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2016-07-13 04:53:40 Post No. 17351985
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2016-07-13 04:53:40
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Hello. Complete sad/sob and kind of fucked up story incoming.
A couple years back I went on a first date. I had an eating disorder(didn't want to eat) and issues with my family, which made everything I did worse. I was 17, she was 23. I lost my virginity that night, and we saw each other a few more times and had some laughs. She didn't want to see me anymore because I was a very emotional and annoying over texts. And she was seeing someone else. That's completely fair.
However, heart-broken and immature, I would go back and forth from sending her insulting texts to apologetic ones. What makes this even more regretful is she was sweet and understanding to me when I was having major issues from eating, family related, anxiety, etc.
After that, I decided to start working on my issues. I have had a lot of success and I wouldn't have addressed what I needed to fix without going through this.
2 days ago, I found out she recently committed suicide due to life long depression. The past 2 days I've been torn up, but I'm just about over it. I'm really regretful I didn't say anything before she went. RIP, A. And thank you. I really hope you're in a place where you're happy and your depression is gone. I'm now going to therapy to continue getting better.
