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I ended up finding someone a couple of years ago who is similar to me through dating websites, a guy who was willing to understand my intense desire to have a very, VERY slow relationship. As in it took me a few months to just touch him kind of slow.

He's an introvert like me, and no I don't mean "oh we don't like spending time with our fifty friends every day" introvert, I mean his parents forced him to start dating or they would kick him out of the house (even though he's getting a second master's degree in engineering), and both of us are virgins, so we just naturally clicked because of our upbringings, how we act, and our hobbies. We generally talked through Skype.

It's been a few years, and after finally getting close enough to trust him, I decided that we would finally go... Well... THERE. And this is where my problem is. See, I haven't let anyone see me naked, and he's done pretty much the same, just because we're both really self-conscious. (I'm flat, thin but not toned... etc....) He's not muscular, he's thin like I am but with a bit of a belly, but I was expecting that, and I was really nervous about going further than just shirts, and we did. But when I took off his pants, I discovered he's... huge. Not, like, "oh this is the first time I've seen a 3D dick and it scared me" (I have a lot of toys), but like... Equine status. A forearm hanging off his waist kinda situation.

I called off the sex because it put me in a panic, and I don't know how to explain to him that his penis is just too massive for what I'm comfortable with experimenting with. I mean we've been together for three years without sex, can't we just keep doing what we're doing and pretend it never happened? Can I just tell him that?