How do I not hate myself and get rid of the emotional baggage for fucking up college and wasting $70k of my parents money the first time I tried it?
>>17353207
Get a job and pay them back.
>>17353207
Try to defy the fact that you fucked up collage, maybe is a good idea to find a job to pay your parents.
Do something to get your mind away from the situation, it's pretty normal.
>>17353207
i feel the same way. I'd love to just pay back my parents half a million dollars for raising me and be done with it. Except I'm still broke and lazy and a dissapointment
>>17353358
Then if you feel that way move your ass and do something, you're young enough to do anything you like to do.