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Feeling disgusted after orgasm
2016-06-21 12:03:07 Post No. 17277898
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Feeling disgusted after orgasm
Anonymous
2016-06-21 12:03:07
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Is there something wrong with me, is anybody else like this?
I'm pretty chill with not the highest of libidos, but when I do get in the mood, I'm just so hungry and brainless after it.
However, as soon as I get my satisfaction, it's like I reach a level of saturation on all levels. I feel disgusted with myself for having such needs, for having done it (if it's masturbation) and the thought of any other touch from a person repulses and irritates me. I think to myself, what the fuck was in my head that I couldn't resist the urge for pleasure? Everyone with their selfish physical needs are repulsing afterwards and I feel so small, disgusting and ashamed like I've ruined any possibility of a more spiritual pursuit because I don't deserve it. Not as long as I feel physically satisfied. After a few hours when it's worn off completely, I may forget about it and feel normal again. Heck, if the urge hits me again and I give into it, the cycle will repeat. And a horny brain doesn't process consequences very well. Am I exaggerated in feeling like this?