>>17145664
Are you the guy who's mom found his hardcore interracial gay trap porn on his computer?

>>17145664
Anon, take it easy. I'm assuming you're young. Things feel like they will never changed and are "ruined forever" when you're young, but you will see that it will pass. Your mom should and will forgive you because she's your mom. If she doesn't, fuck her, because she's not fulfilling her role as a mom.

If your mum wont forgive you then she's very shitty at being a parent. Part of being a parent is forgiving your child for doing the stupidest of things. If she continues to hate you and be an asshole then you're probably better off without her.

>>17145667
Oh boy this reply brought back some pretty shit memories.

>>17145672
Elucidate on said memories.

>>17145670
She wont this time, i overheard her talking to my asshole stepdad about how bad of a daughter i am. Shes mad at me because i called social service asking for advice because i cant talk to her at all. All she does is scream at me whenever i tell her how i feel and i feel like shes not appriciating me or giving me respect. I on the other hand have to give her my unconditional love an respect all the time, just simply because shes my mother.

I know she wishes she never had me in the first place and if she could, she would've kicked me out and never ralk to me again. I feel so fucking shitty its unbearable

>>17145670
>>17145686
And what if she dies before she can forgive me? What the fuck do i do then? i dont know how to handle guilt and i cant live with it knowing that her death might have been my fault

what did you do

>>17145701
I don't know, apologize at her grave and wash your hands of it ;)

>>17145713
I put my piano in my room that was in her and stepdads room even though i got it for christmas. They got mad and took my bed since its "theirs" and they want to play that game trying to teach me a lesson. I went out, called mom she picked me up. Talked to her about it but she sided with mr fuckface stepdad so i told her about the texts he has been sending my friend about wanting her ass and missing her. She got even more pissed and now he says that he suicidal and hes gonna kill himself.

>>17145723
Oh it's you. I told you to just ask to put the piano in a shared space man. In fact most people warned you against sneaking the piano into your room. And now things have escalated a lot. Damn

>>17145678
Oh, it's not very interesting but I'll tell you it anyway.

When I was a teenager I went to some anime convention and met a pretty girl cosplaying as Hatsune Miku. We started talking, became friends pretty fast, asked her if she'd like to come and chill at my place. She accepted and took a taxi with me to my house. Once we arrived we chatted about animes and movies we liked for an hour and a half. After getting bored of chatting, we decided to re-watch one of the animes we talked about (Astro Boy). Half-way through the movie she randomly asks if I'm a virgin, without thinking I tell her that I am in fact a virgin. She asks if I "Wanna try it out?", I assumed she meant sex and put my hand on what I thought would be her pussy, but my hand latched onto something else.. a penis. He leaned forward and started making out with me. I'm not gay, but being the socially inept virgin I was thought "Oh what the hell" and started getting really into it, I even unzipped his pants and started jerking him off. About 10 minutes later I hear a car pull into my driveway, it was my mum. She's catholic and if she caught me fucking another guy I'd be DEAD. But Nate (I'll just call the cosplaying dude this) put my cock in his mouth and started blowing me. I could hear multiple doors opening from outside so I thought "Okay maybe she has a lot of things to unpack so I'll quickly finish, clean up and then continue watching this movie. She wont know a thing."

But almost instantly after I thought this, she opened the door and walked in with 3 other work mates. There was no time to pull my pants up and instead splerted my semen all over Nate's face. My mum's work mates squealed and she nearly fainted from what she just saw.

>>17145723
My mom wont forgive me for what ive started. She doesnt ever want to see me nor talk to me again

>>17145732
Yeah i asked her about the piano, she said no because it wouldnt fit up the stairs but it did so i put it there. Maybe that was immature of me

Don't blame urself. And what the fucking suicidal shit u talking about. Just calm down. Its just a short family fight. I bet she'll forgive you in a week or two

>>17145739
Well, she will come around. She's not going to dismiss the love of her child for her unfaithful (new developement) boyfriend

>>17145686
Your mom's kind of a shitty mom and you're kind of histrionic.

Probably the best thing you could do is get some separation from her. Leave home, learn to take care of yourself, and then see if you can build a relationship with her when you're not dependent on your parents and are capable of walking away if she starts acting shitty (or you recognize when you're starting to head off the deep end).

Op don't kill yourself you can be my gf in Canada. But I don't have a piano

>>17145749
Yeah maybe i overreacted a bit. Im much calmer now. The thing is she makes everyone else feel guilty about her fuckups and you cant even tell if its your fault or her fault.

>>17145758
>>17145760
>>17145752

Im going to take a break and live with my dad in america for a while i think. Living here in this day care is making me go mental

>>17145804
Holy fuck. Are you not an adult? LEARN TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.

>>17145804
So that's a no on the Canadian living ;(

Good decision anyways. Good luck in the usa

>>17145816
Thanks anon!!

Good luck!