>>16774870
I've always been insanely jealous. In high school I beat up my high school sweetheart's exgirlfriend because she asked him out, but he even said no and he was with me. I fought another girl for kissing a boy I liked at a beach party.

I got a little older and I stopped fighting people. But I'd still get insanely jealous of my boyfriend's female friends and ex's. One of his friends seemed to feed off of my jealousy. I've been in a relationship with this guy for five years. I've just found ways to release it without possibly going to jail or destroying my relationship. Eventually, I started thinking/believing and telling my boyfriend on occasion, that if he ever cheats on me, that's on him because he's not going to find a low-maintenance, high sex driven, good looking submissive female like me that will cook foods for him and drive over 30 minutes a day to bring him lunch at work. So he needs to appreciate it.

>>16774889
This is kinda how I feel it'll go down. I'll always be as jealous, I'll just have a better handle how I physically react to it. I'll feel just as shit, only difference is less people will know.
What's the point really if that's all it amounts to?

>>16774870
You can be anything you want when you grow up.

>>16774870
You never stop being jealous; you just cotrol your actions better.

Hopefully