Sum up the past month of your life with a /co/ related image
>furshit
Go back to /trash/ and stay go
>>84315218
it's funny how people call cheap thrills furry trash when it's the least furry comic out there
>>84315190
Anyone who posts anything other than this is lying.
>>84315652
>filename
>not /trash/
C'mon
I has begun what I call the July madness, it comes afte the June madness and precedes the August madness
I've been fucking up a lot at work. I am really trying my best.
Death can't possibly be that bad.
>>84315277
It's not though. Literally any non-furry comic is less furry than cheap thrills. Pick any comic without furry characters. Any of them, That's less furry.
I'm one of the "other" contestants. and the game is life
>>84316140
I been there anon. I been there.
It's no the end of my life,but you can see it from here.
>>84317432
But who's Batman in this analogy?
>>84318141
Big Pharma
Been running away from stuff for the past years actually
Moved to Houston, met people that knew me in other town I hated.
>>84315652
I like how you post this literally every chance you get.
can't stop jackin'
>girlfriend spending time in what I assume to be a mental wellness center
>brother's fiancée and her entire side of the family hate me
>brother running out of reasons to defend me
>live with him only by default, feel dead inside living here
>moped I've put upwards of a grand into just barely gets me place to place
>spend all my time working a gas station clerk job
>smoke weed just to not feel like shit
>no idea how long gf will be up north in center
>friends all work on my days off
>no way to talk to gf
Living the dream.
>>84318541
>>84316140
Same here. Its gotten to the point where my coworkers think a lot less of me know and think im just an incompetent idiot.
>>84318541
Wow you actually have a gf? Nice.
>>84316824
You've been watching a lot of movies? That's cool, anon.
That's how I've lived most of my life and I hate myself for that.
>>84318656
It would beif she was ever around.
I have been absolutely wallowing in self-hatred lately and I think it's time I address it with my therapist in a more direct manner
>>84318722at least she existed
The past 24 years and 9 months
>Night Guard, Endless Work and substandard pay.
But otherwise, meh.
There's a good amount of important things I need to do before doing the things I really enjoy most are even an option, but they're pretty hard, even if they only take about a few hours a day for a couple days.
So what's my solution? Do NOTHING at all, passing the days away with surfing the web and napping as literally my only forms of entertainment because I'm too much of a lazy bum to just get down to work and end this eternal monotony.
But other than that, can't complain.
At least it felt like this when it briefly went off rails
>>84318741
With all the long spells of no contact, I wouldn't be surprised if I just hallucinated her.I mean, I know she's real because everything else in my life has been so superficial, it doesn't seem real. I deal with an endless stream of NPC's and spam on a nigh daily basis. Everything's simulated, it's all a poorly-written play. And there's no possibility of someone as perfect as her being pre-fabricated.
I'm planning a proposal in August to my best friend, the woman I love.
>>84319045
>men still want to get married in 2016 despite the cons outweighing the pros
Good luck I guess
>>84319023
Yous skirtin' dah line wit dat one, yuh dirty Grot!
>>84315190
I've had a terrible wracking cough for the last 3-4 weeks, had a chest X-ray done today and TB test results will come in tomorrow. I don't feel motivated to get my skinny ass up and work out, and I avoid going to bed each night because I know I'll start coughing violently for up to an hour straight.
I opened a steam account
>>84318363
It's a commitment.
>>84318964
That's sweet in a depressing way. Hope it works out for you anon. Also >brother's fiancee's family
so, people who don't matter then?
![[Faith in God waning].gif](https://i.imgur.com/svkF2jx.gif "[Faith in God waning].gif")
>>84315190
I miss Cheap Thrills. Habits better be coming back as well.
>>84315190
>>84318541
Aw, I'm sorry, anon. I hope things get better for you soon.
