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Guy with a severe lack of self-confidence here, which is justified to some degree.
I'm shorter than average. Skinny no muscle. Incredibly pale. Apparently a good looking face according to my friends girlfriends so not so sure about that. Hair that looks good and bad.
Thanks to rough early teenage ears sociably retarded but not 100% autismal, just imagine meeting me on the buss and only bring up school and stuff. Not the case with close friends, but even those ive known for many years i always resort to mutual schoolwork/games/whatever.

My friend and his gf have made this 10/10 (imo) very interested in me. She lives 2 hours away though. And our only communication with each other is via snapchat. Been sending me every day recently and I try to asnwer as well as possible. Declined an invite to her friends new years party last night. Now I believe people have painted a false image of me to her. And frankly I cringe whenever I see the message light because I would rather be more comfortable not having to worry about that stuff. Got an unopened one atm.

Though my common sense and experience of escapism tells me to not let something like this slip by. But I just do not know how to handle it all. The main concern ofc is the social ability which I lack. The thought of meeting her friends, and her for that matter, whom I do not know frightens me. I just do not see a situation where I would be able to handle it. Plus my friends once drew the parrallel of her being intense drum 'n' base while im some slow jazz, if that adds to the picture.

After meeting her once real quick when I was sick etc she had told our mutual friend I was boring. But they reignited the interest oddly. Apparently shes made jokes about sending me nudes to said friend etc.

Now I guess it isnt about the girl, but rather how I would go about as the kind of person I am. And I would only look upon a failed chance with regret in the future.