>tfw deathly addicted to RC benzos because lol cheap and im on probation so i can't use traditional benzos
>tfw can't seek help/go to rehab because i'll go to prison for admitting that I used drugs while on probation
Thinking an hero might be a plausible solution here?. I can't taper/withdraw myself (never been able to). If I stop taking it today I'll seize by tomorrow and the jig is up
50+mg etizolam/day btw for about a month now, been on and off this stuff for years
Pls help... no bully for degeneracy or w/e
It's not your fault
>>17191193
But it's still your problem
>>17191193
Not sure if troll, too high to make the distinction.
Anyway, it's entirely my fault. Like stepping in front of a moving train is entirely my decision.
So... cop to it, go to prison and get ass-raped for god knows how long, keep doing it hoping I wont be found out and try to stop (not happening). Or an hero.
>>17191188
Taper off slowly and find someone you can make yourself accountable to. Ask them to check up on you. Delete any accounts associated with getting drugs, be it dealer numbers or dark net info.
Quit or die in one of the many horrible ways that benzo addicts go out in. You know exactly what you need to do but you're too pussy to do it. Stop posting on here looking for shortcuts you fucking coward.
Go to prison, they have programs and you'll have a tough time getting this drug inside
Easier to quit
>>17191223
(okay, real talk, where's the source for that gif?)
