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Hi 4chan. In the past I have said some negative stuff about you. A person that raped me used to frequent /b and I attributed his sexual violence to that but I realize that things must have been much deeper then him just frequenting a message board.
I was raped three times by three separate people. The police won't do anything because there isn't enough evidence. I don't know what to do anymore. I am probably going to take my own life in the next couple of years. The flashbacks are intense. My labia is permanently scared.
One of my rapists raped me a month after I was raped by his friend. He knew about it.
I need help. I need something. I don't know how to reach out to anonymous. I know they go on here a lot and I am begging them to please help me. I don't know what they can do to help but it is my last resort.
I wanted to try to press civil charges against all of these people but I can't find a lawyer willing to take on the case and my parents won't pay for lawyer fees. They think I'm just a fucked up druggie (I'm into psychedelics and that is it) because of their conservative outlook on life.
I'm scared. I'm reaching out to you all. Please help.
>>17358069
We're you doing drugs or currently high when these events took place?
No. I had a couple drinks when one person kidnapped me and raped me. Not enough to get me drunk.
The other person gave me a mixed drink with ghb laced in it and I had about half of it before I felt the effects and passed out
I should also add that two of these people come from extremely wealthy families and I think that is why the police will not pursue charges against them. I don't even want there fucking money. I have family money of my own. I told the one that kidnapped me after I pressed criminal charges that I wasn't going to pursue civil charges because I didn't want his money but now it seems like that is my only opinion but no lawyer will take my case. I just want sebelence of justice. I want them in jail. I don't want there money. I want them to be incarcerated so they can't do this to anyone else.
>>17358069
I know this is going to sound awful, but smoke weed. The flashbacks are harming you and weed does destroy brain cells and therefore memory. There are strains specific for PTSD here https://www.leafly.com/explore/conditions-ptsd Keep looking for lawyers to press the case and if your parents won't pay, get on government benefits if you can't work. Keep fighting to get these assholes in jail where they belong. In the meantime I suggest gearing up with weapons, mail-order, and only leaving the house if you have someone accompanying you. I can't believe your parents are such fuck-ups. Holy shit their daughter gets raped and they....... don't even express support. I wouldn't consider them to be your parents if I were you honestly, they are abuse enablers.
I don't really consider them my parents. They have done nothing to help me through this. I had been smoking weed because I was in dmever but I have since moved out of state to get away from all of this and it's not as easily accessible. Getting government support may not be a bad idea. I'm afraid of having a weapon though becaus wi think I might use it on myself first
Sorry I know I'm making a lot of grammatical errors.
>>17358069
There IS a spell in here that would do the trick. Witches aren't supposed to recruit but in this situation dammit, it would help
https://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/1567187250/ref=tmm_pap_used_olp_sr?ie=UTF8&condition=used&qid=&sr=
>>17358069
>reach out to anonymous
You dont. Anon of old is long gone. There's no more habo raids, no more hal Turner to harass, no more dusty the cat to save, no more goddessmine to ruin. Vamp scripts and loic attacks against time magazine or silly websites.
New anon is full of faggotry and hipster bullshit. Piss and wind and teeth gnashing.
Oldfags lurk and will try to offer advice, like now.
You have some strikes against you. Drug use, questionable relations, fractured familial support. You could file rape charges against them, and be assigned a public lawyer. But, if you do this, be prepared to have your life scrutinized.
Depending on how that goes, it's very easy to wage a social media smear campaign against people. You may be able to find it, but the old /i/nsurgency boards of years past have a lot of good tactics. Buyer beware though, because you open yourself up to the same if you're sloppy about how you execute it
>>17358138
Nah you're good. Get some mace and a taser. No point in trying to off yourself with those.
Try clicking on the numbers at the tops of the specific posts you want to reply to. It makes following the line of discussion easier.