>>84318738
if for no other reason, love yourself so that you'll be able to love others
>>84319045
good luck, anon
>>84319606
get well soon, anon
I will sum up the next month instead
>>84315652
Damit beat me to it
Ok let me go find something to sum up the last month then
I havent left my room in years
>>84318541
I understand it's hard but trust me in the long run you will be better off without the marijuana.
I don't have any suggestions for your other problems sadly
>>84320735
Not possible
>>84320971
>he doesn't pay his bills entirely online
>he doesn't buy food entirely online
>he doesn't find all the entertainment he could ever want online
Completely possible if you have enough money.
>>84315190
>>84316140
Oh man. I remember when we got our bee supervisor and I spent a whole month just straight fucking up. The worst part is that I had the most experience out of anyone and had recently applied for the same management position before they decided to bring someone from outside in. It didn't help that other employees were coming to me before they talked to the manager, which made them think I was trying to undermine them.
In the end, I just needed a vacation. Came back refreshed and things got better.
>>84321015
I kind of meant it was not possible for someone's life to be this void.
>>84315218
nigga were do you think you are?
I'm actually having a really good time. Works been great. 4th of July was underwhelming compared to last year's due to the fact that I spent it with family instead of friends, but other than that it's pretty good.
>>84318541
This one may suit you better.
You can move to a state with legal weed at least. Also, vote Clinton because Trump is kind of traumatized by his brother dying and won't touch any drug or alcohol so dude will probably crack down on it.
Every time I deal with one problem I get two more and something I previously thought dealt with pops back up.
But whatever, keep plugging away and keep dealing with shit.
But the lack of sleep is literally killing me.
>>84318480
you have the power brother, you are your own master
>>84318141
He'sPagliacci
Pretty much
I've stopped masturbating to be productive.
>>84320359
true. both comics are pretty emotional but cheap thrills did it better for me imo
This doesn't so much as sum up the month as much as I hope it sums up how I hope to be soon...
>>84322667
Pretty sure high libido would distract you and cause you to be less productive in terms of actual work.
Unless you mean towards goals of sexual/romantic conquest.
>>84322983
>Unless you mean towards goals of sexual/romantic conquest.
That as well, but for too long I've been going "Hey, I should really... nah, I'll just jack it." Not just productive, but also doing literally anything else, like work on my backlog of comics/games/movies.
I share too much in common with womp
>>84322983
some of these life fails actually spend enough time whacking it that it displaces significant amount of daily life.
>Finally stopped living off FAFSA and got a fucking job
>Dishwasher, full time
>Suddenly I'm spending all my time working, sleeping, or dreading work
>>84323090
Exactly. That's why I stopped.
I feel like I'm a dog in heat, I just want to fuck something. But I am way to deep in the closet.
One day soon I'm going to walk out into the woods and shoot myself in the head.
>>84323092
>dishwasher
Is it high paced? It's like all im qualified for but I'm not a fast worker.
I actually hate myself less than i did a year ago.
Last year i wanted to an hero, now things are looking up.
Not what I was looking for but close enough.
>>84323261
I thought of that but than I'm more angry at people who do terrible things to others and I decided if my time came I rather go down with a demon in a headlock as I ride it straight to hel.
>>84315190
>>84318136
You'll be okay, anon.
>>84318480
Mostly dealing with summer course at my art school because I almost flunked do to being kinda depressed. I'm in a better place now. The only thing I dread is having to wake up at 5 am to hit the 6:30 train to the city to go to school.
>haven't see anyone in months
>I don't know if I really have friends
>I'm depressed
>no self esteem or confidence
>I'll maybe go study abroad for a semester if nothing goes wrong
>I hope this trip changes me and make me a better person
>>84323685
How so
>>84323638
Kinda. A couple times the other dishwashers have called me out for taking too long spraying down plates before loading them into the machine and stuff like that. I mostly close, though, and nights are way slower than mornings, so I can get away with being a little lazy for now.
