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Self-sabotaged my degree 3x, thinking about a 4th
2016-05-07 02:04:58 Post No. 17116990
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Self-sabotaged my degree 3x, thinking about a 4th
Anonymous
2016-05-07 02:04:58
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Half-way through electronic engineering I realised I didn't care about my life and didn't attend lectures or exams - thought I deserved to die homeless.
But I did feel obligated to try the year again, to not waste a college opportunity that billions would kill for.
When family found out, they put me in much-needed therapy and set me to try a third time, which I also fucked up.
Another college accepted me and I can only confirm if I know I'll succeed - can't let the debt increase.
But if I delay I'm wasting another year at 24yo, I can't do anything without a degree etc.
Still psychologically unfit for a degree, and still doing it out of guilt - I have this fantasy of researching world-saving AIs that'll redeem my failures and investments from my wealthy parents.
[I know I'm lucky as fuck and if I could die and switch places with anyone who'd fucking appreciate my opportunities, I would]
