I was shipped to japan after a school. Got in this shitty country in November and now it is clearly May. I had a gf of 2.5 years. Who yesterday broke up with me because of the distance and stress of making time for the relationship. I understand, but she dosent want to talk until i get home in july. I had a crying fit tonight and texted her. I am losing my shit and thinking of suicide (have always been suicidal). So what should i do? Should i fight for her like i want to do? Or should i let go? Shoukd i anahero? A lot of decisions here and all of them are going to result in bullshit.
>>17150172
Please kys. Pretty please.
>>17150172
Become a turbo weeb
>>17150172
hold your nose and stop breathing.
Now if you out of reflex stop it means your body wants to go on living. And next time ask your body that instead of asking a board filled with depressed people if you should an hero.
>>17150172
>always been suicidal
>how do i make this my ex girlfriends problem?
don't. leave her out of this. if you aren't psychologically healthy enough to take care of yourself you arent healthy enough to take care of a relationsihp. plus you know, you're like 3000 miles away or wahtever.
>>17150172
well I mean you're already in japan so sudoku is pretty easy. Why would you kill yourself over some girl though? what purpose does killing yourself serve? she's just a girl.
>>17150240
she was the ONE though. anytime id watch snow white i could just see her in that little glass coffin, and me on that horse.
you'd never understand.
>>17150274
Oneitis and young age
>16 months with current gf
>overseas distance
>about to be shipped to Japan
>still overseas distance
things should be bretty gud
>>17150274
Jesus fucking Christ. Snow White was the shittiesr Disney movie
