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2016-05-24 02:39:41 Post No. 17176115
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2016-05-24 02:39:41
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Hey guys. I have made a thread almost a year ago about my first gf. I will green text the back story.
>20 years old at college. Have never had a girlfriend. I met a 19 year old girl that went to the same school as me on yikyak. We hung out awkwardly for a few times over a couple weeks. I asked if she liked me and she said she does. During one of our normal meetups she cuts it short and says she needs to go and help with her friend. I hugged her and went back home where I see she has texted me. She said she never wanted to see me again and I asked what changed and she got very angry and listed off everything bad about me. From my hair, to my body language, to other things. She blocked me and said she never wanted to meet again. Weeks later she texts me and apologizes and I forgive her. She wanted to meet before she left for a summer job. A few days later we decided we want to be a couple. For the next two months she is crazy over me and tells me she wants to marry me and stuff. Then she started blocking me saying never to text her again, to apologizing saying she keeps self destructing. A month after that she got with another guy at her job and blocked me until he dumped her, then came back and tried to be friends, which was alright with me. When this happened I lose myself and sent her a very bad text message. When she came back from her job we tried to be friends then she just called me and said we shouldn't talk again that we just hurt each other. That was last august.
Haven't talked since then, but I have seen her a few times around campus. Every time I see her (most of the time with her presumptive new bf) I just get super depressed. It bothers me that I couldn't give her something this new guy can. I don't want her back, but I don't like the feeling that I wasn't good enough for her. I went through so much shit trying to make us work and it seems that her new relationship is just fine without all the drama.