>>17358147
I already have and the police haven't done anything. The DA decided not to pursue charges so I'm left with nothing. It's impossible to find a lawyer to help me do the civil route because I can't pay them. I don't know man. That really sucks about anon. They were kind of my last hope.
>>17358069
You know, the worst thing about this is that you seem like one of those rare people who are actually kind irl. You deserve better.
>>17358147
I've also tried the smear campaign on phantasytour and I was met with a lot of hate so I don't think I'm going to do that again. They're only happy with me if I talk about having sex with someone not if I talk about having been raped.
>>17358158
You don't know much about anon , then.
First thing you'll get is NYPA.
Look, I already gave you some pointers. If you want to ruin their social standing, you're gonna have to learn how to dismantle them through oldschool anon means.
It's time consuming and will force you to relive it as you execute your plans. If you want to do that, then I cant stop you. Otherwise, you can take that energy end effort and get your shit together instead
>>17358158
WELL if it's about lack of money to get a civil lawyer, then the answer is to earn money fast. Get-rich-quick shit notwithstanding, here are the methods that work:
>>Kickstarter (in short, begging)
>>Busking (in short, begging but with offerings)
>>Finding a job where it is your specialty, therefore you do a good job at it, therefore you get paid well
>>Working temp jobs and part-time gigs with a friend (as safety backup)
>>Public tutoring in math, tests, and the like
>>Making art of any kind and selling it at a reasonable price to friends, without any kind of tax reporting - fuck the IRS
>>...of course... selling marijuana. This is not as unethical as one might think, given that. Well. Cancer patients and all. But dangerous.
You're gonna be okay OP.
>>17358174
I don't think I can do the smear campaign effectively because of these peoples connections. They're extremely wealthy. One of their families was on Forbes top 400 list. Nothing I can do will touch them. I wish I could work on myself and leave this behind but I had been close to three years and it invades every thought everyday no matter what I do. I've even tried MDMA to try to help the PTSD. It really just seems like I need to escape this hell by my own men and I don't want that to be taken as me being a pussy and looking for a pity party. I'm not. I just don't know what to do.
>>17358184
I was think g about haut going into porn for the money but that will count against me in the long run so I don't know. My parents are both well off but my mom is so focused on her personal vendetta against my dad that she doesn't want to pay for lawyers for me. It's a really fucked situation.
>>17358237
Don't do porn. In your situation it could make your PTSD that much worse. If you feel like you have to make money quick, I would recommend well... dealing weed. No compromise to your sexuality there as opposed to something like, say, stripping.
>>17358237
Not to mention the fact that getting high on your own supply would actually help you if you use the right strain. And what did you think of the Wicca suggestion?
This seems like something every women's advocacy group on the face of the earth would be fucking tripping over themselves to get at.
I'm sorry OP that sounds awful.
>>17358095
I'll be honest this makes you sound untrustworthy. You've already lied (even if you were too ignorant to realize it) that you weren't under the influence, but you also stated evidence to the contrary. Alcohol counts as a drug.
>>17358272
I'm sorry that wasn't my intention. I just feel like since I have already been basically used as a sex toy that it wouldn't be much different but it probably I guess would cause some PTSD. I don't know. I'm desperate. And I'm sorry I didn't intentionally do that. I thought the person was referring to psychedelics not alcohol. I'm sorry
>>17358290
Hey hey now! Nothing to apologize for! You haven't done anything wrong. Seriously. None of this is your fault. Have you been taking proper care of yourself lately? Like, eating well, dressing yourself nicely, that sort of thing? After something as bad as that, it's easy to forget your own worth and you have to gradually build it up again.
>>17358266
I don't know where to look for these
>>17358304
They're EVERYWHERE. Google it in your area, like women's shelters, women's group counseling, etc. I'm sure there's national ones too.
