So, I think I finally reached clinical depression, and food is

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2016-07-08 21:36:21 Post No. 17338303
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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:36:21 Post No. 17338303 [Report]

So, I think I finally reached clinical depression, and food is the only thing that brings me happiness (if you can call it that). I spend multiple hours every day just planning where I'll go to eat next, what I'll order to home, what groceries I'll buy and what food I'll make for it. It's not even just junk food, I enjoy eating fruit, vegetables, chicken breasts, plain oatmeal, rice, beans, chickpeas, just everything.

I know this is a deeper problem that needs to be solved, but I live in a socialist country with this beautiful thing called "free" healthcare, which means all psychiatrists in my area are maxed out, since why the fuck not, so it will take probably 6 months to get an appointment.

So, what I want advice for - should I go all in and just eat everything, or try to control it? I've never been thin, but I also never been fat. I have some fat all around my body, but not enough to have a big belly or something. I'm also 205cm (6' 8'') so I eat a lot (like two pizzas + big kebab + double hamburger is a not problem in a single night for me). So lately I've been thinking that I should just fuck it, be ok with being fat, and just go all in.

What do you think?

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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:38:43 Post No.17338311
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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:38:43 Post No.17338311 [Report]

Maybe you can take a cooking class and if you get good pursue a degree and become a chef, in the worst case you might meet a nice girl in the class.

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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:40:03 Post No.17338316
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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:40:03 Post No.17338316 [Report]

yeeeaah thats not clinical depression

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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:43:30 Post No.17338322
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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:43:30 Post No.17338322 [Report]

>>17338303
Try Xanax and marijuana

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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:55:28 Post No.17338349
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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:55:28 Post No.17338349 [Report]

>>17338311
I don't enjoy preparing it really that much. I also just left a $130k job offer, so no need to do it for the job/money.

>>17338316
Very mild one, but still, don't have motivation for anything but eating.

>>17338322
Xanax is prescription, and pretty strong drug, isn't it? But I'll think about the weed, never tried it.

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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:56:26 Post No.17338352
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Anonymous 2016-07-08 21:56:26 Post No.17338352 [Report]

>>17338349
Xanax is only strong if you dose hard if you don't have any criminal impulses you should be fine even with enough to black out

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Anonymous 2016-07-08 22:47:07 Post No.17338467
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Anonymous 2016-07-08 22:47:07 Post No.17338467 [Report]

find someone with a weight gain fetish

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Anonymous 2016-07-09 05:46:32 Post No.17339251
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Anonymous 2016-07-09 05:46:32 Post No.17339251 [Report]

>>17338303
If you want to eat anythong, fine. But don't become fat. I'm fat, and it's terrible. In waiting those six months and eating whatever you want, calculate your BMR (which being 6'8 it'll be really high), and count your calories. You can eat whatever you want and not gain weight, as long as you don't exeed your BMR.

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Anonymous 2016-07-09 05:58:08 Post No.17339274
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Anonymous 2016-07-09 05:58:08 Post No.17339274 [Report]

69lol