I was extremely sexual and I also was sexual with other children
I'd kiss them, make out with children that were younger than me, I remember taking a childhood friend's diaper off and giving him oral, taking a little girls pacifier out of her mouth and kissing her, I also had mutual oral sex with a childhood friend of mine.
One time, I had a little doll baby and put the mouth of the doll baby on my vagina as if it were giving me oral. My mother caught me and threw the doll away. I was also caught riding the toilet as if it were sex (cowgirl position).
I also used to draw pictures of stick figures with genitals (again, before I was molested)
My mom (rest her soul), ran a daycare and I was 4 or 5 when I remember this stuff happening.
I don't recall ever seeing porn, I wasn't molested (very sheltered by my mother), and I was a single child at the time.
I /did/ get molested, but that was when I was 7 or 8 and after I returned to the US from miltary base in Germany.
I have so many other sexual experiences from 5 all the way til 15 (when sexual things usually start). I started masturbating in kindergarten and watching porn at 8. I had cybersex and phone sex with grown men at age 9/10.
My parents were divorced and I had access to the computer while my mother worked all day during summer.
I'm 20 now, and can post my driver's license to prove it if things go awry.
My question is... why? What made my brain is sexually perverse? I was never molested before I did those sexual things at age 4 and 5, only molested after I returned to the US.
Is there a way I can be that sexual just naturally? And if so, what causes it? Are there other sexual people here that are like that?
You must be batshit crazy
and a hell of a lay
>>17301324
I guess I have issues regulating emotions, but I wouldn't say batshit crazy. A lot people come to me for advice and I'm good at acting like everything is okay on the outside. Well respected by adults older than me.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
>>17301316
>I wasn't molested (very sheltered by my mother)
>I started masturbating in kindergarten and watching porn at 8.
Your story isn't matching up.
>>17301334
How is it not matching up?
Sure, my timeline is wonky. But I don't see the error otherwise?
I was sheltered by my mother when I was in Germany. We moved back to the US when I was 6. I started masturbating in Kindergarten (age 7) and actually watching porn age 8.
I had BDSM fantasies before kindergarten. Didn't learn what sex was until I was 8, but I was always fascinated with tying up women/girls and examining them. It never occurred to me to try anything like that in real life, although I did have a """"""girlfriend"""""" and we kissed, but that was it. Not even into BDSM anymore.
Were you abused? My parents were really mean, degrading, and controlling. I think the fantasies were an outlet for when I felt powerless. Also funny that you post this. I was just thinking about this driving around today, and I haven't thought about it in a long time. I'm 20 also.
You are just a broken person like everyone else. You need Jesus. He died so you wouldn't have to be a slave to sex or any other thing that controls you.
>>17301316
That's your nature, people are different and feel things differently, if that doesn't bother you and doesn't disturb your life and your routine, you don't have to worry, just be careful to not hurt people around you (family, friends, boyfriend/husband...)
I dreamed about receiving oral when I was in second/third grade. Used to hump pillows all the time. I even fucked a stuffed animal in third grade.
Experimenting and stuff is normal. Phone sex with grown men at ten years old? ...How the fuck did you even manage that? Would you instigate it?
>>17301372
There was a website called chat-avenue.net and they had alllll sorts of chatrooms (it's still up).
I would go to the teen chat and enter a fake birthday and have the men call me. I even had a fake name and everything.
I was my name was Crystal. 5'5" with C cups and hazel eyes.
I also would have the phone sex hotlines that you see on TV. It was free for women.
Thinking back now... damn. I was crazy and I can't believe I wasn't tracked down and murdered or something.
>>17301316
>I was also caught riding the toilet as if it were sex (cowgirl position)
why didnt you just lock the door
>>17301394
Haha, I was 5. I dunno.
My mom beat me with a brush afterwards. I'll never forget it.
