You are thinking too much about the past which is why you cannot focus on the present or member stuff. Start off creating a hello world program. Then try simple operations. Better yet go on codecademy. You can repeatedly do exercises until you are master programmer. Good luck.

See if you have a learning disability and maybe try to get ADHD or ADD medication. That might help but removing ingrained habits will take a lot of will power and won't just happen immediately. Your still young so you could go to trade school and learn something more hands on and still make great pay. If your still going to stick with your major see what languages are taught in the introductory course, get a few books and try to learn it over the summer. If you can't do that you might want to reevaluate what exactly you want to do. But saying I'm lazy, I can't do the work is a self fulfilling prophecy and if you don't want to do the work it's a lot easier to just not do it instead of biting the bullet. Even if u have a learning disability medication can only do so much, so you gotta really give it your all these next few years if you don't want to flip burgers for the rest of your life. Hope that was helpful

>>17364334
Yeah, it was. Thank you.

>>17364131
Thank you too.