Also just spent the last hour or so lying on fucking dead leaves whimpering like an animal. Basically, I know my main post might have been weird and long winded but I wanna know if anyone else has been in an awful headspace like this and how they dealt with it. Ty

>>17167696
You apologize and say you weren't being yourself.

It's funny because I did something similar when I got super hammered on my pals 18th, then groped and chased his gf around his house.

That friendship ultimately didn't survive, but for other reasons.
Anyway just go say you're fucking sorry.

>>17167714
explain your situation to the ones involved, apologize like a motherfucker and try to set things right

OP here.
Thanks for the advice guys, I'm gonna man the fuck up and apologies. I already kinda did but I'm gonna do it again just to make sure I fix this shit.

I guess the main thing that scares me is that this was totally out of character for me. I've always had faith that I'm a good person but now I'm kind of questioning it.

you shouldn't take MDMA (or any drugs) if you're the only one on drugs.
I assume it's the case, or else the others wouldn't bother with your shit
Or at least aknowledge them you're on drugs

I frequently take MDMA and it's usually a fun experience but there's at least one of my friends that takes some as well
Also MDMA is the kind of drugs you take where there's loud music, usually in a club, where people don't care about your behavior and you can just feel the music
I don't recommend taking MDMA in a house party, you'll just look like a dork

So anyway yeah just apologize and tell them you weren't yourself as you were on drugs. Or just say you were drunk as fuck if they're not familiar with drugs, if you don't want them to think you're a junkie