I can relate to your situation.
What's your diet like?
Do you drink enough water?
How often do you exercise?
How often do you lurk internet message boards?

Is there something deep down inside you feel you want??

>>16796590

>What's your diet like?
I usually eat enough, not as many healthy things but I always try to remember that.

>Do you drink enough water?
I don't think so. I drink a huge amount of liquids but water is less than half of them (Maybe 35% of the liquids i drink in a day is pure water)

>How often do you exercise?
I don't think if that counts, but i practice Cycling and Skateboarding almost every day that I have time.

I've got a severe sciatic nerve problem btw, so i can't go to the gym anymore and train my legs.

>How often do you lurk internet message boards?
Every time i feel like that actually. I don't find any reason to do something else so i get in 4chan to see if something happens. It never does.

However as i feel like shit if i go out in these times, i think there's nothing i can do.

>Is there something deep down inside you feel you want??
Deep inside my mind i feel that there's something, but i don't know what it can be. Maybe i'll punch myself later so i can discover it.

I'm already doing drum classes, skateboarding, so my mainly hobbies are already ok. I've had a relationship and broke up because it was too much bullshit and i don't think i need that. For the rest, i only want to find a way in my life.

>>16796543
Your mind needs rest. Find some refuge in yourself.

I felt this too.

I would give up, smoke up, and skip school for a week.