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I'm a UK guy who fell in love with a BPD, schizophrenic girl who lives in the US. She constantly hears voices and is on a massive regime of drugs. We have known eachother half a year and we started off talking while we were in relationships. She is a little girl submissive and had a Daddy Dom. She kicked him out after professing her love to me and for a few months we have been happy and planning meeting and a life. I have taken on the role of her Daddy. I plan her days, her outfits, her meals, when we play.

For the last few months she has spent all her time at work messaging me and as soon as she finishes we spend 6 or so hours on Skype and even fall to sleep on Skype. I wake her up every morning a couple of hours before work to talk. She is moving to a new flat so I can visit her in a few weeks and is changing so much about her life. She has isolated herself from everyone and when she has freak outs, every one or two weeks, with bad commanding voices she has to call her ex over to help her not kill herself. She swears she loves me that she wants me and that I should trust her. I believed her but feel reservations when they meet.

We spent Friday afternoon and all weekend in constant communcation/calls. Last night she went crazy and had to call him. He stayed over and she messaged me while she was at work all day. She said she'd go out with him after work to relax and get out of the house. She messaged me out the blue saying "we're breaking up" and deleted me off Skype and our couple apps.

Is this it? She has mood swings lots but I have always believed she was genuine. I should probably sleep and hope for the best but I'm sure it's over. It pains me. How do I get over this? Do I even entertain the possibility she's not just gone back to him? What do I say if she says she just freaked out and had a mood swing?