>>17301407
well jesus theres your answer. did she give you any talks about sex? probably not i guess. so you were doing to something fun and pleasurable with no understanding of the risks because youre a little retarded 5 y/o. then you get punished for it, but since mommy is retarded and doesnt realize she cant watch you 24/7 you just go off and do fun sex stuff because.. its fun. but two bee honest i have no idea i honestly think its normal considering how often ive heard of this sort of thing happening.
>>17301423
Hahahha. Thanks. I didn't know it was normal, or heard of often. I just hear of children molesting other children, not being outright individually sexual.
>>17301407
Did it hurt?
>>17301316
Post titties
>>17301316
women are very sensitive to testosterone any spike of it and you become cock hungry whores. your body probably produces a bit too much
Sex was never explained to you and you discovered it at a ridiculously early age. Seeing as how you were beaten, you were clearly shamed into not talking about sex only furthering your drive for more stimulation.
You're just fucked like the rest of us
How easy it is for you to cum from clitoral stimulation?
my first sexual thought was in like 4th grade where i imagined sucking some girls titties since i didnt even know what the fuck a vagina was like.
i started looking at nude women when i was in like kindergarten although they weren't really nude but they were in bikinis
i didnt go out of my way to give oral or have sex because i never saw porn until way later. however, the sexual thoughts were still there
theres plenty of people like that
>>17301691
Nah. I actually have an extremely high pain tolerance. Eventually I stopped crying from spankings to the point where my mom actually asked me why I wasn't crying. Pain is now a fetish.
>>17301718
I should actually look into that. The testosterone thing.
>>17301750
It's incredibly sensitive and I actually have a weird way of masturbating. I don't directly touch it.
>>17301316
Damn, I still feel bad for convincing my little sister to poke my boob when we were about 9 and 7. I can't imagine the guilt you must feel.
>>17301773
I think about it often, and wonder how I might've affected the other children that I was sexual with. Like, do they remember the stuff I did to them?
>>17301780
Those kids who were in diapers probably don't. Hopefully none of them do though.
>>17301763
Girls with very sensitive clits usually find out about masturbation very early because it feels good, and they can't put it into social context back then.
Did you also sleep around a lot when you got older?
>>17301791
Nah. I've only had 2 sexual partners ever.
But if you count cybersex partners, lots.
>>17301796
Then you don't look for validation, only fantasies and orgasms. Pretty standard for girls who started masturbating early. There's nothing wrong with you, just don't hurt other people with your sexuality and have self respect.
Do you still have that high sex drive?
>>17301809
I do, but I pacify it with birth control. Brings my libido down.
I really appreciate the advice you've given, thanks. I try to not affect others.
>>17301820
I had experience with a few girls like this. Not this extreme though. Most of them tell stories of shamelessly humping everything in kindergarten, one of them taught another girl how to masturbate at 6. The girls I know turned out fine, even who they were sexual with. Some of them even became best friends. I don't think you should worry.
If you still do, you can always cybersex me to get rid of that excess.
>>17301316
much like me, i think it has to do with an early production of hormones, back in high school any time i was around my gf id have by had down her pants, my earliest encounter i think was about 5-6 when i ate a girl out who was a few years older than me
>>17301324
don't ever use the word lay
>>17301825
WAHHHHHHHH I'M A BABY I DONT GET WHAT I WANT
>>17301849
Please don't feed the troll
>>17301853
Good call.
>>17301849
I'm currently enjoying R Kelly's musical genius in "Trapped in the Closet"
Much better than your goblin fat sacs I'm sure
Male here.
Started playing with myself before kindergarten.
No idea how or why I started, i was really that young.
>>17301334
She was molested, re-read it
>>17301316
Repressed memories. For sure.
>>17302006
fuck off
A movie about you would be interesting.
>>17301316
I was sort of the same, though my fantasies were, let's say primitive.
Thinking back on it I'm embarrassed, but I know that a ton of kids do this shit and parents just don't bring it up at parties. No one is like "Yeah, my little Jimmy was going to town on himself the other day."
>>17301833
S m h familia
Anyways OP, you sound perfectly healthy. People don't realize how much women actually like/want sex. The sensitive clit thing is common too. Most guys have just been brainwashed by porn.
