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2016-06-27 12:20:30 Post No. 17298810
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2016-06-27 12:20:30
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I'm a conflicted emotionally dead person, and it ruins my girlfriend.
For the last month we're just fighting and the relationship is getting worse and worse. Yesterday we finally talked about everything, and hoped we could make everything better again. But I'm not sure if I can, and if I want.
I sorta love her, she's nice. A cute, pretty and very lovable romantic girl. She'd done so nice things for me, she's completely heads over in love for me, faithful and dependable. I'm her first, I took her virginity, she thinks I'm "the one".
And I'm just the person you'd expect to surf 4chan all day. Emotionally unstable, distant, broken, bad childhood, few friends, depressions, all that shit. I just have become good in putting up a mask, but doing that for the whole relationship for over a year has strained me too much, I just can't keep it up anymore. Now I've become distant, that hurts her a lot. She wants to break up. And I want to break up. Sometimes.
My problem is - where I need your advice: What do? I love parts of the relationship, we have really romantic moments, doing great couple-stuff together, I love every minute of it. And on other days it's just a chore. I can't be arsed anymore to do all the stuff that she expects me to do to show her how much I love her. I really respect her and want her happyness, but I'm not sure I can give it to her. I guess in the long run she's happier without a failure like me. Or, it will completely break her, make her a husk that will never love again. So what do? I don't want to hurt her more than necessary, so do I stay or do I go? Will I regret it, will I be happier without her? I just don't know anymore.
On top of that all, I kinda got feelings for a girl from university that is all flirty with me, but may or may not have put me into friendzone already. Even if it's not that girl, I kinda got a rush from doing all that stuff again - flirting with someone, testing the waters, getting dates with girls. Wat do?
