I hate to sound like an edgy high schooler but life really doesn't feel like there's much in store outside of work, sleep, buy shit to cheer you up, repeat. I cling to the hope that maybe later something life changing will happen to me but I'm getting to the point where I'm just bummed out all the time so it doesn't seem worth it and the urge to end it is sounding more efficient than sitting through it
Does anyone else feel like this?
Why do you think we entertain ourselves?
There really is nothing else. Even meeting new people gets boring after a while. Every problem that everyone has repeats itself in different times ad infinitum.
I'm seriously considering suicide later this year. But I'll stick by and try to help people I guess until then
That's why I joined the Army.
you sound pretty depressed. Nothing is fun like it used to be, and life is pointless. that's how i feel a lot of the time because i have depression myself, but i know it's not supposed to be like that. don't kill yourself, try to get rid of your depression and it will change your viewpoint to a more positive view about life
>>17348847
Did it help?
I've kind of been thinking about doing it but I don't think I'd make it through boot camp, I don't think I'd be cut out for that kind of thing
>>17348857
I mean I'm too much of a pussy to actually do it so don't worry about me for now
I just can't imagine life getting any better than what I have, which is pretty nice because I'm living at home, but that isn't going to last more than 2 years
>>17348860
Well, I'm not REALLY in the Army. I'm doing ROTC and I love it. It makes me want to put bulet in hed sometimes because I'm a scrawny dweeb but it's still great.
>>17348880
Sounds neat, good luck
