Dude get a grip or get help professionally dont come to 4chan with that bullcrap

>>17274547
But this is the advice board. I wanna get these images out of my head. Maybe it came from me browsing /b/

>>17274542
Whatever it is youre doing, fuckin stop it now. Go outside and reflect or just talk to someone. You seem isolated, would you like to talk about some things?

>>17274553
Youre probably overreacting. Stop taking drugs eat some fruit and try not to think about hurting your loved ones. If the thoughts persist talk to a psychiatrist or get a grip on your mental state. We all have deranged thoughts at times its normal just dont act on them youll be fine

>>17274554
Don't worry anon, Im not gonna commit a crime. And yeah, I'm kinda isolated. All my friends are "busy".and it's supposed to be summer break before college where we chill more often. I'm assuming these fears stem from a fear of being hated by people. Call me pathetic, but I live for the approval of others. And I can't imagine being someone so hated. Eventually thus fear spiraled out of control and here we are. I wanna kill myself to end these fears
> I'm 18 btw

>>17274542
Its most likely call of the void, there's some French name for it but the French don't matter. Its the same thing that makes you think about throwing your phone out the window of a car, you kow you're not supposed to do something so you think more about it.

>>17274561
Thanks anon. I Barely Use Drugs btw. I'll try to focus more on drawing to keep this off my mind

>>17274571
You seem kinda in your own ear. I hope you dont mind me asking, any mental illness in your family?

>>17274547
>>17274554
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>>17274582
This is me btw OP

>>17274582
Yeah. My maternal half baby sister is full on autistic. My paternal grandfather suffered a bit of ptsd after Vietnam. My father suffers from anxiety as well.

>>17274542
accept that you (like every person on this planet too) aren't pure. sometimes people just have the impulse to hurt someone when they disagree or whatever. people have evil thoughts sometime. everybody does. just come to terms with the fact that you too have these kind of thoughts. but just because (for example) you want to punch someone in the face doesn't mean you'd act on that urge.
your mind is probably just compensating your repressions with even stronger images of bad stuff

For someone susceptible to mental/emotional breakdown surfing /b/ is like taking a cheese grater to your already stricken mental health. In your case i strongly recommend finding better things to keep occupied by

>>17274596
Interesting. The worst I genuinely may want to do is brutally beat the guy who raped my girlfriend.
>>17274597
You're right. That's why I browse /co/ and /v/ more often

>>17274593
I was talking more along the lines of manic depression or schizophrenia. Trust me youre fine. Drink more water and stay away from /b/ like the cancer it is. Only seek medical treatment if you start hallucinating or voices tell you to do things. There is no harm in thinking op, but we must strive everyday to build our filters of the mind for good and not bad

>>17274608
Ok I will. I've spent 4 days away from it, which Is good. I'm not going back there again.

>>17274569
Sounds interesting. Imma google it

>>17275170
Only use Startpage or DuckDuckGo, anon.

>>17274588
(You)

>>17275189
> duck fuck go
Lmao I'm a pleb I never heard of it

>>17274542
Are you religious? If so, stop it. You can be a good person without it and it is clearly damaging your psyche.

As for the rest? Who cares if you aren't a patriot, especially when its the godawful USA (seriously, hurry the fuck up and BAN GUNS. They enable evil, yet you guys fucking LET it happen.)

If you can't tell underage from legal girls, get a new brain ffs or fap to more mature content.

Mostly you just sound insecure, and being aware of what things are bad in your eyes lets you avoid them. You sound like a good person at heart who is too wrapped up in what others might think.