a year of this, I can't get hard with her anymore
>Don't know why. Serious strain on relationship because we both think it is our own fault
>Breakups and getting back together. Relationship is on the rocks
>Eventually we have a nasty breakup and decide we are both done. Fuck you, fuck me you're an asshole weirdo etc.
>>34455131
>Freshman year summer
>I regret it a bit, but friends and my brothers tell me I'm a good looking guy and I can do better if I really wanted etc.
>I am still beta
>Stick a letter in her mailbox apologizing and explaining how I felt and why I said the things I did
>Couple days later get a text message from her
>"I was raped.'"
>I don't believe her, so I say, "If you had sex with someone else that's all right, don't lie though."
>It happened at a party where she didn't really know that many people.
>See pictures of her with bruises on her face and hips
>Some fat degenerate spic did it. Not enough evidence to convict.
>He ended up getting picked up for assault like a year later in the next town over. Real fuckup
>I am heartbroken and I just want to see her and never let go of her
>She lets me see her, but we can't get back together because things have changed and she can't trust anyone
>We break contact because I can't handle just being friend's with her. So I am a bit contradictory there.
>>34455142
>Sophomore year starts
>Go on facebook again after deactivating my accound
>See her relationship status as in a relationship with some bro-looking dude
>Sent her a message basically saying it was a really hurtful thing to see and deactivated my facebook once again so I wouldn't need to see it anymore
>Start lifting weights more seriously, discover /fit/ and read the sticky.
>At this point, zyzz is dead, but his spirit still haunts the board
>Make decent gains, but shitty form and still weak by most standards and hardgainer. 6 feet tall and 150 pounds
>Really good at running, though
>Fall into bad depression
>Going to the gym is the only thing I enjoy
>Cry a lot
>Sophomore summer
>Move out of parents into house with my older brother and one of his friends
>Squat rack and bench press in basement
>Make pretty good gains, weigh 10 or 15 pounds heavier with a higher bodyfat% and I am strong by average standards
>Nofap for a few months
>Start to try to talk to girls at work
>After a couple months I blow it with the girl I was working on. She was probably a little old for me, like 24 or 25 years old to my 21 years I would wager.
>I am still immature and pretty beta
>But progressing
>Sign up for summer class at local college
>See ex-girlfriend there and have a panic attack
>Look at walls of the library I was in and there a rape statistics hanging all around
>Need to leave the building immediately
>One or two weeks later, see her and her mom in the place I work
>Lock eyes, immediate panic attack
>Go straight to back room and breathe heavily and sweat for 10 minutes
>>34450712
this.
my mother's very much alive but she told me i was a mistake 'cause i wasnt born a girl and then cheated on my dad for a old dude with money.
pretty much hate women now, still attracted to them but damn, kinda wish i was gay just so i wouldnt have to deal with them
I almost forgot her name. It's Sydney. I hope she's doing at least half as good as I am right now.
>>34455149
>Junior year starts
>Gains slowing down as I become more and more depressed
>Cry all the time. On most days I will cry from something insignificant
>Think about what happened to her and blame myself more and more for what happened to her
>What kind of man am I that this happened to her
>Go to see a therapist about it
>After the second session I stop because he actually helped me to see that it wasn't my fault it happened
>Still pretty depressed, but intent to get better on my own
>Gains have plateaued. 6'00" 175 pounds. Squat 200 pounds 5x5, Deadlift 225 1x5, Bench 170 3x5, Seated press 145
>Start failing out of classes at school
>Go to friend's house for a party with some of our old buddies from highschool
>Ex's sister shows up (they are spitting images of eachother even though sister is a year older)
>Down one shot after another
>Get stupid fucking drunk, probably took 6 shots in a row
>Drive home drunk, pulling over to puke periodically
>Summer senior year
>Lose my job
>Move back in with parents
>No more gym, hate my life
>Hate school except for occasionally using the gym there
>Depression intensifies
>Ex-girlfriend texts me out of the blue being really friendly
>Apologizes for breakup and we both sort of reconcile that we were both pretty stupid
>She invites me to my friend's house again because he and his sister are having some people over.
