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anon / not suicidal
life falling apart/ confused idk
2016-06-11 20:57:08 Post No. 17245419
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life falling apart/ confused idk
anon / not suicidal
2016-06-11 20:57:08
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disclaimer: this is my first time on 4chan so i dont know how everything works exactly, just trying to maybe vent a little and get feedback.
im 16, white, and i feel like my life is pretty shitty. yeah i know others have it worse probably but to each their own. Here goes, ever since i was really young my parents have always had problems. they got married at a young age and i was born when they were in their early 20's and my brother around 4 years later. they never finished school and we have always lived in 2 bedroom apartments. money has always been an issue but we manage to pull through. i know my father had problems of his own when he was younger and because of it he's somewhat messed up in the head, psychological problems. he was abandoned by his parents and some other things, i dont know exactly. Parents always argue and sometimes get pretty violent, physical violence. they always get separated for a while but then they get back together, I'll never understand why but maybe money issues or something. police have showed up where i live multiple times. I'm getting tired or living like this, I can't have a normal life or go out with friends out of fear that something might happen while I'm away. I've lived like this practically all my life and my brother all his life for sure. my younger brother is practically a shut in that plays video games all day and has no respect for anyone always screaming and yelling to get what he wants. its gotten pretty bad in recent years and its really affecting me. my grades are slowly dropping and i feel depressed all the time. some of my friends notice and always ask if im okay and i always brush it off as just being tired or stayed up too late or something like that. problems have really been escalating recently and we might get kicked out from where we live from neighbors calling police over loud arguments. i really need to do something before i explode or go crazy. idk if i should drop out and find a job or kms, confused advi?
