I've really had enough with losing my mind, I'm afraid lucidity will come less often and nothing has helped me so far, so here we go my first suicide thread. Which poisons/chemicals cause the body die without drawn out nausea and vomiting/pain? I have considered a bridge searching up the tallest on the west coast here in the US but it's so messy and the city could be billed for the clean up and that's just rude. A gun isn't always a given if I shoot myself in the head I could survive and might have to live in a hospital, unless I go for the gut shot and suffer possibly for hours. Any anons researched things themselves?
>>17268841
Has anyone on /adv/ attempted before?
Pills/chemicals are unreliable. Even the official executions don't always go smoothly.
Why exactly do you want to kill yourself?
>>17268908
My mind is dying
can you od on chloroform or heroine?
1. stop doing drugs right now. I've gone through what you're going through and have attempted and had ideations before. It gets better when you've stopped doing drugs for a while. Your mind will balance out again.
2. look up neutropics, There are a lot of good beginning brain charging supplements out there. Brain Awake is a good cheap starter.
>>17268841
That's depression. It's relatively common to feel that way when you're depressed. It can be dissociative as hell sometimes, but it's the furthest thing from impossible to get better. Look into seeing a therapist and psychiatrist.
Hang in there.
>>17269048
I dont do drugs anon I drink coffee
>>17268957
Chloroform and a bathtub would work I guess, Id have to write a letter to a neighbor so they find me the next day or soonish.
>>17269105
moment of truth anon. Caffeine is a drug.
I know but its not a mind altering psychotropic drug, I havent been drinking coffee 24 hours a day my whole life either anon
Things you'll need:
Dry ice and a bathtub full of water.
>dump dry ice into tub
>lay down on the floor next to tub
>Close your eyes and sleep forever
>>17269141
It'll also probably help to stuff towels under the door
>>17269141
Genius, thank you I completely wrote off co2 thought the only way was with a car.
>>17269133
anything can become mind altering and psychotropic once you consume it. It's a matter of your own mind, not the drug itself. Your past experiences with coffee could affect that, as well as your genetic makeup, the way your parents lived and the things they consumed before your birth. etc.
>>17269159
I started drinking coffee regularly after high school and Ive been like this my whole life, Im not you, your experiences cant cover everyone and their problems
>>17269167
I'm not saying you're me? I drink hella coffee and consume caffeine in other ways as well. This has nothing to do with my experience anon. You know every time you think back on a memory, the details are different every time, until eventually it's completely different? There's no way you've been the same way your whole life. The cells in your body aren't even the same from 5 years ago.