Could somebody rec me some books or just tough love advice
For the last couple months.
>Been addicted to porn
>spending my paychecks on fucking hookers
>doing dangerous amounts of cocaine and molly
I used to be able to get out of these rots and turn to the church but now I don't even have much faith god exists.
female at my workplace has been bugging me to hangout with her. but I feel like she doesn't deserve to hang around a creep like me.
I'm self aware what I'm doing is wrong but just can't seem to turn my life around.since I expect everything to disappoint me
What is it like op? How do you feel through the highs and lows?
>>17351374
Highs are amazing but the lows have been making suicidal and I come on here trying to find inspiration to stop
Maybe I'm just guilt tripping myself
>>17351395
Youre asking for advice but you havent given us a goal or a target so we dont know where we need to get you to. What do you want from life man?
>>17351310
You might be bipolar. Its cool man. You can get out this rut but you need to get help.
>>17351310
Write out a list of things you don't like about your life.
Go through one by one and change them.
That's it, it's not rocket science.
>>17351411
think this guy is right>>17351420
can't seem to stay in stable relationships with anyone and I'd like that. but don't have the patience
tried tinder and dating but alot of the girls were flaky and ended up just going back to fucking hookers to stop the meaningless back and forth conversations
>>17351433
no
write a list of the traits you want to have
read it all the time
work towards these traits
this can start working in under a week
