What's the easiest and most painless way to kill myself?
I really don't want any "oh it's ok you'll get better!" or "here's the suicide hotline" like no. I just want to fucking kill myself.
I've considered bullet to the head and overdosing on pills, but I don't think what I take will work.
>>17258104
Been considering it a lot myself this year. (sorry for long post)
Hmm, well. I wouldn't recommend overdosing on pills, because usually you just end up in hospital for a bit.
A big fall would both definitely kill you and be painless. Just make sure it's a huge fall. Doing this on a sidewalk would be kind of a dick move, so I think you should do it somewhere without making anybody uncomfortable.
It's not that much to clean up if you do this, as it's not like your whole body shatters. There'll just be some blood. This type of thing is just another day at the work for the people cleaning it up, so don't feel too bad. They get paid.
I hope you find a solution to your problem before finally doing it. I'm trying to avoid it at the moment. I study all day every day to make myself not think about it. When I'm stuck on something or during the weekends, I usually drift towards depressive and suicidal thoughts, but they don't last as long anymore.
>>17258104
Just look at wikipedia for the most deadly suicide method.
>>17258104
Oh it's ok you'll get better
personal favorite is carbonmonoxide
You don't want something that's easy. You want something effective. If it hurts, you're dead in a little bit. If it doesn't work, you failed.