>I go and she doesn't show up. We play some vidya while my buddies sister and her friend smoke some weed
>Like a week later, same deal
>Show up with a 6-pack, she doesn't show up so I crash there
>Friend throws a big party. Naturally she shows up this time
>>34455169
>She is hanging off of me, touching me on my side and my face and my hair
>I am a beta and even though everything that I've wanted for years is right there, I am too stupid and cold to realize it
>We go outside and I sit down in a lawn chair because I am really tired (new job)
>She sits on the arm of the chair and is complaining about how her boyfriend is basically a deadbeat and she pays for everything and this and that
>Put my arm around her and get butterflies
>Then we sort of go seperate ways and I hang around my friends for the rest of the party and she is with hers. I think she went home whereas I crashed there
>Another party a couple weeks later
>We have been occasionally texting. She send me pictures of her new dog and talks about it a lot
>She comes with a lot of her friends this time and it's hard for me to talk with her
>Feel really awkward and lonesome even with all these people I used to be friends with
>I think I blew it
>She goes to sleep really early
>I get way too fucking drunk and filled with regret
>Drive away from party, go take a walk into the woods and sleep outside with a sleeping bag
>School year starts again, haven't heard from her since
>Feel shitty and depressed
>Failing classes. GPA is now 2.5 where I used to get like a 3.5
>See her sister around new year's and wish her a happy one. Overall very awkward and try to get away ASAP
>Feel shitty and depressed. Start an internship
>Part time job plus internship plus school = blow it all three
>No time for gym either. Smoking cigarettes now.
>Quit the cigarettes when I go for a run and can't even go a mile
>Start running again, have to quit internship and still fail my classes
>Deadend job working with Mexicans for minimum wage and totally disenchanted with school
>Pretty much want to die, but don't want to kill myself. Wish I didn't exist
>I hate my life, I hate my family, but most of all I hate myself
>>34455180
>Summer comes by
>Running 5km without a problem anymore
>Run into ex and her sister walking their doge (literally)
>They sort of mire and I manage to not spill my spaghetti
>Haven't heard from them since
I am failing my classes again and I'm dropping out. I own my own place now and I'm quitting my job and getting a part-time job at a warehouse. I'm basically becoming a shut-in and trying to start to lift and get my shit together. I'm pretty much alone and I've been depressed for the better part of like 3 years. I have nothing really going for me because I can't finish school. Even though I have like 10 classes to go, I just can't. There is a huge disparity between doing what the job is and what I'm learning and it is too tough to handle.
I'm basically a huge fuckup and I keep thinking, "Maybe when I get hyooge things will change for me."
>>34446058
where did you get that shirt
>>34449832
tbh thats pretty piss Fam not smh
>>34445643
Tamar, I've known her since December of 2013, every time I talk with her after some time of not doing so she asks me if I still lift, which I do but it doesn't show because of poor diet.
>tfw never going to make it.
the person that keeps me motivated is on any mirror that i see
Pic related
>>34455109
>>34455131
>>34455142
>>34455149
>>34455169
>>34455180
>>34455187
You can't seriously expect anyone to read that.
>>34445643
Because of her, I need a new point character in marvel and I'll never be able to enjoy anything darkstalkers related ever again.
>>34455413
Autism.
>>34455187
Why don't you go back to the fucking therapist?
Jemina
i called her "dave" because neither of us liked her first name
i can still see her smile
>>34455480
>>34455501
I can still remember the smell of her hair. [spoiler]It's been 3 years.[/spoiler]
Jill. She cheated on me; mostly over her now. I now lift to transcend all human emotions and improve my own quality of life.
>>34455543
I just hoped I could get ripped while my ex got fatter
Not even karma because I dumped her, just want some salt on the wound
>>34446030
iktfb
>started lifting for self-esteem
>continue lifting for Laura
Sigh.
Started lifting and eating big to impress this girl named Frankie and she never even noticed. Instead the skinny nice kid started talking to her and they became good friends and always sat together. Now I'm alone with my gains and autism
>>34445643
Kiane. I still love her. It hurts.
>>34450026
That letter is super insincere. Fuck man I have a text that's like a page long that breaks my heart every time I read it.. I'd post it but there's names in it and I'm on my phone.
But even though the message breaks my heart she still cheated.. So fuck her, told her to jump off a cliff
>>34455746
Same. My ex is getting fatter by the day. She always posts pics of how "awesome" she is when hungover. Multiple pics of her slamming beers like nothing and chowing shit food. Meanwhile I'm down almost 60 lbs. feels good man.
