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2016-07-02 22:29:34 Post No. 17317307
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2016-07-02 22:29:34
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I figured I'd see what /adv/ has to offer me on the following... I guess I'm not looking for any specific advice, but maybe someone has a story or a tip that'll help...
I am quite sick, I am rapidly losing function in some of my organs. Kidneys for example, I lose around 2% per month, and it's accelerating. I don't know why, and have no diagnosis. My life hasn't been very good so far. There are lots of things that still haunt me, that have affected who I've become today, that I cannot shake. I do not feel as if my life holds importance to anyone, I've few if any friends, black sheep of the family etc.
I have a little money. I'm going to go travelling. I leave in a few days. I still have enough strength to get by, but truthfully I don't know how well I'll do. The absolute truth is, I don't really intend to come back; I intend to go abroad, have some fun, and say goodbye. My first two nights are in a hotel, but after that it'll be AirBNB and hostels. I have less than a thousand after my flight costs, so I don't have much. Maybe 2-3 weeks of seeing things.
I don't know when or even if I'll get better if I stay here. Even if I do, I feel like I've been sick for so long I haven't even come close to what I could've accomplished. On that note, I'm not even sure I want to get better. I just want to see some nice places, eat some nice food, and die alone somewhere.
