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2016-05-29 09:07:08 Post No. 17195113
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2016-05-29 09:07:08
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If I give up on winning the lottery, but still am unwilling and unable to ever have a job again, and won't receive disabilitybux unless I actually piss away all my inheritance money, what the fuck do I do now?
So I started to feel a little depressed and even cried a little for the first time in a long time. I have considered myself a generally very happy person, but I have been hiding behind this fantasy of winning the lottery and all my future plans, hopes and dreams as well as present spending habits depend on the assumption that it would happen.
But pragmatically, literally what else can I fucking possibly do to make a living that would even be worth it. I can't drive because of various overlapping limitations, have no useful skills whatsoever, enjoy being outside and can't do anything productive while inside except shitpost on 4chan, am too anxious to fall asleep if I have to wake up to an alarm, but afternoon to evening and night shifts would take up the whole day and make me depressed, and are only available for wagecuck jobs. Not to mention it has been 5.5 years since I was last fired from my job, so not a chance of ever working again even if I wanted to. No professional connections or family connections despite being Jewish.
So in a nutshell, how does job-slavery not make people want to just kill themselves, and what do I do now if I give up on lottery? Most of my inheritance money is not accessible to me until I'm 30 in a few years, and then will have access to $200k or so. Not enough to live off of, and no idea how to best manage it if thats the only money I'll ever have.