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2016-01-01 02:34:43 Post No. 16627598
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2016-01-01 02:34:43
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I'm 24 and I fucking hate coming home to my parents house for holidays and whatever. It always sucks, every time, ever since I was a kid. I remember realizing this when I was like 8. No one in my entire family get along at all.
I love them and wish things were better but I honestly think it's irreparable at this point and that everyone is torturing themselves by keeping in contact with each other and trying to make this family into something it isn't.
No one's abusive or anything but me and my siblings just don't give a shit about each other and my parents get into heated arguments over the most retarded shit ever (for example, my mom was making my dad a sandwich earlier and they started yelling at each other across the house about what order my dad wanted his sandwich contents in). It's been like this for as long as I can remember and it's leaked over into my own life so much that I try as hard as possible to never celebrate any holidays or birthdays (except Halloween, I love Halloween) and never get too close to anyone.
I've distanced myself from the emotionally to the point where they only know like 10% of who I really am and that in reality, I'm closer to a stranger that stays in their guest room every now and then.
I also often have dreams of getting into bloody fights with my dad.
Again, they're never abusive but they suck as people and our family dynamic is worse than any I've seen, even on TV and in movies (save for physically abusive relationships)
What the fuck do I do?
