Hello friends, originally I'm a /fit/izen. Used to be a fat fuck and I virgin and addicted to vidya. Over about 3 years, I got into lifting and made some social gains too.
Obviously the next step of making it is to go clubbing and bang lots of sluts, and completing the transition to alpha male.
And there's my problem. I don't enjoy it. What is wrong with me? Chasing women and going through as many of them as humanly possible is actually not something I enjoy. I'd rather have sex with the same woman a hundred times than with a hundred different woman.
And clubbing is just fucking stupid. I only enjoy it if I'm drunk or on drugs.
What the fuck? Isn't the alpha male experience supposed to be fucking amazing? Why don't I enjoy it?
I'd never admit this on /fit/ because they'd laugh at me and call me beta.
The only positive is that I feel superior to everyone on this atlantean silk worm breeding forum
>>17307255
Because alpha males are a retarded meme, they don't exist any more than sluts who fuck hundreds of guys are alpha. The more people you sleep with, the worse your ability to bond with someone. This happens to guys as well which is why these "alphas" end up dying alone or buying women from 3rd world countries to put up with their ugly asses because no one wants them and they can't truly love anyone. Bonding is vastly superior, you're ruining it by sleeping around, if you just want to get off porn does the job.
>>17307255
why would it be inhernetly better? its not. some people like it. some people dont. most people have a phase where this sort of thing is fun but it gets old.
happiness is doing the things you enjoy. does it really matter if ur 'alpha'?
>>17307255
according to you the only thing that makes you alpha is being fit and banging sluts?
even if you ignore the traditional definition theres more to it than that.
I guess I fell for the meme. But I think the feeling of superiority is what drives others to do this, maybe
>>17307316
you act like people consciously decide to be 'alpha'. thats strictly a 4chan thing.
most people just developed this way naturally.
at age six they played soccer and liked it.
so in sixth grade they joined a team and didnt get into video games or online shit
by freshman year a brother, a friend, a relative, or a literal senpai took them to the gym and they decided they wanted to be big like them becuase al lthe people they looked up to were big.
>>17307255
>dont want to bang tons of sluts
Many (attractive) people want serious relationships and get nothing out of sleeping around. A lot of the guys who are always fucking tons of girls are doing it mostly prove to themselves and others what a big man they are, not because it's necessarily that incredible of an experience.
>dont enjoy clubbing unless drunk/high
This is literally everyone.
The whole "alpha male" thing is a meme, it's not something everyone is meant to enjoy and that's fine. Just bee yourself anon.
