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I moved to my college year round for summer classes, with two friends who were really close to me my freshman year of college, a roommate from that year and someone I had met at orientation before that..

I thought everything in our set up was going to be fun, us being friends, me being introduced to local friends theough the roommate who lives here...

Boy was I fucking wrong.

They shut down as soon as we moved in, roommie 1 got a girlfriend and we haven't seen him except twice in the past month when he dropped by his checks for utilities and rent. He won't spend time with us any more, and the other roommate and I feel uncomfortable about it as a result.

It's only two of us in this rather large apartment, and he spends a lot of his time locked in his room with a headset on, so I'm stuck alone when he's at work and doesn't want to hang at home. I'm feeling so dependent on him for human companionship that I think I annoyed him, he treats me nicely but often wants to hangout away from me and not invite me out with his friends any more.

I'm so depressed that I honestly break in to tears daily now, I'm turning 20 in a few months, I shouldn't feel like this, I shouldn't break down when I come home for a weekend and break down in my parent's arms because I'm so lonely and happy to see their faces.


My problem is my schedule I think
I'm looking for a job currently to fill the gaps betweb classes so I don't spend all my time alone in this place. I have no local friends that are living here for the summer, so I spend all day watching netflix, working out, playing pokemon go, and jerking off for days on end, going to class on four days of the week.

I don't know how to make friends in this city, I don't have any special hobbies, I am gay but hate grindr. I need help, or I may need to seek therapy for suicidal thoughts. I just want this crippling, almost physical pain to just end already.

Someone please help