What to do when all your effort, dreams, and ambition were just a path to an inevitable downfall? I don't understand the value of work anymore. I've been stuck the past several years trying to figure it all out. My soul is dead with no spark to show me a future. How do you pursue something knowing it will be a waste?
I would have already tried poisoning myself with alcohol, but I don't drink.
>>17198339
>My soul is dead with no spark to show me a future.
Oh my how dramatic. Have you considered writing bleak dramas about life?
>>17198339
What are you talking about
Life's a struggle, pop a xanax and learn how not to care too much about shit.
It can either all be a waste or it can be the accomplishment of many small things. Such a dichotomy is the paradox of all existence. Make of it what you will. The door out is always open, but you can never come back once you pass through.
>>17198376
I'm afraid of failure after the hard work in my teens and college never payed off. I've lost family. My friends have moved away. I am currently unemployed. All the excitement and hope I had for my future is gone. How can I start over?
>>17198516
You sound exactly like me. Good question. Let me know when you figure it out, I'll likely still be waiting.
