Dear diary misogynist who wants to change

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Dear diary misogynist who wants to change 2016-05-07 11:40:54 Post No. 17118095
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Dear diary misogynist who wants to change Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:40:54 Post No. 17118095 [Report]

How do I stop disliking women? 22 y.o. male My relationships with women have been terrible

>> Mom has BPD and has been psychologically and physically abusive
>> Literally everything she does around me is to upset me no exaggeration
>> Bullshit ranging from: A) if I make food for myself she will stick her hands in it and eat out of it *to* B) Trashing my whole room, punching me in the face, throwing heavy equipment at me, etc.
>> When we're around other people she acts really loving to me to make me seem crazy for not liking her
I will tell more stories if you guys want about her

Anyway, find gf off Okcupid:
>> She thinks I'm the greatest most handsome guy ever
>> I am dotting over her and give her massages, support her with everything, hold my temper back with her
>> She slowly starts treating me like shit; shitty attitude, sex slows down to a screeching halt
>> No affection from her the whole relationship unless I stopped giving her any
>> My breaking point was when she moved into her new apartment and didn't check what it looked like...the floors were covered in piss and were ruined so I spent my entire professionally remodeling them. She is saying I don't know what I'm doing, treating me like shit. I FLIP THE FUCK OUT and start punching myself in the face over and over again calling her a bitch. She doesn't care and finishes up the paint job. I convince her to pierce her nipples, and then ditch her.

Can't even make this shit up senpaitachi, I really genuinely hate women and in general want to have a healthy relationship with a woman platonic or non-platonic. I'm both nervous and full of hate towards women.

How do I unfuck myself?

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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:42:53 Post No.17118100
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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:42:53 Post No.17118100 [Report]

>>17118095
>I FLIP THE FUCK OUT and start punching myself in the face over and over again calling her a bitch.
You sound like a fucking psycho, you shouldn't change who you are because any woman who gets into any sort of relationship with you is going to end up dead at the bottom of a lake somewhere. Just stay away from women.

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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:43:09 Post No.17118101
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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:43:09 Post No.17118101 [Report]

OP here I honestly feel like if a female reads this I would seem like Norman Bates...RIP

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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:44:43 Post No.17118104
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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:44:43 Post No.17118104 [Report]

>>17118095
Don't do stuff for women for free and don't buy them stuff either.

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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:45:45 Post No.17118107
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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:45:45 Post No.17118107 [Report]

>>17118104
The more I did the worse I was treated. That really was unsettling for me...

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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:45:53 Post No.17118108
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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:45:53 Post No.17118108 [Report]

Therapy, I would say. I mean I don't know how anything other than cognitive behavioral therapy would help. You sound like you have a lot of pent up rage ingrained in you from childhood. It doesn't necessarily mean that you're mentally ill just that you've got issues. My dad's the same way and I wish he got it sorted before he had kids because he's a pain to be around.

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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:50:09 Post No.17118117
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Anonymous 2016-05-07 11:50:09 Post No.17118117 [Report]

>>17118108
I am seeing a shrink this Monday and don't plan on having kids. Both of my parents are pretty close to severely mentally ill and still chose to have kids. I want to try to break that chain by either abstaining from having kids or getting my mental health straight.

I have shit self-esteem, horrible anxiety, and am always known as that weirdo to most new groups I enter. If I wasn't normie-looking 7/10 literally no one would talk to me ever maybe.

Sorry about your pops though anon.

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op 2016-05-07 11:53:56 Post No.17118127
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op 2016-05-07 11:53:56 Post No.17118127 [Report]

>>17118100
If you say so, pal. I was in a 4 year relationship and never put my hands on her, much less killed her.