>>34445649
Khajiit has wares if you have coin.
I take it you didn't have the coin?
Katie.
> date for two and a half years
> first serious relationship ever
> pour my heart out at to this girl
> think she's going to help me find happiness and inner peace
> she can't because that's not what a girlfriend is there for
> relationship gets worse and wrose
> too in love with her to end it
> she finally breaks it off
> cry, drink, smoke, cut myself for two months
> go to the gym initially to do cardio because it's supposed to help with depression
> get into lifting
> realize that the only way to be happy is to improve myself constantly
> mfw happy on some level that she broke things off so that I could get into lifting
>>34450380
>SHE'S DIFFERENT GUISE I SWEAR
Kek
Her name is masha and were together for four years and now she wants me back but I am too scared to recommit. She is qt as fuck and I still love her but she started getting crazy as fuck at the end of our relationship and started throwing shit at me during fights and using the full force of her 45 kilo frame to try and beat me up which was actually kinda cute in retrospect. Get bored by other girls tbh.
Idk what to do brehs
Cecilia
>bunch of red flags but didnt care because kissless virgin 23 yo
>told me not to fall in love with her
>keep everything between us a secret
>didnt have common interests, hated his favorite singer to be honest
>party gurl
>too pretty for a 4/10 like me
>used me as a napkin for her tears
>got out of a 2 year relationship when we started fooling around
>friends didnt like her
>pothead
I know better now, lost 50 pounds through diet and recovered 10 by lifting, enjoying my noob gains right now. Just realized I didn't think about her yesterday, when some months ago I used to wake up at 4 in the morning waiting for her call. I thank her tho, I managed to lose my v card, approach women without fear and take care pf my appearance. Also it stopped the rumours of me being gay, because I told everyone about everything between us, kek.
/blog
>>34456108
>keep everything between us a secret
Man she was embarrassed to be seen with you
>>34456108
>Cecilia
>hated his favorite singer to be honest
>>34456108
>keep everything between us a secret
Define this. If it means what I think it means, you should've dumped her right there and then.
>>34456406
>>34456267
We were close friends for three years through uni; we also had the same group of friends. We became very close towards her break up, talking and texting all day, but I didn't think anything about it until she told everyone she was single again. Two weeks after she told us this we started kissing and shit. It was a secret to our group of friends, we still had a lot of dates and handholding so I doubt she was embarrased of being seen with me.
>>34456573
Never be the rebound guy to a girl you're friends with.
>>34456600
I know better now, I tried to salvage our friendship after those ten months but she just didn't want to talk so I stopped begging after two texts. But seriously, what did you expect of a 23 yo kv?
Paige
>Be 2013
>Go to pet store to by leopard geck-bro crickets
>There she is lads (inb4 it's her job to be nice)
>She rings me up and we make brief small talk
>This happens for a few weeks
>Know somewhat about her and felt a little vibe because she would giggle even when I wasn't telling jokes
>Didn't want to ask her out because she was out of my league and knew it was like a 5% chance she'd say yeah
>"If I get ripped I'll have a better chance"
>Fast forward to the end of summer, I've broken out of Auschwitz and am now just a skinny skelly
>"I can't tonight, but you can ask me again the next time you see me...?" with a weird half smile shrug
>Just laughed, said ok, and walked away
>Never asked her out again (she got a bf a month or two later. Went on and off for about a year)
>Was really awkward when we saw each other after that
>Our small talk turned into us saying nothing and avoiding eye contact
>Eventually started talking again and things were ok
I read things wrong I guess, but i'll never know since I never asked her out again. My friend had her on twitter and I he showed me the messages one day. The first was about a week or two before I asked her out and said "this guy flirts with me every time he comes in, but we're both too nervous to do anything about it. FML" and the second was "a guy asked me out at work today :)" both were posted around the same time as I went (I went on the same day and time every week since I'd go after work)
If anyone has ever seen the gifs of some girl name thatspecialsweets, she looks exactly like her, except slightly larger tits
Thanks for reading my blog, I needed to say that tbh fam
Camille
met in 6th grade, started dating in 8th and we broke up 2 months into our freshman year of college (this year)
I treated her like shit, I would always pick partying and smoking over her up until senior year then we completely cut our friends out and it was only us for about 6 months. greatest times of my life happened in those 6 months then she joins a sorority, we barely see each other and she breaks up with me for wanting to see her more than once a week. I started lifting for her ~15 months ago and now i lift for the feels. I want her back so fucking much but she's already talking to guys that had been hitting on her all through high school, I hate everything /fit/ but somehow you fuckers have made me hold on for the last couple of weeks and I can't be more grateful to have stumbled upon this Mexican piñata drawing forum
She was (and still is) my High School innocent love. We pretended to study together alone in her room for the upcoming exams, when in reality we fucked like rabbits. She had an innocent look upon her face, and so did I. We both cherished our love together. We both acted stupid, laughing out of the blue at the most plain situations. I had no worries back then, except of when we were to meet again.
