i haven't had sex in 5 months, broke it off with the last woman I was dating. seriously considering just getting a hooker cause tinder isn't really working out and i'm lonely and really trying not to be sad.
the truth is i really don't have much to offer a woman. i don't have the support of my parents, i live alone in a dingy basement apartment. i'm graduating from my last year of engineering this year. i smoke too much weed. i've pretty much been working all the time since i was 16 or so but I don't have a car or anything like that. i'm 24 now. i guess the best thing I have going for me is people say I'm good looking and have a deep voice?
to be quite honest i basically feel like a loser. my own parents don't like me and i can't say i have a good relationship with anyone in my family. i have very poor social skills and have never been able to find a particularly good job. I've lived alone since I was 20. I haven't seen friends in months, some well over a year or two. I don't even know if I can call them friends. My main joys in life are browsing this website, playing video games and watching youtube videos.
I really don't have much joy in life otherwise. I guess there are a lot of problems with me but is it really so bad to just see an escort if you just want an escape for a little bit. I'm sure I'll find another girlfriend eventually but i literally have no friends, my family hates me and i'm just lonely and tired all the time.
am i that bad of a guy for fucking a hooker?
>>17332478
I would consider dating you now if I knew you but would be put off by the hooker scenario if that happened so think about that
What's so wrong with just jacking off to internet porn?
>>17332478
This thread has potential for a shitfest. I'll be lurking.
>>17332478
You need to seek the Lord and read his word.
>>17332485
i understand your perspective, however I don't know if you can understand mine. i love women and think they all have a role in society just like men.
you can't expect a woman to understand a man's way in the world the same way you can't expect a man to understand what childbirth feels like.
men are pretty much programmed to only really feel happy when they're sexually satisfied, and women as well but for men the drive is much higher. the anthropological fact is that 2/3 of all women who lived reproduced and 1/3 of men did. this is because a lot of men are fucked, are poor, die in wars, are ugly or manlets or something to this effect. Basically it's actually true that 80% of women would rather chase after 20% of men who are most desirable. and these are men who have something to offer women, either in terms of good looks or money or their social status.
i have almost no money, i'm not particularly good looking and i have no social status.
I have played the dating game so aggressively in the past that it eventually became a point of realization to me that i'm not a very desirable man for a variety of reasons. I'm not angry about this, I just accept reality and realize that everyday, I MUST work harder to improve myself because to do otherwise, is spiritual and physical death. If I don't play the dating game with this understanding, I'm never going to get anywhere with it.
The fact is some men in this world literally haven't decided to pick up a knife and gun, stab the shit out of the entire families and friends and then either get sent to jail or killed, because they just went out and saw a hooker. when men don't decide to do this, you get people like Elliott Rodgers, or the vast hundreds of thousands of men who kill themselves everyday. In much higher numbers than women, as a statistical fact.
many more men than you think have visited prostitutes. it is very literally the world's oldest profession for a reason.
