Anything I can do or hero?

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Anything I can do or hero? 2016-07-12 19:25:59 Post No. 17350475
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Anything I can do or hero? Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:25:59 Post No. 17350475 [Report]

Hey guys, I don't know what to do anymore. In Short:
I grew up without a father only with anxious fucked women around me. I'm 20 now. I've been depressed and anxiety ridden for all my teenage years. I realized something was wrong on a shroom trip at age 16 so I tried self improving: fit, being social, and you know what. The thing is that all that was and still is forced and I can't seem to find a inner drive. Nothing gives me anything. All an act which seems symptomatic for fatherless people. I've been on ssris which just castrated me basically, tricyclic antidepressiva and now ritalin. Ritalin kinda deals with the anxiety but when thats gone theres nothing left. The only thing that makes me feel normal is microdosing with lsd or combining it with ritalin.. thats only possible every 3 days.
I might try cannabis + ritalin.
But otherwise I don't know anymore.

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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:34:27 Post No.17350500
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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:34:27 Post No.17350500 [Report]

Honestly I'm dead inside. Nothing I could try? Psychotherapist did nothing for me

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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:48:22 Post No.17350544
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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:48:22 Post No.17350544 [Report]

>>17350475
You could try getting rid of all the drugs and stop pretending you are some kind of physician with all of this self-medicating. Hopefully you get to a point where you at least consider that, but I imagine you're here for tips and tricks with dosages.

Go be a drug addict in another forum.

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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:56:18 Post No.17350565
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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:56:18 Post No.17350565 [Report]

I've tried that till a few months ago, like I said for years.

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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:59:14 Post No.17350580
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Anonymous 2016-07-12 19:59:14 Post No.17350580 [Report]

I'd be glad to get along without popping something everyday but thats just no option at the moment. I'd even consider a lobotomy if that tore down the wall between me and the world.