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2016-07-04 11:40:04 Post No. 17322071
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2016-07-04 11:40:04
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I just want some advice on whether or not I tell my boyfriend this.
My boyfriend had a masturbation problem since he was 10 and eventually became a porn addict, he would spend entire paychecks on cam models before he met me. He doesn't do it much anymore but he practically killed his dick in the process. I have to really put in effort to get him hard and it has always put me off slightly but I overlooked it because I love him.
He doesn't know, but I feel so bad about myself every-time we have sex because I am nothing compared to the porn/models he looks at, even though I do put in effort, I just can't compete with them or even come close.
The other day he was soft again and I got really down on myself, I felt ugly and projected the whole thing on me. So instead of talking it over with him like I usually do, I got naked on cam for some strangers. I wanted either validation or to be told I am hideous ...but I just needed to know if it was me. Now that I have come to my senses, I am feeling really bad about the whole thing.
Do I confess to him I did this? Or should I just move on from it?