I fucking hate dreams. More importantly, I hate how this could of happened to me.
tl;dr
> Gorgeous, cute, beautiful girl liked me during my Junior&Senior year in high school
> Didn't do anything
>pic somehow related, she literally looked like her (hence me saving this picture right when I fucking saw it; I honestly thought it was her at first).
>>34445643
Craig.
What a bunch of fucking losers
>> the queen
Andrea.
My dong and my love got her through medschool. I dumped her when my dad had a stroke and moved back home to take care of things because I didn't want her to follow me and waste her potential. She's on her way to becoming a neurosurgeon, at least she remembers me fondly.
>>34445719
>>34446165
seriously wow. Seriousl you need to find better women. I get it you're damaged, your women don't need to be.
>>34456976
So fucking NOTHING happened, and she's "the one"?
Wtf? How autismo are you?
>>34448160
Rookie mistake Nigga.
Seems you didn't learn shit
There is no single girl, just a myriad of girls who were more interested in my autistic brother or a plethora of girls pondering how I am still single considering how nice I am.
>>34445643
Her name is "Not-Waking-Up-And-Hating-Yourself".
It's a family name.
>>34457637
Damn fam
>>34445643
Martine
I kind of hope I never see her again.
>>34445839
she has that typical whore face.
Bet she sucked off a lot of nigger dicks between those 4 years
Cassiah. Fuck that bitch
Kendall :(
>>34455363
guy poured his soul, tbh I didn't read it either. Couldn't get past the second box.
Seriously fucking boring.
Now I kind of feel bad, but im guessing at the end theres some glimmer of "oh well he will eventually make it" (I scrolled up and read the ending).
Hes going into cocoon mode. Get your shit together. School isn't for everyone. Find something you want to do and it'll ease the pain of existence.
Current dropout, decent entrepreneur. I work like crazy but I own it.
>>34455903
Im guessing its super sincere, your text that you got.
Get over yourself. shes only human. At least that insincere letter had her put effort into handwriting shit.
>no one handwrites shit no mo
>>34448160
you are doing a HUGE mistake anon.
Exs belong in the past. You never go back with them .
>>34450677
;_;
Destenie
Now I lift for me, though. I'm pretty okay with that.
>>34450677
your mother was a horrible mother. She does not deserve the attention you are giving her.
She wanted you to fail in life . You got out of her grasp and become the man you are today.
She tried to make you into a loser.
![12074693_833511103429353_6948044737792941917_n[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/xjXufWy.jpg "12074693_833511103429353_6948044737792941917_n[1].jpg")
>>34457928
p-pic related
>tfw she took my virginity and I lied saying I wasn't one
>was obvious I had no idea what I was doing in bed
>She went back to her ex and I flipped shit because I caught feels even tho we were only talking for a few weeks
>regret flipping shit because I was kind of an asshole
>she blocks me from everything
>try to apologize
>doesn't work
>that was 4 months ago
>look in the mirror now
>best shape of my life, finally have a real adult job and not a shitty retail/grocery one
>can finally plan to move out of my mom's house and out on my own
>would still smash though
I think about her every day still, to remind myself of the mistakes I made and how much better I am now than I was then.
we're all gonna make it brahs
>>34457975
>Destenie
it was doomed from the get go m8. it's such a stripper tier name
>>34457954
sad mommy issue faggot spotted
>>34457713
V-very
;_; pls no bully
>>34457984
she didn't choose her name, anon
but i understand what you mean, i had to tell my friends she wasn't like that as soon as i dropped her name
>>34445643
Ewelina