Honestly, though, most entry level no-experience jobs are gonna be like that; menial shit that they want done fast. You're not gonna find anything that calls out for the slow-yet-steady approach, so your best option is probably to lie out your ass, tell them your an energetic worker, and push yourself to live up to that lie. It'll be tough, but it'll but money on your pocket and give you some kind of work experience to put down when the time comes to get a better job down the road.
>have done nothing but go to work, lay in bed, and the occasional trip to Kroger for the past few months
>oh and shitpost on /co/
>>84323883
Last year i lived in a city with a costly apartment, hated my job, the job also didn't give me enough money, never got more hours despite asking several times. My education gave me nothing, no college i applied for took me in.
Until last year that is.
I am now in a college, studying to become an illustrator. Quit my job, moved to another town. It's been a year now, even got a job for the summer so i can afford another year with my current apartment while i study. Got closer to my friends. Last time i meet my parents they said even my voice sounds more perky now.
I'm still shit at motivating myself to do things, i should be drawing right now actually, but that's the only thing holding me down for the moment.
How you doing?
>>84323934
Thanks for the info, anon. Guess I'll learn to roll up my sleeves and get movin when I score one of those menial jobs.
>>84319023
>>84319135
>mfw seeing dawn of war 3 gameplay
>Anon what's wrong you look down
>Nothing's wrong
>Come on anon I can tell you look down you look pretty sad
>Oh okay, well lately I've been feeling pretty down because...
>GEEZE ANON what are you depressed? What do you have to be depressed about?? Seriously I can't deal with you anon right now
i have been thinking about how negative this threads always are and i just worked out why.
its just a lot easier to sum up when things are going shit then when there not
i probably dident help by coping out and just using the trash image while my workplace is under renovation
>>84324260
>i have been thinking about how negative this threads always are and i just worked out why.
Because life is mostly bad with little bits of good sprinkled in every now and then. If you're lucky, the good is strong or frequent enough to make it worth all the bad. If you're not, then you take a trip down to the old suicide forest.
>>84324277
>Just now figured out life is terrible 90% of the time
You need to be 18 to post here
My friends've been asking if I'm feelin ok lately. Worst part is that I honesly feel alright and it's bumming me out they keep asking. I appreciate they care but man I don't like smiling all day and I'm not gonna feign interest. Like I feel bad for making them feel worried over me and at the same time fear when I do want/need their hand they'll ignore me because "oh he said he's fine"
Sorry for ranting. Good morning, I'm goin to sleep.
>>84324365
Where did I imply I just figured it out? I realised it a long time ago.
>>84324277
>>84324365
first world problems
>>84324365
>reading comprehension
>>84324260
It's because of this
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Negativity_bias
Regardless of how good your life is, you'll naturally focus on the bad just because it's bad.
>>84324387
>fear when I do want/need their hand they'll ignore me because "oh he said he's fine"
tis a problem yeah
>>84315190
Being homeless in Florida summer is a bitch.
But last weekend a local church had breakfast. Bacon, eggs, pancakes...and God help me real butter. I haven't had real butter in 3 months.
>>84324444
Worth it to see an entire nation of butthurt krauts. I'd do it again.
>>84324434
yeah that to
but it is still easier to describe good which leaves only the rare cases when you can find something that fits your specific circumstances unrelated to happiness or sadness
>>84324434
That's a long-winded way of saying the grass is always greener
>>84324450
How are you on 4chan?
>>84324444
>mfw
>>84324450
Ha. All these purely negative posts. Go fig the homeless guy is the one who throws in the tidbit about some good in the bad.
>>84324491
>Library
>Internet Cafe
>shitty phone
>>84324517
Great taste in comics too
Hope things work out for you man
>>84324491
I have a nook tablet I read comics on and use library WiFi. Also a Wal-Mart smart phone which I'm on now.
Carry overs from my pre homeless days that have luckily not yet been stolen. As long as I can read comics I can survive. Thank God for libgen and storytime and win-o threads. You guys don't know how much your the only thing keeping me sane and off spice and booze.
