I did some really stupid today. After hedging out with some friends , I proceeded to drive home. On my way home I passed a park. Since I'm not in school right now, I have time to waste. I kinda like to watch little kids play, so I stopped by a park. I swear I wasn't going to take pics , I was just using my phone to zoom in. A parent saw me and went off. I feel really bad. I wasn't really doing anything wrong was I? I didnt mean any harm.
>>17342223
Report yourself to the authorities
Oh my.
I don't feel like doing any guesswork about what's really going on in your head. I'll just say, you must bear in mind how your environment will view what you're doing. Don't be stupid.
>>17342234
I usually do....but I really couldn't help it today.
>>17342243
That's probably a problem.
Stop looking at loli porn, or whatever you're focusing on.
>>17342252
I do look at loli but I wouldn't act on it.
>>17342258
Yep, thought as much.
Just don't. Obviously over time this will shift how your mind frames things you're seeing, whether want to admit it or not. Pay close attention to how most loli porn is drawn. Upper body and face is childish, hips resemble at the minimum a 14 year old girl. It's a psychological trick, and will lead you to falsely frame your interests.
You also probably have some complex about childhood you never let go of. Move on.