I feel like something horrible is going to happen to me but I don't know what
How do I calm down
>>17155679
Accept that it will. Why? Because in a way it has already. Your body is already reacting to the trauma created by you obsessing over it.
Just accept that you'll die a horrible death being anally raped by dogs while watching your cat being tortured, or whatever the worst of it is. Then just be grateful for every day that doesn't happen.
Enjoy!
Breathe in deeply through your nose, hold a few seconds, exhale through your mouth.
Repeat.
If there's not a specific worry and just a general "something horrible is going to happen", it sounds like an anxiety attack. Focus on your breathing.
>>17155679
What gives you that inclination?
>>17155705
Not him
The world is big and scary and one of these days it will crush my like a bug. I have no control. I'm already dead I just haven't accepted it yet
Have things being going your way lately? Lots of people react with pesimistic thoughts when that happens. Like they are just waiting for the universe to balance, or even go back to a perceived negative bias.
>>17155748
I know how you feel. Truly.