Do you feel like you are not deserving of love? Like you'd be tricking them, or keeping them from being really happy, or wasting their time?

>>17275576
yeah that might be it, i don't really see the point of relationships, not even friendship anymore

sounds like you're depressed and/or just need to spend time with other people irl more often.

>>17275602
i'm on anti-depressants since 9 months back, when i went to school and saw people regularly i didn't feel better than i do now. that was two years ago and i can't really say i miss it

>>17275568
Maybe you aren't used to being loved
I know I have that problem

>>17275617
seeing people at school is not what I mean. Join clubs at the local Y, find some people to go the park or a coffee place with. Just explore local areas and talk to people that look nice. Actually interacting with people on a non-academic or professional level.

>>17275628
by going to school i also meant hanging out with people, should have been more clear. i went out drinking, to movies, parks, parties, did drugs etc., when school was over i didn't bother keeping contact with anyone, and people left me alone