>Be 27.5
>never had gf
>some dates/stuff in the past (see pic), girls lose interest fast or are just doing it for a pity fuck
>about a 4/10, 5'8, 150lbs. in good shape, low body fat percentage, 4 abs etc
>still in college because military first then college
I've sort of exhausted my social options/groups and there's never been a girl that's ever had so much as a hint of interest.
No problem being social, have a few long-term female friends who I kind of have hit it off with but it was strictly just being friends on their part. Older women seem to feel pretty bad for me.
Not unfuckable but I'm really average and not in a great financial/job place.
Girls just don't seem interested in me.
I'm really just thinking about killing myself as a long term plan now. At 28 my 20s are over and I've missed out on so many experiences people typically have in their 20s. I just can't picture getting to know someone in my 30s and really growing to love them. They just havent known me almost 50% of my life and I don't know them. The whole thing is just a matter of forcing it for the sake of forcing it. Both parties having missed all opportunities before or having none. If either party were players or something it's fine but in 90% of cases it's just people settling.
I really just don't see the point anymore guys. Do I have to stick around to watch everyone get happily married and have amazing jobs, amazing social nights out etc?
I impact no one's life bar my parents, and really I think they'd get over it.
I just can't do it anymore. Every weekend is spent alone, every week bleeds into the other and it's been like this for probably 5+ years now.
Does this get any better? For the people who are alone and in their 30s+ how do you get through it all? Every day I just hate everything and seem to be surrounded by nothing but hate and other people in nothing but pain.
I feel I can just about cope for 5 more years and I'm done. I can't face the absence of hope anymore.
>>17249601
>I'm really just thinking about killing myself as a long term plan now.
You won't, because if you were going to kill yourself, you'd have done it already.
Fuck escort
>>17249605
I mean long term, just a long term plan to take a holiday somewhere nice but with easy firearm access.
Drive out somewhere isolated and end it.
Really if I'm in the same place at 33-35 I think people would understand it.
If I interacted with people on even a weekly basis but all my friends have sort of just "moved on" I guess. I can't blame them, I've no money because I've been doing college the past 4 years. They just always go out with work groups, and a lot of them hate each other because of that now.
Basically our group of friends used to be tight but everyone got a job and suddenly no one hangs out. I ask them all the time "do you ever hear from x", and they just say "nah not in ages". If I ask for a reason they just shrug.
So either people legit just don't have time or at 27 we've all decided our friendship really didn't mean much.
>>17249635
I thought about that, have done it before.
It's like MDMA/molly though. Great at the time but the come down just makes it worse.
>>17249601
Well I'll tell you like this op.
Some guys don't really get it right away. And that's ok. You almost being 28 without figuring out dating is fine. What isn't okay is blaming anything else but yourself for something that is perfectly fixable.
Getting a girlfriend isn't nearly that difficult. You just have to know one important fact: you have to be willing to be rejected. That's it. That's all it is. Because all the game playing, the charming, all that stuff boils down to whether or not you're willing to lose her for something more.
Frankly op, you have to be willing to embarrass yourself sometimes. Girls can be pretty vicious, but when you realize why you understand and you can relate better. It's all about building those emotional calluses. The sooner you get rejected, denied by some other dude, get your balls busted, the stronger and less fearful you'll be to nut up and actually try for something.
So many people fail at getting what they want because they aren't willing to subject themselves to the trials that lie beyond the treasure. If you truly want a girl, you'll let it be known regardless of circumstances.
So I say to you op that it's high time to get over yourself and have some courage. Don't kill yourself thinking it will solve life's problems, take life's problems on. You think if our ancestors had just quit on protecting their homestead that everything would be alright? You think that if Picasso stopped painting that he'd still be great? You think if Steve jobs had just given up when Apple fired him he'd be the innovator that he is now?
Life is a series of tests and challenges. A true test of a mans character is not when things are good but at that moment of adversity you see what a man is truly made of. Man up op. Get a girlfriend. Be an entrepreneur. Make millions. Dream and discover. But you'll never be anything if you let life make your decisions.
>>17249650
thanks man, shit just getting on top of me lately.
just really needed to get it off my chest a bit
i just dont know if i can deal with 5-6 years time still being a nobody