>>17358301
Not really. I was basically living in filth until I moved to dallas. I'm getting my hair fixed for the first time in couple years. I'm trying to wake up on time but it's difficult. Thank you for the advice it means a lot to me
>>17358069
I'd cut their dicks no joke. I think that has been done already by another woman who was raped. she chopped their dicks. literally.
she pretended she was into it the second time and made them drink something heavy to put them thou sleep and then chop chop chop
maybe you are too much of a coward
>>17358388
I wish death on them to be honest but I'm states away from them now so I can do anything to them anymore
>>17358372
You deserve the best. Don't ever forget that.
Don't listen to the hateful comments about dick chopping. Don't sink to their level. Your desire for justice is undeestandable, although the world is often an unjust place.
You should focus on yourself and not them. Focus on living a happy life and not being victimized again. Look up trauma and revictimization. Don't find anymore shits like these guys, please. Just keep getting healthier, seeing a therapist you like to process what happened.
>>17358069
I hate to say it but you could try ye olde "muhsoggyknee!!!" case. Just put emphasis on the fact that you're a weak, defenseless WOMAN and this MAN raped you and ALL MEN ARE BAD and bs like that. Trot it out to places like Jezebel or Mary Sue or Bustle. The "journalists" there are hardly fact-checkers and will likely jump at the chance to smear men. You'll also get a rabidly feminist army at your beck and call.
Idk, this seems like a pretty bad situation all around.
>>17358791
Also just for the record if you lie at any point during these things people are going to absolutely tear you apart like with mattress girl or jackie. You had better not be lying about being raped.
>>17358804
She isn't man. It's not easy to fake a mindset like that as evidenced by what she's saying, typos like that, realistic details like that. Given the clues we can be certain she is not.
>>17358804
I would never lie about anything like this. All of these people were good friends. Not people I would ever ever ever ever maliciously lie about. Fuck this whole situation has honestly made me more of a person with integrity because One of them straight up lied to the cops saying he "didn't remember getting into the car with me" which was bullshit and they bought it and decided not to press charges. It's bullshit he doesn't remember because he sent me a text unprovoked the next morning that said "I'm sorry". Indicating that he did in fact know what he did was insanely fucked up. The girls that lie about this kind of shit should be in jail or worse because they're inhibiting real victims like me for getting justice and it makes me upset to know that half of those cases were high profile so th general population thinks that all rape cases are like this. I would never scars five friendships to lie about rApe. I lost all of my friends and all of my support. That would never be worth it. Ever. Being alone in all of this has been the hardest thing I have ever had to go through.
>>17358830
Dude I hope you still have that text. Did you show the police that after they decided not to press charges?
>>17358842
Yeah they have copies of it and they still decided not to press charges. That's the state of law enforcement in our country right now
>>17358862
No shit man, it's fucked up. I mean, did you go to the hospital and get a rape examination? It's invasive as hell and quite unpleasant but they can medically prove you have been.
>>17358069
Vengeance is the only thing that will ever make you feel better. My best advice for you is that if you really feel like you want to take your life, don't do it. Take all that negative energy and direct it somewhere else. You don't deserve what you're going through.
>>17358830
>Being alone in all of this has been the hardest thing I have ever had to go through.
That shit hurts to read. The thought of this ever being one of my friends kills me. Anon, I wish I we knew each other so I could help you through this. Best of luck to you with all of this, genuinely. I hope you can put all of this shit to rest someday soon.
>>17358830
My point still stands. Take it to the media, public shame and scrutiny will do something. People absolutely hate it when rich people get away with stuff (see Ethan Couch) and if he's going to get away legally he won't socially.
>>17358914
Actually yes, why not go public with your story? You won't be committing libel and maybe they will sue YOU for "committing libel" if they are rich, resulting in a trial for you.
1. Get fit
2. Find those niggers
3. Beat the shit out of them
4.???
5. Profit
>>17358950
Can't go public because there hasn't been a trial or anything. There is down law saying that
>>17359126
Down law? Sorry, I don't understand that.
>>17359133
Some* sorry
>>17359126
And why not? What are the consequences if you do?
