So, I've been kind of confused for a bit, sexually speaking. I have a GF I have been with for over 5 years and I'm happy with her all around. The things is, I'm a chronic masturbater and when I use the internet I jerk off to a range of stuff (BBW, Grannies, trannies, traps, and even regular guys if they have natural feminine qualities). Now, in my regular everyday life I feel like I'd never date or have a relationship with someone who is a guy or a transsexual, but I have no problems jerking off to them online if they fit my fancy.
Does that still count me as a natural bisexual? Am I just closeted? I've jerked off to a lot of weird stuff, but that doesn't mean I'd be fine with them in a real life setting. I'm curious if I'm becoming a bisexual for the "sexual thrill" as regular vanilla stuff becomes harder to fap to.
>>17093684
Holy shit op.
Probably nothing to big. I mean think about it, guys do stupid shit when we jack off. You're a bit different since you masturbate most of the time but I'm sure it's nothing serious.
>>17093723
Its been bugging me for a while, especially since every now and then I get that "dread" feeling after I nut to some femboy online. Today, I've kinda been up and about thinking about it more than usual. I never really talked to anybody it, definitely nobody in my social circle.
>>17093751
I feel you man. I had a phase where I'd jack off go lolis because I was kinda abused by my fem cousin when I was young. I don't do it anymore but I do have a slight fetish in incest porn now.
And there has to be someone you know that does this too. They might do the same thing you do to and are also afraid of saying anything to anybody. Just low key bring up something about porn man. Don't you have a best bro?
>>17093771
The only best bro I have I feel like would bring my problem up to his GF either by accident or just in a normal convo. There is one friend whom seems bi (made out with another dude at a get together drunk), but we aren't that close and don't see each other often.
My brother might be the only other person who might understand (I'm guessing he fapped to futa and stuff since I found out that a lot of artist I knew about he does too), but I don't feel comfortable talking to him about it since this is something I've kept to myself for years. I try my damnest to not let other people know, including my GF despite that she brought up in a conversation that she'd accept me if I was gay or bi. Its a weird bind, man.
>>17093807
Does she know about the chronic masturbation?
>>17093684
Why on earth have there been so many "am I a faggot?" threads today?
>>17093840
She knows I jerk off a lot I kinda make a joke about it sometimes, but she doesn't know exactly what I jerk off to