>>84324457
>I fucked my country to make the krauts le butthurt lel
You have a Iago-tier inferiority complex
>>84323992
Don't worry that much about motivation. I'd suggest you just start a schedule and try to stick to it, doing something regardless of how you're feeling. Start off small too.
Take it from me, if you're feeling awful about how your art looks, do it anyway. It beats not doing anything, and you'll feel better about it.
Stay mad Hans
Just keep swimming, anons.
>>84318541
Stop smoking weed. It makes you more tired all the time and less motivated. When you're doing well in life and stable, then you can afford to smoke.
>>84324581
The flames from the burning EU will keep me warm when I'm living on the streets, fist fighting Her Majesty for a tin of old biscuits
Family has been getting on my nerves real bad lately.
>>84324665
Memes will destroy the world.
>>84324688
Kojima was right
>>84324729
>>84324557
>You guys don't know how much your the only thing keeping me sane and off spice and booze.
aww that makes me fill all nice inside
>>84324586
It's not that i think that i t looks awful. One of the thing that i did during my depression was to postpone fucking everything until it all fell over me. Art included.
But yes, you can't just 'wait' for inspiration. You need to force that shit out and eventually it'll look good.
Just need to get off my lazy ass and be productive.
>>84324557
> that have luckily not yet been stolen.
I'd be scared waking up everyday that they're gone
They'd basically the only thing keeping you from being a crazy homeless person
Had to deal with my family
>>84324444
Oh man
>>84324557
Shit son I didnt realize spice was still around
Been enjoying a lot of MDMA lately
>>84324387
It must be awful to hate friends asking if you are okay, especially when it's the case.
God I can't relate to you at all
>>84323274
Seconded
>get gf a little while ago
>things are going fucking amazing, fall for each other harder than we've fallen for anyone else
>she moves back to the UK
>I ask if she'd want me to move over there as well while she finishes her last year of school
>she enthusiastically agrees
>finally get to england after 6 weeks of waiting
>first day is amazing, so is the first night
>after that she quickly falls into a depression and gets snappy and angry with me all the time
>it all reaches a boiling point a week after I get to england, she drunkenly breaks up with me saying she can't do it anymore
>ask her if she ever considered breaking up with me before I got to england and she says no
>she literally just fell out of love with me within 2 days
>get a flight back home the next day, feeling numb and destroyed
>now I'm back home with my parents, with nothing to do and no friends to hang out with
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I can only assume it's going to get worse
>>84324144
talking rarely gets anywhere unless your friends happen to be therapists. When they ask if anything is wrong say no and then suggest you do things with them to pick yourself up.
Except I didn't win an award.
>>84327259
>bojack horseman season 4 preview
>>84324557
Hang in there man, do your hardest to get out of that run.
>>84315190
>made an error in FAFSA
>school wouldn't give me money
>fixed everything, now have to wait if they can give me anything
>everyday I think that I may have just put my family into debt
>>84327879
it your debt dumbass, you are a big boy now.
>>84327907
True. Doesn't help.
>>84326907
you've hit rock bottom.
there's nowhere to go but up.
>>84318541
Dump the girl, Ditch the weed, get a warehouse job, go to the gym, and save your goddamn money man.
Just nickel and dime it until you can get a studio apartment and focus on yourself for a while.
>>84328126
>go to the gym
Fuck that, just buy some weights and do it at home.
>>84318715
If he's been watching a lot of movies, he probably has toreturn some video tapes
>>84315190
life has been fucking me in the ass this whole month so much that I've just kind of given up.
although yesterday was pretty damn fun and just what I needed
Life is alright, but I've been really angry for some reason.
>>84322667
how you know when you are not productive cus the masturbation than other things ??
i usually am like "i want to play/ watch x, but first a fap"
then i lose interest
and that pisses me off
>>84328126
Warehouse job is too fukin boring.
Stacking boxes and putting stickers on them is a shit way to live senpai
>>84323200
Gays are usually dtf
